Loss of Heart. Loss of desire.

[Lost]

There are two issues( in the topic ) i would like to adress, and also find some sort of solution to:

Ok lets start with Loss of Heart. Well this one is pretty self explanatory. I know when i first came to this site almost 3 years ago, i seemed to have a lot of heart. I always tried to think by high standards, and i was sort of hard on myself.. but i think for the better. I dont know what it is, but it seems to have dissappeared.

The second issue: Loss of desire. Maybe since senior year... but atleast by the end of senior year up through now and it hasnt stopped... i dont seem to have any desire for women. I have the desire to have a desire for women (i.e. i want to have a desire for women), but it just doesnt seem to be there. I remember during the summer i would go surfing every day(now i live in ****ing arkansas D:<) and when id pass by chicks, they never really crossed my mind. I dont know what it was. I really dont believe im gay or anything, but i just dont seem to have a desire for women. I noticed sometimes when i would look at porn, i might be interested in banging the chick in the video, but in real life i didnt seem to have much of a desire for that. At one point i thought maybe that i only liked chicks when they used to think i was hot a couple eyars back, but i dont think thats the case. I think its just that i straight up dont have the desire anymore. What the f*ck is up?
Even during the summer i would say, hey this is a nice lifestyle, goin to the beach everyday and surfin my brains out.. but i dont feel quite content since i dont have a woman, but then again i didnt seem to have a desire to get one.

A couple years ago i would try those no masturbation things.. and they seemed to work and make me real horny for women. But now it doesnt do jack ****.

Ok so the question is why i have i lost these 2 qualities/ideas/whatever u call them, and how can i get them back/ what should i do??

 

[DJDamage]

First of all you should work out and get into competitive sport that will raise your testostrome level. You also need to eat right, fatty food makes you slugish.

Maybe you convinced yourself that by going desireless you won't have to face the crulety of rejection and it worked a little bit too good??!. Are you even trying to approach women? you need to do that on a more regular basis and try to get physical with them, then nature will take its coarse and you will be a sexaholic in no time.

If nothing works, go see a doctor.

 

[Lost]

i do workout and have for a couple years.
go check the health forum.

 

[TyTe`EyEs]

Whenever you see a hot girl, picture yourself fvcking her.