No contact for one week (hoo ray)

[Down Low]

Long time lurker here.

I finally reached down into the sewer, recovered my balls from where the b1tch flushed them, and walked away from a bad LTR.

You don't need the details. I didn't leave out of strength. No. I left because all my manhood had been beaten down to nothing and there wasn't anything left in me that could stand up to even one more word of abuse.

To maintain no contact, all I have to do is remember just one of the many meaningless hurts she inflicted upon me, and it makes me cower.

To be honest, from the very start, I disregarded my own estimation of the low quality of the cumt. I ignored the fact that she had no real interest in me and that she was already involved in her own tangled web of infidelity and wh0ring. Didn't matter to me. She was the easiest sl0t that I could get. I pushed on with the lie that I cared a whit about her. However, I'm a "nice guy" and she grew on me.

After many years of unemployment and bumming off friends, I finally got a job in another city two years ago. But I kept going to see her every chance I got, which drained me of cash, wore me out, and kept me under her thumb.

Not much more to say. How can a man let himself slide down so far? I wish I knew. I drink to survive the nights.

Thanks for listening to my rant, men.

 

[Greasy Pig]

Mate, we've all been there which is why we are all here.

Try to use her low-quality behaviour as a spur to move on and improve yourself. Every man has been in your situation and stayed in a bad relationship either through willing blindness, a sense of duty or just plain stupidity.

But the good news is that you're free!
Free to be yourself, free to improve your life and free to fvck other women without the guilt.

You're in for a rough ride while you heal but now become a man that refuses to be treated badly. Now you know the signs of sh1t female behaviour, you're armed to the teeth with awesome knowledge.

Experience is the best teacher so try to use this negative as a positive to weed out the slvts and flakes and build a life that women will be dying to be a part of.
Onward always and don't contact her.

 

[speed dawg]

Half the battle is won - you have admitted you have a problem. Now you have to commit to fixing it.

 

[HalfAddict]

Now you get awesome! Gotta hit the gym, find some sort of workout you like.

 

[vatoloco]

I finally reached down into the sewer, recovered my balls from where the b1tch flushed them, and walked away from a bad LTR.

Well, on the upside, the only way you can go is UP.

Learn as much as you can from [the good of] this site.

 

[Down Low]

Where's that darned reset button when you need it?

 

[Down Low]

Workouts sound like what I need. I got over 200 lbs. and gotta get rid of that tub.

After years of avoiding church, (ashamed in fact), I went to Ash Wednesday services today. There were some attractive women there. I impressed them by sitting up front, basically ignoring them, and having a long discussion with the pastor after the services.

Funny thing. When I left the church and walked to my car, a couple lezbos making out on the park bench said something like "get a life." Huh thats funny. Sounds exactly like something my ex-b1tch would say.

 

[Johnnyventana]

Down Lo, just to be sure, read: How a Borderline Personality Disorder Love Relationship Evolves

You didn't write a lot, but what you did was full of red flags.