Hey Luke, congratulations man. Good job! Keep on sarging. One step at a time.
I remember my first kiss. I was 23 at the time and this girl at the restaurant I worked at was crazy about me. I had no clue about attraction, ****y & funny, neg hits and all that at the time, but because I wasn't interested in her I was doing all the right things by accident. Now that I think back on it I realize why it happened the way they did. Without even knowing it, I was being ****y and funny and teased the crap out of this chick and it was working like a charm. She was practically stalking me. Her shift ended before mine but she knew where I lived and, lo and behold, I would come home and she would be "taking a walk" right in front of my house, every night, at 11 p.m. or later.
Thinking about it now, I probably could have f-closed the deal easily with her, but I was too ignorant at the time to figure out what was going on. Eventually there was some touching and cuddling going on that she initiated, and the last night before she was about leave to go to school in another state I was walking her home and she gave me a hug and then kissed me, I wasn't even trying to do anything, she just took me by surprise. Anyway, that was my first kiss.