I donno what happened, before high school I got streight a's like it was fun. I got a drive off of it and it seemed easy. High school hits and I suck c0ck with grades. I go to a very hard public school, but thats somewhat of an excuse, or maybe not.
The thing is im lazy, I get home, i'm tired, I got no sleep, therfor I sleep for 3 hours when I get home, I wake up and fvck around doing nothing, and just procrastinate anything school related. Shure I have distractions, but i'm just not motivated or driven like I used to be. I cant pay attention any more. And statistically this is my laast year, where I got to pull my weight together and make something out of it.
I'm a very different person than what ive always been. Over the summer I changed a great deal. I've gotten over so much afc bullsh.t and im proud of that and socially that will carry me over next year but more importantly, I cant be lazy and I need to find some type of drive to just do the work. Anyone been through this and have some idea?? thanks
The thing is im lazy, I get home, i'm tired, I got no sleep, therfor I sleep for 3 hours when I get home, I wake up and fvck around doing nothing, and just procrastinate anything school related. Shure I have distractions, but i'm just not motivated or driven like I used to be. I cant pay attention any more. And statistically this is my laast year, where I got to pull my weight together and make something out of it.
I'm a very different person than what ive always been. Over the summer I changed a great deal. I've gotten over so much afc bullsh.t and im proud of that and socially that will carry me over next year but more importantly, I cant be lazy and I need to find some type of drive to just do the work. Anyone been through this and have some idea?? thanks