I'm not quite sure how to start this, i guess from the basic beginning.
I broke up with this girl about a month back, she gave the standard line of she didn't want to get involved in a relationship so you all know she had met someone else. While that pissed me off i said i was ok with it, mainly because i was ok and it was a good way for me to get some distance from her. And being friends with her is something i'd kind of prefer, she has some issues. So for a few weeks i was keeping busy living my life when i could, meeting people, and me and this girl spoke probably only once a week or so. She always got intouch and it was fun.
Now the problem came last week. She invited me to go with her to a party that her mate was holding, that didn't surprise me as she mentioned a few times she wanted to show me a few of the clubs around town. But i had to cancel yesterday due to an old friend coming into town that i hadn't seen in a long time. I didn't think she'd mind much seeing as there would be a lot of her mates there, but she was pissed. Talking about me pushing her to the side, that i must not want to be friends and saying goodbye. I txt her back soon after saying why i had to cancel, she replied saying i had promised to be there with her and i must obvisouly not be her friend to cancel on her. I must be stupid, i always thought friends were somewhat understanding... but granted i know i was in the wrong here. So i replied back saying is me going out of her life really what she wants. Why is it so important that i'm there.
I haven't heard from her since then, which isn't even a day ago really. But right now i want to txt her or call her, i find myself feeling that i can't live without her and i will fight to not loose her. What the hell am i supposed to do to keep her around?
I broke up with this girl about a month back, she gave the standard line of she didn't want to get involved in a relationship so you all know she had met someone else. While that pissed me off i said i was ok with it, mainly because i was ok and it was a good way for me to get some distance from her. And being friends with her is something i'd kind of prefer, she has some issues. So for a few weeks i was keeping busy living my life when i could, meeting people, and me and this girl spoke probably only once a week or so. She always got intouch and it was fun.
Now the problem came last week. She invited me to go with her to a party that her mate was holding, that didn't surprise me as she mentioned a few times she wanted to show me a few of the clubs around town. But i had to cancel yesterday due to an old friend coming into town that i hadn't seen in a long time. I didn't think she'd mind much seeing as there would be a lot of her mates there, but she was pissed. Talking about me pushing her to the side, that i must not want to be friends and saying goodbye. I txt her back soon after saying why i had to cancel, she replied saying i had promised to be there with her and i must obvisouly not be her friend to cancel on her. I must be stupid, i always thought friends were somewhat understanding... but granted i know i was in the wrong here. So i replied back saying is me going out of her life really what she wants. Why is it so important that i'm there.
I haven't heard from her since then, which isn't even a day ago really. But right now i want to txt her or call her, i find myself feeling that i can't live without her and i will fight to not loose her. What the hell am i supposed to do to keep her around?