Mr.Rager
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Hi everyone.
First post.
I’m currently in a relationship with a girl (wanted to **** more than being in a relationship then suddently found myself being in a relationship with her lol - didnt see any objections at the time, very nice girl, loyal, supporting, loving, etc. )
Resisted the relationship at first ( was dealing with a lot of things at the time and really didnt want to deal with a relationship at the time ) — we have CRAZY sex but besides that i feel like we dont connect as much. Shes a bit narcissitic lmaoo (very - checks herself every other second) & talks mostly about shallow things i dont really care about ( i talk more about philosophy, psychology, spirituality & deep subject as i find them more interesting and relevant to my life than what someone twitted but she doesnt seem to care that much about it either.
Im currently finding myself and on my personal development journey (been lost DEEP in depression the past few years due to a tragic event) slowly getting out of it, so im very greedy& selfish with my time right now (notsorryatall) with all my new found strength & passions. Shes a very clingy girl & wants my presence alll the timeee. The thing is when we spend time together shes mostly sh*t testing me all day long (out of past insecurities which isnt exactly fun), being narcissitic (checking herself pretty excessively - not present ), or talking about things im struggling to give a sh*t about (gossip , drama on social media, etc) makes me feel (sometimes) like its unecessary to have a relationship right now and sometimes a waste of my time when i could be growing. Dating is sometimes fun but other times feels like a part time job
Shes very nice and sexually open asf with me but the whole situation starting to make me miss my plate spinning dayzzz (harder to set up but much more fun) as it was less commitment and “ obligation or need to always be present unecessarely “ and could just change things according to what i want at the time
Anyone had insight or experience with this situation? Should i leave & focus more on myself as i feel it to be VITAL for me right now & spin plates according to what i want in my life right now? Or is it a mistake & should stay with her and try to develop whatever we have (Great sex- Support, not being lonely lol)? Newly RedPill aware.
First post.
I’m currently in a relationship with a girl (wanted to **** more than being in a relationship then suddently found myself being in a relationship with her lol - didnt see any objections at the time, very nice girl, loyal, supporting, loving, etc. )
Resisted the relationship at first ( was dealing with a lot of things at the time and really didnt want to deal with a relationship at the time ) — we have CRAZY sex but besides that i feel like we dont connect as much. Shes a bit narcissitic lmaoo (very - checks herself every other second) & talks mostly about shallow things i dont really care about ( i talk more about philosophy, psychology, spirituality & deep subject as i find them more interesting and relevant to my life than what someone twitted but she doesnt seem to care that much about it either.
Im currently finding myself and on my personal development journey (been lost DEEP in depression the past few years due to a tragic event) slowly getting out of it, so im very greedy& selfish with my time right now (notsorryatall) with all my new found strength & passions. Shes a very clingy girl & wants my presence alll the timeee. The thing is when we spend time together shes mostly sh*t testing me all day long (out of past insecurities which isnt exactly fun), being narcissitic (checking herself pretty excessively - not present ), or talking about things im struggling to give a sh*t about (gossip , drama on social media, etc) makes me feel (sometimes) like its unecessary to have a relationship right now and sometimes a waste of my time when i could be growing. Dating is sometimes fun but other times feels like a part time job
Shes very nice and sexually open asf with me but the whole situation starting to make me miss my plate spinning dayzzz (harder to set up but much more fun) as it was less commitment and “ obligation or need to always be present unecessarely “ and could just change things according to what i want at the time
Anyone had insight or experience with this situation? Should i leave & focus more on myself as i feel it to be VITAL for me right now & spin plates according to what i want in my life right now? Or is it a mistake & should stay with her and try to develop whatever we have (Great sex- Support, not being lonely lol)? Newly RedPill aware.
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