Nirvana a deception?

[MisterSisterFister]

So I've been very blessed,

Within the last year I have got my dream job, faced many fears, and found a great women not to mention grown as a person as a man in both wisdom and life.

My problem; Now that I have my dream job I want to do all these other things live in the mountains, join the military I have these ideas that I have not reached my full potential still, I feel like I am missing something it depresses me and scares me I'm only 23 but I feel I'm doing something wrong. I want to snowboard everyday live in the wild join special forces. Why do I feel this way when I have my dream job?

Problem #2 I have a woman in my life she's pretty much perfect not the BEST looking girl out there maybe a 6 or 7, but other than that she is perfect always cooking and cleaning for me always thinking of me making sure I have what I need basically a perfect teammate who puts my needs above her own, not to mention a total nympho always wanting to fvk. Blows me all the time. But now it's to the point she is always on my nerves and I don't know why it's like I try to find a reason to get mad at her.im not even horny for her anymore sometimes ill have her blow me while I watch some pr0n.

I'd like to say I've come back with the knowledge of pook but its like I've climbed this mountain and now I see a taller one.

 

[Night-hawk]

Congrats, you're doing swell for 23 it seems. Go get it, satisfaction of achieving these things is only as guaranteed as the limits and heights you set for yourself. Which by the sounds of it you clearly want more out of life.

 

[Slickster]

It sounds like you still have some growing up to do. 23 is still very young and at 30 you will be a different person altogether.

I would not take life or relationships too seriously at 23.

 

[sodbuster]

Nirvana is a line of BS. As a MAN, you are always striving to do more, be better, etc. When I was your age, I would have thought making 6 figures with a nice house and 2 GREAT sons... I'd be in HEAVEN. NOPE, I WANT MORE. Women enjoy the journey, men seem to enjoy the struggle.

I don't care if she's a 10, just like a new car.... the happiness only lasts for a bit... it's your NEW car... it's your car...it's your OLD car

 

[MisterSisterFister]

Hey thanks for all the replies,

The chick; It is not that I feel that I am stuck with her, or that I am afraid I can't get a hotter chick. It's just that why? Is it worth the stress trying to find a hotter chick that does everything she already does? She compliments my life is that what a man strives for? so that he does not have to steadily strive for pvssy?

I am just thinking out loud.

Special forces would be in the US, So something along the lines of navy or army. But then its not even guaranteed ya know? I would hate to give this job up to fail out of special forces?

I know this probably all sounds crazy and I am trying to think out loud so that some of you guys can help me sort it out?

 

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Special forces would be in the US, So something along the lines of navy or army.

Having served in the navy I wouldn't recommend anything along those lines to be honest. I know my boy will be joining up over my dead body. 4+ generations stops with me if I have anything to do with it.

1. It's now a PC joke that caters to women, homo's and other assorted cluster phuck leftoids that suck at the teat of floundering chaos and burn through the taxpayers dime like nobodies business. Useless.

2. You're basically serving or worse case scenario dying for this culturally Marxist rapidly declining cesspit....Are you out of your mind?

That's all I got, but that should be WAY more than enough of a disincentive. However if you feel you really must just because I'd go Foreign Legion, from what I've heard I don't think the faggotry has crept into there as yet. I could be wrong though.

Btw "MisterSisterFister" lozlolz . Nice username.