European-DJ
Master Don Juan
Hello sosuave,
Even though the title sounds like something I would blame a girl for doing, I have caught myself doing this lately.
I lie to girls all of the time, I love to see how much I can get away with, and just have a blast while doing it - it has almost become an obsession.
I am 'cheating' in every possible scenario (if you can call it cheating, we are not in a relationship, but have agreed to be exclusive).
I tend to ignore girls, for the pure sake of doing it, replying no earlier then double the amount of time it took them to reply.
I lack understanding of myself and my psyche, and I have an assumption to why all of this is happening;
After a major burn with my first girl (2 yr) ltr, I threw myself out there, and really dated a lot. Some of these girls would beg me to fvck them in the ass, afterwards sucking my ****, and so forth - now these girls are engaded, having kids, and telling their guys they never will and never have done anal (and the guys look so happy in the relationships), posting pictures, and writing sweet wall posts/txt's).
Even though it is too big of a generalisation to say that every girl is like this; being gang banged by the whole neighboorhood while her husband goes to work, I have seriously come to doubt whether I will ever settle down again/ever commit myself to a girl?
Sometimes I wish I was still cought in the matrix, for how can I ever commit to a woman knowing what sluts they are?
Atm I have a Fvck buddy who is in a relationship with another guy!? (Usually I would not do this, but i seriously hate the guy for being such a smartazz).
Even though I am only 20, I have come to think that I will find the girl with the best genes, to have my boy, just to leave her and raise the kid for myself.
I might have become a mysogynist..
Anyway, my question To you guys is:
Have any of you, like I have, gotten to the point where you do not care about a relationships; do not care about girls - perhaps even dehumanize them?
And what's your take on my thoughts about relationships?
Even though the title sounds like something I would blame a girl for doing, I have caught myself doing this lately.
I lie to girls all of the time, I love to see how much I can get away with, and just have a blast while doing it - it has almost become an obsession.
I am 'cheating' in every possible scenario (if you can call it cheating, we are not in a relationship, but have agreed to be exclusive).
I tend to ignore girls, for the pure sake of doing it, replying no earlier then double the amount of time it took them to reply.
I lack understanding of myself and my psyche, and I have an assumption to why all of this is happening;
After a major burn with my first girl (2 yr) ltr, I threw myself out there, and really dated a lot. Some of these girls would beg me to fvck them in the ass, afterwards sucking my ****, and so forth - now these girls are engaded, having kids, and telling their guys they never will and never have done anal (and the guys look so happy in the relationships), posting pictures, and writing sweet wall posts/txt's).
Even though it is too big of a generalisation to say that every girl is like this; being gang banged by the whole neighboorhood while her husband goes to work, I have seriously come to doubt whether I will ever settle down again/ever commit myself to a girl?
Sometimes I wish I was still cought in the matrix, for how can I ever commit to a woman knowing what sluts they are?
Atm I have a Fvck buddy who is in a relationship with another guy!? (Usually I would not do this, but i seriously hate the guy for being such a smartazz).
Even though I am only 20, I have come to think that I will find the girl with the best genes, to have my boy, just to leave her and raise the kid for myself.
I might have become a mysogynist..
Anyway, my question To you guys is:
Have any of you, like I have, gotten to the point where you do not care about a relationships; do not care about girls - perhaps even dehumanize them?
And what's your take on my thoughts about relationships?