highconscienceness
Banned
Hi,
Last night I spend $50 on a hooker for an hour of fun. Wasn't planning it, just something me and my two friends done on a whim. I can't say that it was the best way ever to spend $50, but nonetheless it was a useful thing that gave me a new insight.
She took the money, took off her clothes, sucked, rode me, then I told her to get on her knees and I hit it from behind. Problem is my **** is short, and her butt was fat. It was problematic ****ing her. Size of my **** is definitely an issue, it's about 4 inches. Another problem, it was just a job for her. There was no kissing, and she made little eye contact. Perhaps this lack of emotional connection is what made it for me loosing my virginity an ordinary thing, like going to a car wash. Sure blow job felt good, and sure part of my **** inside her ***** felt good, but I can honestly say that I done better with my right hand. We ****ed for 15 minutes at first, orgasm wasn't great. Then rest of the hour she blew, and we tried ****ing again, I was keen at exploring her, but she wasn't into it. Then her pimpress called her on her cell phone, time was over. She asked me if I would finish in two minutes, I told her yes, and she began sucking again. I didn't finish. It was so boring!
When she sucked me, she had one of her hands on my balls, and the other up alongside my side. Whenever I put my hand on hers, she'd switch hands. I'm thinking that's because it's her job and she didn't want to get closer. And here lies the key to it all, at least for myself. ****ing a girl without connecting with her first, is a waste of time and money. I'd even go further and say that jerking off 'sometimes' feels better than ****ing a girl that has no interest in you. Honestly, those *****es should take money after sex, that way at least there is some sort of interest for her in you.
Condom is another issue. She blew and ****ed a piece of rubber that was wrapped around my small ****. How do you think it felt for me? I'm telling you guys, jerking off feels better. First time around, before the first bang, there was some excitement, **** was cooperating, we only used one rubber. After it we went through five. It simply stinks to stop, wait for her to put it on, and go. I'd hit her without it, just to see how it feels.
Now that this thing is over, I can notice the edge I had around women is gone. I know sex is crap, and I can have a better orgasm by myself whenever I want to. The only thing that's left then, is a girl that's into me. Now I'm ready to pick their brains. Surprisingly I don't give a damn if I can please a ***** with a short ****, these *****es better please me, then we think about something.
Last night I spend $50 on a hooker for an hour of fun. Wasn't planning it, just something me and my two friends done on a whim. I can't say that it was the best way ever to spend $50, but nonetheless it was a useful thing that gave me a new insight.
She took the money, took off her clothes, sucked, rode me, then I told her to get on her knees and I hit it from behind. Problem is my **** is short, and her butt was fat. It was problematic ****ing her. Size of my **** is definitely an issue, it's about 4 inches. Another problem, it was just a job for her. There was no kissing, and she made little eye contact. Perhaps this lack of emotional connection is what made it for me loosing my virginity an ordinary thing, like going to a car wash. Sure blow job felt good, and sure part of my **** inside her ***** felt good, but I can honestly say that I done better with my right hand. We ****ed for 15 minutes at first, orgasm wasn't great. Then rest of the hour she blew, and we tried ****ing again, I was keen at exploring her, but she wasn't into it. Then her pimpress called her on her cell phone, time was over. She asked me if I would finish in two minutes, I told her yes, and she began sucking again. I didn't finish. It was so boring!
When she sucked me, she had one of her hands on my balls, and the other up alongside my side. Whenever I put my hand on hers, she'd switch hands. I'm thinking that's because it's her job and she didn't want to get closer. And here lies the key to it all, at least for myself. ****ing a girl without connecting with her first, is a waste of time and money. I'd even go further and say that jerking off 'sometimes' feels better than ****ing a girl that has no interest in you. Honestly, those *****es should take money after sex, that way at least there is some sort of interest for her in you.
Condom is another issue. She blew and ****ed a piece of rubber that was wrapped around my small ****. How do you think it felt for me? I'm telling you guys, jerking off feels better. First time around, before the first bang, there was some excitement, **** was cooperating, we only used one rubber. After it we went through five. It simply stinks to stop, wait for her to put it on, and go. I'd hit her without it, just to see how it feels.
Now that this thing is over, I can notice the edge I had around women is gone. I know sex is crap, and I can have a better orgasm by myself whenever I want to. The only thing that's left then, is a girl that's into me. Now I'm ready to pick their brains. Surprisingly I don't give a damn if I can please a ***** with a short ****, these *****es better please me, then we think about something.