I don't post to often, but I have been reading the DJ Bible, this forum, and The Rational Male. After a break up 2 years ago with my kids bpd hb9 mom, I was messed up in the head for the first year. I can't even believe the progress I've made this year so far. I owe it all to sosuave, The Rational Male book, and the gym.
I'm high on life, my life. I love my life. I'm the sh*t. I have a huge ego now. My ego is fueled by women checking me out, the nice cars I drive, the nice condo I own, my body, the clothes I wear, my hair, and more. I'm only 5'5 " and have always been a twig. I would never catch women checking me out before, but now it's on a daily basis. I'm on track to look like I stepped off the set of Magic Mike before the year is over. My shoulders, chest, arms, and everything else is so defined it's crazy. I even have abs. I never dreamed I would look like this and feel like this. My ego makes me happy.
I currently have no plates and I could really care less. In the past, I used to be needy and desperate. I used to get down when I didn't have a girlfriend. I thought a woman would make me happy. Now, I'm the opposite. I'm the most happy I have ever been in my life. A women is just a bonus to me. I'll be just as happy with or without a woman. Don't get me wrong, I do game on women. I usually get numbers that go nowhere. In the past it would have bothered me, but now I dont care. It's there loss. Some women are just to dumb to know it when a great guy is in front of them. A couple of weeks ago, I let a women get to me, but it only lasted half a day. I learned from it. She can't bring me down because I'm happy with my life. My ego makes me happy.
I'm high on life, my life. I love my life. I'm the sh*t. I have a huge ego now. My ego is fueled by women checking me out, the nice cars I drive, the nice condo I own, my body, the clothes I wear, my hair, and more. I'm only 5'5 " and have always been a twig. I would never catch women checking me out before, but now it's on a daily basis. I'm on track to look like I stepped off the set of Magic Mike before the year is over. My shoulders, chest, arms, and everything else is so defined it's crazy. I even have abs. I never dreamed I would look like this and feel like this. My ego makes me happy.
I currently have no plates and I could really care less. In the past, I used to be needy and desperate. I used to get down when I didn't have a girlfriend. I thought a woman would make me happy. Now, I'm the opposite. I'm the most happy I have ever been in my life. A women is just a bonus to me. I'll be just as happy with or without a woman. Don't get me wrong, I do game on women. I usually get numbers that go nowhere. In the past it would have bothered me, but now I dont care. It's there loss. Some women are just to dumb to know it when a great guy is in front of them. A couple of weeks ago, I let a women get to me, but it only lasted half a day. I learned from it. She can't bring me down because I'm happy with my life. My ego makes me happy.
