Guys, I'm with a very beautiful girl right now, and have been for almost a year. She's ridiuclously attractive, but somewhat emotional and needy, which can be annoying. Either way, having her around is doing more for me than not, so the best thing to do logically is keep her around for a while...
Knowing that, Here's the story:
I went out for a friend's birthday last nite. This friend is a girl( a real friend, not one of these cry on your shoulder types. Just like one of the guys, and I have no attraction for her) and she invited 2 of her friends from home to come to the party as well. So its a bunch of my friends, and these 2 new girls. one of them is ridiculously hot, and the other is very not. So, I basically act how I act and do my thing as I usually do all night...you know, be polite without putting effort into providing attention and stuff...
So we were waiting in line to get into the club, and she started to demonstrate dance moves for my friend, who despises dancing in every form. In doing so, she rubs her ass all up my crotch. It was basically a buying signal.
My other friend told me when we got into the bar that he wanted to get a hold of her that night.....since I have a girl there's really nothing I can say about that, even if I was the guy that she was lookin for. So we get to the dance floor, she starts to basically grind the crap out of me, but I dont know...I felt this overwhelming guilt. (not to mention I saw a friend of my girlfriend's there, so the guilt just could have been fear of getting caught). So I stopped dancing with her, and my friend proceeded to grab a hold and end the night by screwing her.
I was thinking later that night about how much I miss the chase, and how much I thrived when I was playing the game. I feel that I'm in the prime of my life right now: successful, attractive, witty, smart, basically got everything going for me, and that I am weighing myself down and wasting the promiscuous years of my life by settling with one girl, however incredible she is. I know that because of my career my current relationship won't last forever. However, I would feel really guilty about breaking my girl's heart just because I want to screw around.
When it rains, it pours.
Knowing that, Here's the story:
I went out for a friend's birthday last nite. This friend is a girl( a real friend, not one of these cry on your shoulder types. Just like one of the guys, and I have no attraction for her) and she invited 2 of her friends from home to come to the party as well. So its a bunch of my friends, and these 2 new girls. one of them is ridiculously hot, and the other is very not. So, I basically act how I act and do my thing as I usually do all night...you know, be polite without putting effort into providing attention and stuff...
So we were waiting in line to get into the club, and she started to demonstrate dance moves for my friend, who despises dancing in every form. In doing so, she rubs her ass all up my crotch. It was basically a buying signal.
My other friend told me when we got into the bar that he wanted to get a hold of her that night.....since I have a girl there's really nothing I can say about that, even if I was the guy that she was lookin for. So we get to the dance floor, she starts to basically grind the crap out of me, but I dont know...I felt this overwhelming guilt. (not to mention I saw a friend of my girlfriend's there, so the guilt just could have been fear of getting caught). So I stopped dancing with her, and my friend proceeded to grab a hold and end the night by screwing her.
I was thinking later that night about how much I miss the chase, and how much I thrived when I was playing the game. I feel that I'm in the prime of my life right now: successful, attractive, witty, smart, basically got everything going for me, and that I am weighing myself down and wasting the promiscuous years of my life by settling with one girl, however incredible she is. I know that because of my career my current relationship won't last forever. However, I would feel really guilty about breaking my girl's heart just because I want to screw around.
When it rains, it pours.