My beginning towards the end.

[ethnomethodologist]

Today, I am finally making the statement, today, I want to notice every problem I have, I want people to ***** at ME! To tell me everything I do wrong, I want people to threaten me, to swear at me, to call me a troll, a line thief, a *****, and a liar.

If you catch me doing anything YOU think is wrong tell me. Any time I back down from a fight, call me on it, stand up and tell me that you just won, tell me that you were better in the end. Sometimes I have to accept these things, I want to. I want to know when I am weaker, so I can leave, and come back another day, to pic up the fight again.

My war will not be over, until I am dead....

I'm going to be making a quick side note list from all the threads I've been responding to about things I have been afraid of, will contain peoples names for reasons of props... hopefully people will come to this page and tell me what a lazy retard I am for doing this, and not having a life(thanks spider007).

I came to this site for a reason, I recognize there are guys on thise site, girls, both straight, bi and homo, that hold many truths. I think Wyldfire, should be a dyke, I think harlequin likes guys all greased up like that guy from anchorman, I think I should be shot for being so nice to people. I

'm going to be making a thread about enthomethodology and all of the tactics I have used against you guys here on sosuave to gather information from you, I'll tell you why making people angry is beneficial, why seduction is the subtle art of leadership, why being a DJ really is all about seduction after all. Everything I tell you, is because I think it is true. Of course I am wrong though, or I could die happy where I stand.

I am going to get to work now, not going to the club tonight, not going to drink more than a beer an hour, unless I know that my body is excited and depressants won't make me worse, there are things in this world that are not constant, I want to find the best option of these irregularites, and try to disqualify the useless.

I want to ***** at people, I want to have memories, I want to create memories, there are millions of things on this planet I discover everyday, and there are millions of things I know nothing about. For every person on this planet, if every one of of them I could seduce, I would have to live 190 years, and speak to them for one second each... I know this is useless to do.

 

[The Juan and only]

you need more help than I can provide.

 

[Mr. Unique]

Ethno's status
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Status: Senior Don Juan
Total Posts: 225 (28.26 posts per day)
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Why not take a break from this site? you seem to be addicted to Sosuave.

 

[Q-Pid]

And this, boys and girls, is what happens to a KBDJ.

Do you want to end up like this?

 

[ethnomethodologist]

Originally posted by Mr. Unique
Ethno's status
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Status: Senior Don Juan
Total Posts: 225 (28.26 posts per day)
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Why not take a break from this site? you seem to be addicted to Sosuave.

**** you take a break, this is the first site I've fallen in love with. I am addicted, but for a reason. I want to slow down, take my time, be here only when it matters. I wouldn't have given up those 225 posts for anything, I've learned tons from the responses, and I learned from just writing them, got rid of some anger, and learned to control my feelings while in public.

How can I learn to take it easy, take it slow, and stop worrying so much? I want to do it here, so when I get into public, I can handle it better, my best friends tell me I talk too much sometimes too, and we get back to having fun, within seconds. On this site, it seems it is taking WAYYY too long.

 

[Mr. Unique]

Dont fall in love with the site, Fall in love with the Bible and read it. Pay as much attention to it as you do in the forums.

http://www.jbspencer.com/djb/

 

[ethnomethodologist]

Originally posted by Q1
And this, boys and girls, is what happens to a KBDJ.

Do you want to end up like this?

I am a recovering AFC, thank you for the compliment, but I don't want it, I am not a donJaun yet, and I don't want to trick myself into believing that I am. I know there is more to learn, and I want it far too fast. act the KBDj role I guess, so that you guys get pissed off at me, and tell me where I am thinking wrong. In real life, making people angry is dangerous, so I have been begging for the last 4 days for advice on how to cease and desist my anger problems, and learn in a more constructive way. Still kind of lost, but it sure as hell is working it's way into my brain slowly.

Do I really want to end up like what? Are you accusing me of becoming something I shouldn't?

 

[ethnomethodologist]

Originally posted by Mr. Unique
Dont fall in love with the site, Fall in love with the Bible and read it. Pay as much attention to it as you do in the forums.

http://www.jbspencer.com/djb/

Do you really think anybody who made the threads in the DJ Bible is going to magically pop on and help me solve my problem? I already have started listening to it, I understood everything, and let it run inside of my like it was instinct, but something has since gummed up the way my brain works... you guys I guess are suffering from it.

I have read the DJ Bible, over and over again. I have about 300 printed pages of size 9 print with penciled notes underlined quotes, and stupid comments at home that I used to learn faster. It didn't help though, because I got no feedback. As Boner da Stoner, I really didn't progress that much, I was more of a negative troll to myself, than I was to anybody else in my mind. Since August I gained apporximately 600 posts, to me they mean almost nothing, I would have been better out in the field.

I have since been forced into the field, since new years, I have fingered girls in corners, kiss closed multiple times after leaving super sets, I have F closed and bailed, I have done far more than others, and just mentioning feels like bragging. I hate the feeling of being better than people, while INSIDE, I don't believe it...

 

[ethnomethodologist]

Originally posted by The Juan and only
you need more help than I can provide.

That is BULL****! I can tell you now, you are human, teach me to be more like you. I will listen, you are a coward for saying those words, and it is less DJ than the other two guys who responded in this thread. You are lying to me, I don't know if you know it or not, but you just admitted you have never experienced any pain in your life.

Tell me one of your problems that you have listened to, something that means something to you, and what you did about it... I WILL LISTEN!

 

[ethnomethodologist]

I am an attention *****, I ignore what I should be doing for attention purposes. I seek the approval of people, or dissaproval, to know what I should do. I am an extrovert I guess, I want some energy, from you.

 

[The Juan and only]

ok, maybe that should've been more help than I want to/can be bothered to provide. It was really just meant as an insult suggesting that you were insane and beyond help; I was in the mood to flame some people.

I may type a more detailed reply some other time - when I'm not so tired. Actually, I think I'll go to bed.



"you just admitted you have never experienced any pain in your life." - don't be ridiculus.

 

[TheInfamousCBear]

Originally posted by ethnomethodologist

I have since been forced into the field, since new years, I have fingered girls in corners, kiss closed multiple times after leaving super sets, I have F closed and bailed, I have done far more than others, and just mentioning feels like bragging. I hate the feeling of being better than people, while INSIDE, I don't believe it...

So what exatly are you looking for then? Ill guess and you tell me if Im wrong...I think its that you prolly didnt know how to get girls before and now that you got it, you want to do it your way and be more of yourself and get broads instead of following certain rules and whatnot, because it went agaisnt who you are and what you stand for...You dont want to belive that people think the way that they do, you want to give them more credit but deep down, you cant...

 

[ethnomethodologist]

Originally posted by The Juan and only
ok, maybe that should've been more help than I want to/can be bothered to provide. It was really just meant as an insult suggesting that you were insane and beyond help; I was in the mood to flame some people.

I may type a more detailed reply some other time - when I'm not so tired. Actually, I think I'll go to bed.



"you just admitted you have never experienced any pain in your life." - don't be ridiculus.

Great reply, thank you. You got me thinking, about being nice to get what you want, versus, being an *******.

I want to be an ass, and tell you that you are wrong, just to see what you think about the one subject, but I can be nice to girls, and when it's business. This is business, personal business, I guess it always is.

Can't wait for the reply, you go to sleep, it's better for you than talking when you are tired. I tried that yesterday, got 3 hours of sleep, because I was on sosuave until 5 in the morning. I didn't even get to wash my hair properly in the morning, just wet it and threw on some shampoo, didn't even bother risning it out. **** reminds me, I gotta go home, and take a shower after this. Thanks for mentioning you were tired

I can't remember what I was going to say at first, I'll tell you that now, I had to run off to do a quick delivery so my supper can get made. So I'll say this, I didn't want for you NOT want to respond. I said all the mean and ridicule illiciting stuff, because I wanted you to respond.

Holla!

 

[ethnomethodologist]

hah, sh!t, you guys will be to happy to hear this

Today, I cease and desist. There won't be 31 posts a day coming out of me anymore allover the forum. I apologize to anybody who's feelings I've hurt. My time has come, it's time to move on. I'm happy for the moments of reflection, thank you for bearing with me. I can now catch myself lying when I should be telling the truth, and vice verca catch myself telling the truth, when I should be lying.

I've finally realized I have to work hard to reach my goals, waiting for others to tell me when to to do them, is a waste of their time. Wasting time was never my goal, obviously, I never reached that point, I am going to strive for it now.

Be prepared for much more concise, and less emotionally pooped on posts.

 

[ethnomethodologist]

-start dating, ONS are killing my desire
-capoeria, parkour, JKD... learn the principles
-start my idea journal, it has been far too long since waking in bed to an empty mind
-quit smoking, quit drinking coffee, quit toking... the good times are past, they are now limiting factors
-create chore lists... there are things to be done on a regular basis
-It will be 6 months to the day on Jan 1 that I read the DJ bible, time to turn back the pages and see how I have progressed
-return to school, a man needs the recogniton of peers to be allowed into society
-Beat the **** out of people who DESERVE it
-watch a movie marathon
-stop sleeping in
-stop undersleeping
-recreate the magic, of old friendships
-Write my beliefs on paper
-Start to read again, experience without knowledge is a shame

I quit toking, wrote my beliefs on paper(this site) and recreated the magic of old friendships. I have avoided, lied about, or been to ashamed of the remaining points.

Time to start, right after I finish working.

 

[DisobeyThePope]

**** OFF TROLL

 

[Colossus]

Originally posted by ethnomethodologist
...but something has since gummed up the way my brain works...

Yeah, it's that you spend too much time on internet forums. Chill out.

 

[ethnomethodologist]

Originally posted by Colossus
Yeah, it's that you spend too much time on internet forums. Chill out.

Agreed, been 5 months since I've been on this site. Long time, yeah, and I'm finally going to do something. Will be back once in a while, only to updated this thread and start in H+F(at Create Reality's mention of my lacking, yeah I just ratted you out dude, they gonna hate you now)

Originally posted by DisobeyThePope
**** OFF TROLL

Oooh, I can tell they're going to be having poblems with you, right from the get go.

 

[ethnomethodologist]

Originally posted by ethnomethodologist
Agreed, been 5 months since I've been on this site. Long time, yeah, and I'm finally going to do something. Will be back once in a while, only to updated this thread and start in H+F(at Create Reality's mention of my lacking, yeah I just ratted you out dude, they gonna hate you now)

Every thought I had there, except for the ONLY part was right. Sorry if anybody believed me there, I was just hoping for more than I needed.

I'll be starting up discussion threads, about things I care about. That is my revised message.

 

[JonJack]

Originally posted by ethnomethodologist
I'll be starting up discussion threads, about things I care about. That is my revised message.

Don't bother doing this. Instead try starting discussions about things that you care with people you meet face to face. It could be friends or family or a therapist. You seem to rely a lot on the Internet for your contact with people. This isn't exactly healthy, especially when you're using it to find yourself.

Granted that some stuff you read on the Internet may point you in the right direction, but that instance where you actually 'get it' should come from a moment away from the computer.

Additionally, the list of things to do that you posted is not important whatsoever. Here's the thing with lists. It only works when you use it because you tend to forget what it is you need to get done and not when you're too lazy or unmotivated to do those things.