Boricua_33015
Master Don Juan
Monday November 24, 2003
Fantastic day it was! Great things happened today so I have quite a bit to talk about.
Well first of all, let me talk about Friday, the day my attitude changed.
Friday I got a taste of the "not giving a ****" attitude. In one class I forced myself to make a voluntary speech in front of two classes.
See, we were all in the library listening to a model talk about a public speaking and confidence seminar that my local college holds. At the end of the speech given by the model girl, she decided to pick some students to give a speech and face their fears. Well, she picked the most scared of the group. A couple people volunteered. But all these people that went up had good social status. So I decided to "**** fear up the ass" and I raised my hand to volunteer and give a speech. The speech could have been about anything, it didn't matter. Most poeple prepared speeches but I did not, I decided to **** IT! LOL.
So I went up to the podium, and introduced myself to everyone. I talked about my being new in the school, and some very basic details about my life. I mentioned that I liked martial arts. After the speech I got alot of compliments for being daring.
SO I decided to make being daring a daily part of my life. It carried on from that class all way until now. Everyday I do things that are daring and risky. Not anything that causes trouble, but things that take me out of my comfort zone. I changed my attitude into something more likeable, more freindly, more smiles, more funny, more social.
After the daring revalation, I had another. I found out the one of the keys to communication is to be interested in people. How simple! How the hell could I have been so selfish all of my life? Instead of directing my focus to the person I was talking to, I was always directing my attention to myself, being self conscious about everything, when really I should get the person who I am talking to, to talk about themselves! ****!!
I wish I had learned this a long time ago, and in fact I have! But I was too damn selfish and had too much pride!
So that was that.
Today was ****ing awesome. Better than every other day I have had in this school, or in any school. I ****ed fear in the ass, and it was coming back for more!*devilish look*
I went to weight training for my first period so I worked my ass off upto the point that I got nauseous until I just could not work out no more. It was until complete exhaustion.
In 3rd period I flirted with these 2 girls that sit next to me and impressed them with my madd wordage skillz. I DJed them perfectly and left an awesome AWESOME impression on them, and the whole class. I was completely fearless!
During lunch, I decided to go stand on a balcony on the second floor of the school by myself because I had no one to chill with. I stayed there looking at a tree so peaceful and calm and just enjoyed it and marveled at it. It was so fascinating. It looked very old and had twists and turning vines choking the tree. It is a beautiful tree.
Towards the end of lunch I decided to go sit for the last 10 minutes of lunch on the bench I usually sit at. No later than 3 or 4 minutes 2 girls started getting all freindly with me and feeding off my fun vibe. I used some kino, and the girls introduced me to some guys there too and everyone seemed fascinated by my manliness. I was fun, funny, but also pretty sarcastic. I was daring with my words and both girls seemed to have very high interest. At the end of the interaction I got the names of everyone and everyone got my name, and the girls thanked me for conversation because it was such a light and fun conversation and put them in a good mood. I also turned on one of them with my kino and she started kinoing me
So right after lunch comes 5th period, since this is an A day on a block schedule. I walked in all confident (and late too). I made an excuse and got to work. I made tons of awesome impressions, and alpha'd the whole class. Totally! Everyone was feeding off my vibe, and I got the teacher all happy because I asked her if she was a hippy and we made conversation about the 60s and all. She was telling the whole class about the 60s and I directed the conversation. I initiated some group conversatino among fellow classmates. It was AWESOME.
Oh ****... and I forgot, some girl was feeling bad and I made her feel good. She was flirting with me and was asking me some pretty sexual questions! She is fat, but has a cute face for a fat girl. I heard she is a freak! So.... I dunno... But I aint gonna be the one initiating this ****... if she wants to suck my **** or something I'll let her, but I won't initiate **** because I am not interested in her.
So that was my awesome day.
Fantastic day it was! Great things happened today so I have quite a bit to talk about.
Well first of all, let me talk about Friday, the day my attitude changed.
Friday I got a taste of the "not giving a ****" attitude. In one class I forced myself to make a voluntary speech in front of two classes.
See, we were all in the library listening to a model talk about a public speaking and confidence seminar that my local college holds. At the end of the speech given by the model girl, she decided to pick some students to give a speech and face their fears. Well, she picked the most scared of the group. A couple people volunteered. But all these people that went up had good social status. So I decided to "**** fear up the ass" and I raised my hand to volunteer and give a speech. The speech could have been about anything, it didn't matter. Most poeple prepared speeches but I did not, I decided to **** IT! LOL.
So I went up to the podium, and introduced myself to everyone. I talked about my being new in the school, and some very basic details about my life. I mentioned that I liked martial arts. After the speech I got alot of compliments for being daring.
SO I decided to make being daring a daily part of my life. It carried on from that class all way until now. Everyday I do things that are daring and risky. Not anything that causes trouble, but things that take me out of my comfort zone. I changed my attitude into something more likeable, more freindly, more smiles, more funny, more social.
After the daring revalation, I had another. I found out the one of the keys to communication is to be interested in people. How simple! How the hell could I have been so selfish all of my life? Instead of directing my focus to the person I was talking to, I was always directing my attention to myself, being self conscious about everything, when really I should get the person who I am talking to, to talk about themselves! ****!!
I wish I had learned this a long time ago, and in fact I have! But I was too damn selfish and had too much pride!
So that was that.
Today was ****ing awesome. Better than every other day I have had in this school, or in any school. I ****ed fear in the ass, and it was coming back for more!*devilish look*
I went to weight training for my first period so I worked my ass off upto the point that I got nauseous until I just could not work out no more. It was until complete exhaustion.
In 3rd period I flirted with these 2 girls that sit next to me and impressed them with my madd wordage skillz. I DJed them perfectly and left an awesome AWESOME impression on them, and the whole class. I was completely fearless!
During lunch, I decided to go stand on a balcony on the second floor of the school by myself because I had no one to chill with. I stayed there looking at a tree so peaceful and calm and just enjoyed it and marveled at it. It was so fascinating. It looked very old and had twists and turning vines choking the tree. It is a beautiful tree.
Towards the end of lunch I decided to go sit for the last 10 minutes of lunch on the bench I usually sit at. No later than 3 or 4 minutes 2 girls started getting all freindly with me and feeding off my fun vibe. I used some kino, and the girls introduced me to some guys there too and everyone seemed fascinated by my manliness. I was fun, funny, but also pretty sarcastic. I was daring with my words and both girls seemed to have very high interest. At the end of the interaction I got the names of everyone and everyone got my name, and the girls thanked me for conversation because it was such a light and fun conversation and put them in a good mood. I also turned on one of them with my kino and she started kinoing me
So right after lunch comes 5th period, since this is an A day on a block schedule. I walked in all confident (and late too). I made an excuse and got to work. I made tons of awesome impressions, and alpha'd the whole class. Totally! Everyone was feeding off my vibe, and I got the teacher all happy because I asked her if she was a hippy and we made conversation about the 60s and all. She was telling the whole class about the 60s and I directed the conversation. I initiated some group conversatino among fellow classmates. It was AWESOME.
Oh ****... and I forgot, some girl was feeling bad and I made her feel good. She was flirting with me and was asking me some pretty sexual questions! She is fat, but has a cute face for a fat girl. I heard she is a freak! So.... I dunno... But I aint gonna be the one initiating this ****... if she wants to suck my **** or something I'll let her, but I won't initiate **** because I am not interested in her.
So that was my awesome day.
