Hellboy
Senior Don Juan
Hey guys!
I used to be a veteran of this site, it's a shame to see a lot of my old buddies gone but hey whatever, I'm sure you guys are sound!
To cut a long story short I just broke up with my girl*. I have (I now realise) a chronic fear of commitment. I guess I'm scared that I'm settling for less than the best, or that maybe I'm gonna get dumped after all the time I've invested. I dunno. I always sabotage relationships until the girls hate me and I feel miserable and alone and this is no exception.
Now the new feature of this breakup is all the ingrained knowledge from this site plus a lot of confidence I have built up over the last year or so. I can walk up to a beautiful woman and be kissing her within seconds.
But thats the PROBLEM. I can't help myself. I have seen this repeatedly. I get so far with a gorgeous, and I mean GORGEOUS woman and then feck it up by kissing other girls in her presence. I have done this with about 3-4 girls in the last few weeks. The outcome is that I end up with a less attractive girl or nobody at all.
And it gets worse. I live in a fairly small community and now I have developed a REPUTATION and not a good one. I have lost count of the amount of people who have called me sleazy, and I find people (male and female) have already heard of me and not in a good way. Girls are very wary and guys think I'm hitting on their girlfriends.
I don't know what to do about this. I'm thinking of becoming celebate for a while and staying away from my party circuit. But take this as a warning, if you get good at the techniques on this site try to stay anonymous. And if that isn't possible then be very careful about the impression you're giving out. It can get you into a lot of trouble take it from me.
x-'Hellboy'-x
*Breakup long version-
I got into a relationship about 2 years ago with the help of this site. Unfortunately I had a wee bit of a problem and cheated on her a fair bit to begin with (was hooked onto this site and techniques). Well somehow she discovered this site and my messages, and thus every single thing I'd been getting up to. Needless to say we broke up. That was last year.
I loved her and didn't want to lose her, so I eventually convinced her I had been living in a fantasy world and none of it was real. I know I'm a sick puppy. She believed me and I never cheated on her again. Happy story? Maybe up until this point.
I used to be a veteran of this site, it's a shame to see a lot of my old buddies gone but hey whatever, I'm sure you guys are sound!
To cut a long story short I just broke up with my girl*. I have (I now realise) a chronic fear of commitment. I guess I'm scared that I'm settling for less than the best, or that maybe I'm gonna get dumped after all the time I've invested. I dunno. I always sabotage relationships until the girls hate me and I feel miserable and alone and this is no exception.
Now the new feature of this breakup is all the ingrained knowledge from this site plus a lot of confidence I have built up over the last year or so. I can walk up to a beautiful woman and be kissing her within seconds.
But thats the PROBLEM. I can't help myself. I have seen this repeatedly. I get so far with a gorgeous, and I mean GORGEOUS woman and then feck it up by kissing other girls in her presence. I have done this with about 3-4 girls in the last few weeks. The outcome is that I end up with a less attractive girl or nobody at all.
And it gets worse. I live in a fairly small community and now I have developed a REPUTATION and not a good one. I have lost count of the amount of people who have called me sleazy, and I find people (male and female) have already heard of me and not in a good way. Girls are very wary and guys think I'm hitting on their girlfriends.
I don't know what to do about this. I'm thinking of becoming celebate for a while and staying away from my party circuit. But take this as a warning, if you get good at the techniques on this site try to stay anonymous. And if that isn't possible then be very careful about the impression you're giving out. It can get you into a lot of trouble take it from me.
x-'Hellboy'-x
*Breakup long version-
I got into a relationship about 2 years ago with the help of this site. Unfortunately I had a wee bit of a problem and cheated on her a fair bit to begin with (was hooked onto this site and techniques). Well somehow she discovered this site and my messages, and thus every single thing I'd been getting up to. Needless to say we broke up. That was last year.
I loved her and didn't want to lose her, so I eventually convinced her I had been living in a fantasy world and none of it was real. I know I'm a sick puppy. She believed me and I never cheated on her again. Happy story? Maybe up until this point.
