So the past 3 years of HS I've been on a mission. A mission to change .. to embrace who I am and realize I have the potential to attract women by simply being the best version of myself. I have learned to love myself.
I feel like I've accomplished this goal, at least on the outside. My most recent endeavor is a girl I could call the first HB10 I've personally dealt with. My outside game is so f*cking solid it's ridiculous. If I'm confident and make her laugh constantly while kino'ing her all the time .. that's all there is to it, right?
I'm so confident and amazing when I'm with her because I ACTUALLY BELIEVE I can't do anything wrong. I do the most ridiculous and stupid sh*t, but I know she LOVES it. It's like I honestly can't make a mistake.
Our texts and conversations are sexual now, we can talk on the phone for hours, I had mad social proof when we hung out considering our group of people was like 10 AND we met like 4 other groups of people I knew there. I neg her perfectly and pull her right back flawlessly. We've kissed once on the first time we hung out after I got her number. I'm not bragging but I feel like I need to include details.
The problem arises when I am not with her. I get paranoid when she doesn't respond to my texts, or when like today when she bailed for a legitimate reason .. and I've actually checked into them, which is probably bad.
There is zero negative energy coming from me when I'm WITH her. I feel like this negative behavior I exhibit alone isn't going to affect how she feels whatsoever, right?
I know this is the wrong way to think and how I can fix it.
I feel like I've accomplished this goal, at least on the outside. My most recent endeavor is a girl I could call the first HB10 I've personally dealt with. My outside game is so f*cking solid it's ridiculous. If I'm confident and make her laugh constantly while kino'ing her all the time .. that's all there is to it, right?
I'm so confident and amazing when I'm with her because I ACTUALLY BELIEVE I can't do anything wrong. I do the most ridiculous and stupid sh*t, but I know she LOVES it. It's like I honestly can't make a mistake.
Our texts and conversations are sexual now, we can talk on the phone for hours, I had mad social proof when we hung out considering our group of people was like 10 AND we met like 4 other groups of people I knew there. I neg her perfectly and pull her right back flawlessly. We've kissed once on the first time we hung out after I got her number. I'm not bragging but I feel like I need to include details.
The problem arises when I am not with her. I get paranoid when she doesn't respond to my texts, or when like today when she bailed for a legitimate reason .. and I've actually checked into them, which is probably bad.
There is zero negative energy coming from me when I'm WITH her. I feel like this negative behavior I exhibit alone isn't going to affect how she feels whatsoever, right?
I know this is the wrong way to think and how I can fix it.