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Don Juan
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This girl is 14, and i'll refer to her as "lindsay". Im 16. I've always liked this girl, but i never cared...
well, everything started like 6 weeks ago, when I started to stare at her... out of nowhere... I didnt really care, but there was something about her (lindsay) that made me feel weird... in a good way. So I decided to find out... However I never had the balls to do anything.
3 weeks ago, she added me to her hi5 list. It is a website www.hi5.com, were you can see the pics of your friends, and the friends of your friends, their interests, and other nice stuff. Well, seeing that she added me to her list, without me even knowing her, or viceversa, made me become curious, and I told my cousin, who is lindsay's best friend that I liked her.
She was amazed, and gave me her "
" look, telling me that lindsay, told her that I was really hot, and other things. She was really happy about it, and helped me.
Well, I grew a pair, and went to talk to her. I eventually asked her for her msn, and she asked for mine too.
Ever since that day, we have talked a lot, and she was always the first one to start the conversations in the msn. She did it instantly when i signed in. She begged me for pictures of myself, and to put the webcam... we flirted a lot, and she occasionally told me about her family and things... We had so much fun, and told me that I was unique.
In case you are wondering i was ****y and funny. And I've always been like that, so it was the real me. The only difference now, is that I knew, that the way I acted attracted women. She usually told me about how amazing I was, and other things.
Well, Last Friday, my school (private) celebrated valentines day, and you could send roses to a girl, So I sent her a red rose. It containted a little note attached to it, saying how special she was to me.
At the break, she called me with a big smile in her face, thanking for the rose, and we started talking. Then I asked her If she wanted to get married with me... (it is a marriage game, were you had to pay $0.50 to get married with the other person, and they would give us a ring, and a small note saying that we both were married.) And she gladly accepted.
When we were getting married, everyone started yelling: "KISS "KISS" "KISS" "KISS" so she gave me a kiss in the cheek , then all my friends, including the seniors, (her sister's friends) who are friendly with me too, started telling me to hug her, and to do stuff with her. IT was obvious that they were bugging us, but I gave her a hug, and everything. Her sister told me to take care of her, and other things...
Then a senior, who is a friend of her and mine, gave me a ticket to buy her a soda... I bought her a soda, and then we sat and started to talk for like 2 hours... Everyone started being really friendly with me, and her. And they started treating us like we were a couple.
We were practically the center of attention that day. But everyone was really friendly...
Well, that day when i drove back home, I logged in the msn, and my cousin was really sad... she gave me the bad news too, telling me that lindsay told her that she was mad, because we arent a couple, and that she doesnt wants anything with me. "that's why I dont like spending too much time with guys" she said to her.
We talked in the msn, later that day, and I told her that I was mad too... (total bs) ... but oh well.
Well, we didnt talk again until sunday, and she started the conversation. This time she was friendly again, and I was nothing but ****y and funny again, but I tried to seem less interested.
She and her sister didnt go to school yesterday, but they went today.
I didnt see her until it was almost time to go, and it was because All my friends grabbed me, and took me were she was. I just waved and smiled. She was copying something in her notebook, and she was in class. But she smiled and waved back...
I haven't done anything else... And I think I have completely lost her. However I still have a little hope... that something might make her change her mind, or that she wasnt speaking the truth...
I dont know what to do... but I love her... I'd do anything for her...
any help or tips?
PS: I'm really sorry for the bad grammar or spelling this thread might have, but english is not my first language. Thanks.
well, everything started like 6 weeks ago, when I started to stare at her... out of nowhere... I didnt really care, but there was something about her (lindsay) that made me feel weird... in a good way. So I decided to find out... However I never had the balls to do anything.
3 weeks ago, she added me to her hi5 list. It is a website www.hi5.com, were you can see the pics of your friends, and the friends of your friends, their interests, and other nice stuff. Well, seeing that she added me to her list, without me even knowing her, or viceversa, made me become curious, and I told my cousin, who is lindsay's best friend that I liked her.
She was amazed, and gave me her "
" look, telling me that lindsay, told her that I was really hot, and other things. She was really happy about it, and helped me. Well, I grew a pair, and went to talk to her. I eventually asked her for her msn, and she asked for mine too.
Ever since that day, we have talked a lot, and she was always the first one to start the conversations in the msn. She did it instantly when i signed in. She begged me for pictures of myself, and to put the webcam... we flirted a lot, and she occasionally told me about her family and things... We had so much fun, and told me that I was unique.
In case you are wondering i was ****y and funny. And I've always been like that, so it was the real me. The only difference now, is that I knew, that the way I acted attracted women. She usually told me about how amazing I was, and other things.
Well, Last Friday, my school (private) celebrated valentines day, and you could send roses to a girl, So I sent her a red rose. It containted a little note attached to it, saying how special she was to me.
At the break, she called me with a big smile in her face, thanking for the rose, and we started talking. Then I asked her If she wanted to get married with me... (it is a marriage game, were you had to pay $0.50 to get married with the other person, and they would give us a ring, and a small note saying that we both were married.) And she gladly accepted.
When we were getting married, everyone started yelling: "KISS "KISS" "KISS" "KISS" so she gave me a kiss in the cheek , then all my friends, including the seniors, (her sister's friends) who are friendly with me too, started telling me to hug her, and to do stuff with her. IT was obvious that they were bugging us, but I gave her a hug, and everything. Her sister told me to take care of her, and other things...
Then a senior, who is a friend of her and mine, gave me a ticket to buy her a soda... I bought her a soda, and then we sat and started to talk for like 2 hours... Everyone started being really friendly with me, and her. And they started treating us like we were a couple.
We were practically the center of attention that day. But everyone was really friendly...
Well, that day when i drove back home, I logged in the msn, and my cousin was really sad... she gave me the bad news too, telling me that lindsay told her that she was mad, because we arent a couple, and that she doesnt wants anything with me. "that's why I dont like spending too much time with guys" she said to her.
We talked in the msn, later that day, and I told her that I was mad too... (total bs) ... but oh well.
Well, we didnt talk again until sunday, and she started the conversation. This time she was friendly again, and I was nothing but ****y and funny again, but I tried to seem less interested.
She and her sister didnt go to school yesterday, but they went today.
I didnt see her until it was almost time to go, and it was because All my friends grabbed me, and took me were she was. I just waved and smiled. She was copying something in her notebook, and she was in class. But she smiled and waved back...
I haven't done anything else... And I think I have completely lost her. However I still have a little hope... that something might make her change her mind, or that she wasnt speaking the truth...
I dont know what to do... but I love her... I'd do anything for her...
any help or tips? PS: I'm really sorry for the bad grammar or spelling this thread might have, but english is not my first language. Thanks.
