My Personel Thoughts (part 1)

[Chosen1]

Today after getting orientiation for my new job I was all to happy to leave. I went to the front of the store I work at and I saw a women. This women remined me of a girl that broke my heart a few years back and I started to feel bad. Then I thought back to how my heart got hardened and how bad I felt.

Needless to say I learned a lot of lessons. The first lesson I learned was this:

Why do I have to feel bad if you break my heart. Life is way to short and I have to much sh!t to do to worry about besides you. I should worry about myself and family more.

Secondly why should I think I'm not worthy and want to improve myself. Granted I do want to improve myself and be a great person, but why should I do it because you don't like me. I'm proud of myself and don't need you to like me because I love me and others do too.

Lastly, I'm looking forward to the future. Hell why not I spent all this time growing up becoming a man. I will be very glad when I get to where I want in life, and I'm going to enjoy the process. Screw what others think or expect. Well those are my thoughts about this, I hope you guys found this to be a positve read.

 

[lookyoung]

Listen just consider negative things in relationships a learning experience. Most people go through heartache one way or another. And remember what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I recently got over my oneitis(which was one reason that brought me so sosuave) I feel much better now than I ever had when I was with her. Sometimes oneitis makes us blind.

Best of luck to you chosen 1

 

[Chosen1]

Thanks young what you said is what i'm doing. I'm kind of mad I have a harder heart then I use. Then again it's a good thing now I can see through certain things and judge more carefully. I also would still be meek and not speak up as much if I hadn't have had heart break so everyone should go through it and learn their lesson at least once in life. Thanks for posting and keep positive thoughts coming.