words cannot possibly desibe how pissed i am right now i typed a long ass post and like one sentence from being done, i accidently deleted the page. but the message is one where i am obligated to do such again.
i wil give you two prior scenerios
i met stephine while living in sarasota. we went out on a date. we had som much fun on the date we deicded to go for drinks at the tiki hut. she invited herself in my apartment and not 5 mintues later we are in the bed going at it. mind blowing, kinky sex. at least 3 hours. anal the whole bit.
a few days later she wanted to see me and we go out again and i'm thinking okay now sex time and she pulls back. she had caught a case of feelings. she liked me. she wanted me to see her as more as the girl who will let me fvck her brains out. lol i wanted to fvck her brains out. she would try to do girlfriendly stuff with me and while i dind't mind i still wanted to have sex. but she knew she had over played her hand way too quick now i expected sex and sex often.
because i got pissed off that she was not giving it up we stoppped talking. she would not give it up beucase she did not want me to see her as a ***** she wanted me to see her as GF material. she REALLY liked me you can tell with her time around me she was reawlly into me and wanted me to like her.
nothing was relaly wrong with her, we just had a mis understanding that could not be articulated.
it's like if i gave my son a bag full of recess pieces after dinner tonight, lol i just can't go back to giving him bananas lol. it doesn't work like that. now he is going to expect the recess. dammit daddy give me the good **** stop playing around. WTF i want with this banana when you have all those delicious recces pieces up there gimmie! \
and i mean, to this day she is either the first or 2nd best lay i have ever had that girl could work her way around a bed. god damn. tori lane elite level ***** in bed. could ride a **** like nothing i have ever seen, would let me ran it in her ass as hard as i wanted. just unreal in bed. you can't go back from that lol. the whole time i'm like yeah you are a great gal now let's get to the real **** lol. i want the tori lane girl back and she did not want me to see her as the tori lane girl
i met my wife on the other hand, a week after my birthday which is june 17th. we went on a date at the beach 2 days later. 90 mintues or so. i could tell i liked her and i could tell she liked me. we clicked. we kissed. we petted a little. nothing too serious but we started rubbing and getting closer to each other.
she committed to me later that she was interged by the fact that she was ovbiously interested in me and yet i still cut the date off beucase most guys would stick around long enough to hope "something happened". she said this really peeked her interest, though it was alrfeady peeked.
so about 4 days later, i have this sudden urge to hit the bowling alleyand i call her and say hey babe put on some jeans we are going bowling. she says okay we go bowling she turns out to be a pretty good bowler we have fun. we kiss a few times. i can tell she is really coming around to the idea of me. so i try to take her home and in the car she tells me that she really doesn't want to go home. right then what she was really telling me was to fvck her. but i wasn't going ot that night. she wasn't where i wanted her yet. and i knew i liked this one enough to that it was going to be worth the wait. so i take her to my house. let her see my crib, we kill a bottle of wine, i play the piano for her, i let her see my dog, etc. i take her home 2 hours later after some very very heavy petting, we were basically in the bed and i had her shirt off. even though she seemed disappointed i took her home.
4th of july she invites me to her friends BBQ and i go. she is all over me. sittting in my lap and keep in mind she's 3 inches taller than me. we are kissing, rubbing on each other. she is very happy and very into me. she is kissing me in my ear and kissing me on my neck. lol she's trying ot prime ME up. so the fire works start and it's a non stop making out session. i look her in the eyes and tell her that i really really am into her and i really like her. and honeslty i meant it. i really did. not enough to stop spininig paltes but enhough to where i could see i really did like her and i knew she had some serious potential with me. when i told her i was going to take her home she had this look on her face like WTF man lol. FVCK mE!
i had to go out of town for a week and not 1 hour back she calls and wants to see me. we go out to eat. again all over me. tells me she misses me. we are kissing we go back to her place, we end up in her bed, she's naked and partically begging me to put it in. i'm playing with her, and kissing on her but i had not hit the gym in a week at that time becuase i was out of town and i was not going to allow myself to miss another day of the gym so icalled it a night and went home so i could get to bed.
the plan at that point was to go about 3 more days, bring her over and finally close the day. she was begging for it and it was that time. she wasn't having none of it. she shows up the next day at about 6:30, mind you i didn't even invite her over she invited herself over lol with nite bag in toe. i asked her what that was for she said she is spending the night. she had made up her mind she was going to fvck me rather i wanted to or not lol.
she cooks for me lol i know now she has like 3 go to meals that she can cook but she really can't cook, this was one of those go to meals lol, after we are done she goes in my bedroom and cuts on my shower and comes out naked, grabs me, pulls off my clothes and drags me into the shower and we wash each other. we dry off and hop right in the bed and go at it. we had to have sex at least 5 times that night. she wore my ass out.
i got her to the point where she litearlly could not take the suspense of waiting aorund anymore she had to have it. that to me is much more exciting than just having sex on the first/ second ate. i want them begging for it. she told me that the entire week i was gone all she could think about is what having sex would be like with me. then it went from wondering to fantizing. while i was gone like that' sall she could talk about to her friends. why won't back breaker have sex with me. is he gay? is he dating someone else? is he a virgin? something isn't right. i want him to fvck me, i am giving him all the signs, he won't do it! is he attracted to me? her and her friends had a pow wow about it and they were all dumbfounded it becuase it was quite clear by our actions we were into each other. the only conculsion they could come to was that i was afraid to have sex. and if i was afraid to have sex that means i was probably not having a lot of sex which means i was single (i bull **** you not this is verbatium what my wife told me they said. this is exactly how women think)
but the whole point, i have occupied her mind by now. i'm all she can think about. me, why can't she fvck me. why won't i fvck her.
that tought me a lesson that i had known but did not really know how to put into words ijnto then.
men, get off on SEX.
women get more about thinking about / fantizing about sex then they do the actual sex.
this is why i never agree with the 2nd/3red date fvck or bye crowd they are so short sighted. i want to win the war not to battle.
and my wife is not the only girl i did that to that was pretty much how i rolled for the most part. that was just the best and most ovbious example.
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see when start seeing a woman, she has the power or so she thinks. she has the pvssy and the options for ****. if YOU want this you have to make HER happy. the hotter the woman the worse this is. the more she gets hit ont he worse she is. but every woman you can break em down. even like, my wife is 5'11. she "doesn't like short men". never dated a guy that was shorter then her. when we first met she said that that was her only real objection to me but she figured she'd go have fun/ give me a shot anyway. by date 2 she had fortotten all about her short guy issue (i'm not a midget i'm 5'8). lol wehn she gets mad at me she will call me a short bastard or something lol but it's not a serious issue. but by priming her and pushing and pulling you get her to think about you and fanatize about you, now you have the power.
i will not fvck a woman until i have the power. i want her begging for the ****. it's not up to her rather or not we fvck it's up to me.
and honestly, 4 years later, now husband and wife.. i bull **** you not the frame really has not changed at all. unless it's aunt flo time i can count on one hand the times i've been turned down for sex and eveyr time there was a reason why usually i had pissed her off for some reason lol. she still very much is into me and wants it. i for the most part decide when we have sex or not and whenever i decide we have sex she's ready to roll like a true solider lol.
