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[mackdaddy27]

27 years old.. pretty much a virgin except for the 1 time i got lucky.

this log will go on for 10 attempts , not days which may be extended if i m doing really good.

i m fairly inexperienced, i dont expect to get laid quite in those 10 attempts, but it would really make me happy if i did.

On a day designated as an 'attempt', i must complete 5 approaches minmum on that day or a max of 10 within 2 - attempt period for this log.

plan of attack:

because my looks are super duper great. i dont always necessarily get the ec or something right away even if the Girl IS interested so i kinda have to do a litmus test , get in her attention view so that she can see me and kinda gauge her interest levels. so i do alot of litmus tests ,you'll see me walk around alot and test things out , make small chit chat to get an idea on where the girl stands..and once shes open then the game is on.. so until that point were kinda fishing so to speak to begin the game.


weakness: lets just say i 've got issues to work on.

target:
Looking for just 1 successful girlfriend..just 1 success doesn't matter how small of a hb she may be , but just looking to get 1 girl to boost my confidence....who will be my friend. Perferably if shes brown.


theses are the things i agree to do in preperation each day:

* take my claritin
* work out everyday i go sarging
* no watching porn and/or no thinking about the act of sex in the bedroom no jacking off.
* always go out there w/ contacts and dress well when you sarge

 

[mackdaddy27]

a number from a 36 yr stripper w/ 2 kids, hb 5-6.5 ..nice body and okay face..but i wasn't super duper attractive to her..gamed her mystery style.

this does not count as an attempt ...btw

i guess, my question is, since this is my first time doing this, is it worth pursuing someone just to get the experience and perhaps confidence boost to help you down the line.

or

keep moving on because your 'll find that young 18 or 19 or brown girl ( my target girl) .. its not like i have super duper optinos, but it might be a waist of time to go for the milf when i want something real right now, i kinda dont want to waist time and get down to the heart and core of what i m looking for.. someone young and/or a brown girl .

well lets see how it goes.

 

[Rollo Tomassi]

Any woman with kids doesn't count either. 36, stripper, 2 kids, I'd be surprised if she didn't have a "want" flyer up on the local supermarket's cork board.

 

[mackdaddy27]

sunday...

a hb 7 at shoprite. i open with do you know what that street is? and
she doesn't move so quickly, complete attention towards me..giving detailed directions. then i abruptly move the conversation, you speak spanish? what country are you from. ..she says peuto rico, and then she starts moving her cart ....but as were walking .. i ask have you lived in stamford for a long time..but her car is parked to the left, and was conscious of whether i didn't want to follow her..so i start walking away.. so never asked her number , never got the opportunity to..as she started to go at the start of my attempt of diverting convo to something else..

a hb 9 at dunkin donuts and this chick smiles at me. then i proceed to order right behind her ..shes from a company that i know of..and i follow her outside and continue to talk to her, but i messed up .. i thought shes not going to talk much but she stands still for a few minutes talking to me..i asked for her number within 3 sentences as we walked outside, i thought she was a definetly gimmie ..but i came off as desperate and with the enthusiam that i asked her for it ..so i didn't get it...

0/2

 

[mackdaddy27]

nothing good to post today...except just really pissed at the turn of events of today.

i was one floor below my work place, and i was talking to this really hot milf indian that i wanted bad, and i was being real confident and everything and out of the blue out of the corner of my eyes, i see through the halfway that my manager is coming downstairs to the 3rd floor, this guy has ****'en ears like a wolf and i know even though he didn't make 1 ec w/ me, he could hear everything and was probably hearing everything and that just took me off my game...so i changed topics and just let the topic trail off and let her walk away without saying anything...

****en manager i m pissed just because that got me frustrated and i feel like going out there and doing approaches.

those are two "targets' i have , this one blonde girl and this one indian milf which have to be done carefullly as they are potentially could be games won !

i met this 1 dude, who might help me out and be my wing

EDIT: I STILL couldn't find this bytch

 

[mackdaddy27]

I am so PISSeD OFF at myself right now.. frustrated and upset.. super hot 19 yo girl..i would marry this bytch.. shes giving me IOS, obviously, but the real reason is that i have a girl sitting next to me, which she thinks is my gf, but she isn't, It was a case of social proof, but i simply pushed that to the side and didn't think about it.. but when i got home, it hit me like a ton of bricks...

YOU SEE , BC OF THE SOCIAL PROOF, I HAD AN OPEN..
I HAD A CHANCE, which was made by the social proof,
All i had to do was chat her up and get her number...
there was logic to this madness, if I had not the social proof, THEN I definetly didn't have demostrateable value before she even decides to consider giving me her number, but in this case
there was demostratable value.

You see if some other girl picked me , it makes me someone of the 'inner circle' of acceptable bfs....which is definetly a big plus..
she even wanted to sit in front of me,,.... so I dont know guys, this is getting really frustrated that I keep my mouth shut, that i dont act, that i dont try, and when i do open my mouth, i am not trying to build relatiopnships with it...it seems sometimes that I need to remind myself that its better to act and get rejected, than sit on your fat ass and do nothing....

i guess its time i start reading mystery

 

[Rollo Tomassi]

I but the real reason is that i have a girl sitting next to me, which she thinks is my gf, but she isn't,..

Why?

How did she come to think this and why haven't you made it understandable that you want to be non-exclusive?

 

[mackdaddy27]

most of my picks up are from the college campus, or the club or sometimes rarely at the shopping centers.i m starting to do is just get in 1 good approach where i m at least talking a few minutes, and that makes the day okay. ideally we'd like it to go a lot longer. but .. i notice alot fo chaange i nme, i m not in the game going to every broad, of course , i m not going like a crazy maniac, .. of course i dont have the same confidence when i had when i was doing -as many approaches as possible in a freaking day or something like that. but i m playing a little differenlty . .. i approach less, but each approach i spent alot of effort on. ..before i spread on alot of little approaches iwth a lot of confdience. my confidence is good still, but i m trying my best to make the most of each approach.. which is an improvement still...and i m trying to get them to something right away...
what i attribute my success to is the losing weight but i realized that the biggest factor was the improved dressing made the biggest difference, but wearing better clothes gave me almost with a chance at a hot russian girl . i know that I probably need to learn some mystery method, but thats something that takes a lot of reading to do and i just dont hve the energy or time to do that right now...??( question for later) , i m not workign out, like i used to , so i m losing that area...

Wednesday:

super of 19 russian girl was a total geek like girl, i kept talking and talking and talkig to her for like 20 minutes, and it seems she was different in that she was into me, beccause i noticed that as time went on. she started to walk close and etc..but i dont know. i got her number walked with her from ..but she told me she had a boyfriend for a 1 year ..which completely sucked cause she was totally into me, even though i felt like i erally wanted her, and she was into me, but i wanted to ask her to come over, and do something, but she didnt' saying she had a bf adn that she was gonig to cal me , the next day and met her indian friend. i got all excited thinking, i've got an inside connection, bc shes going to call me when her indian friend arrives. but it ended up, that she never called me ..and i didn't want it to seem like desperate so i didn't call, i m thinking calling on sunday when and just chattign with her, i want to take .. i dont know i was excited and didn't work out..

thursday
a blonde, got a thing for those milf walking out on to her car.. and spent like
20mnis about absolute b.s. and then she 20 mins into the talk, i ask her i m going to go get some dinnner and if she wants to go, seh sounds like she was really interested, bc she mentioned one of her friends has an indian hushand, but then she at the very end, that they never mention bc their itnerested, she says shes married and has a hushand. i have to fix this ****en scar..

friday ...will update later thought that learning MM, might make the most use of my time from now on, but then again,. its 6 hrs to sit down and drain away the time, i think the best way to do it , is to do it in parallel, do it aside my 1 sarge a day and keep reading, and doing all things in parallel, when i get the chance read the MM, i think i will probably read 1 chapter tongiht when i get home, but plan is gym, mm,..talk to the new comer.

the biggest pluses have been better dressing and better hairstyle.

 

[mackdaddy27]

I met this russian chick who already had a bf, but was going to call me and introduce to her 19 yr old indian friend..

but she never called ,... .so should I call her sometime next week??

 

[mackdaddy27]

okay, i 've taken time off and reflect on the game for about 1-2 weeks..and I ve had time to go back and read mysterys book, im in the process of finishing it the next 1-2 weeks and its been an eye opening experiece ( look for it in the main discussion secton) ..

and i think i 've learned a lot more and i think its just going to elevate my game. however, i 've jacked off like 4-5 times so i m dejacked.

I 've made some changes to my game to see how it goes. first off, when i absolutely need to have a number , I get it done somehow with confidence and manliness and utter confidence...so i m not playing . I get the number more successfully because of confidence.....


"lets go for some drinks, what days are good for a phone call next week"
so the plan with this girl is i have to wait until monday/tuesday/wednesday and just chat her up for 20 mins and then met her for some drinks sometime during the week.

thats something new to my game, i have taken things diffferent when i get a number i used to just call and ask out. but now i want to get to the point where i m on a comfort level where 'talking to me' is okay.. so i want her to jump through that loop so to speak that we can talk. join that frame with her as mystery would say. once that has basis has established, the next step is to met her...but this is done very slowly and carefully without seeming deperate and with the ability to call her again next week and to keep in touch and not to burn bridges. so i take each girl as a project, instead of an instanta-****. Its a project, you have to work on it, and eventually it will wear some fruit down the line. i feel that taking things slowly and makes the best use of time, to avoid the ignore button.
i still haven't been able to just get down and get the job done ( have sex) which is still frustrating me.

Anway, today i approached a hot girl at the dunkin donuts , i asked her for directions, but she was either in a rush or I dont loook good without my hat that made me not get very far with this. she gave me and left quickly. i think i need to wear contacts more often, plus fix my hair if i m going out or wear the hat. I didn't like that failure, she was ****en hot.. a real loss for me...

so i have this other brown girl i have to call up next week.. i have this russian 19 yr old who was going to hook me with her indian friend...i 'll have to cal up the biatch. but more important next time i find a spanish chick with her hots i have to talk to with better looks ....

 

[mackdaddy27]

a piss poor time or maybe thats the usual sort of thing you all get?

I called up all the numbers in the stack, and i mean every single freaking one and it was first time call ing up everything at once but hey **** it.
This is the numbers when i called them up:

1# tonya , this is my oneitis i would LTR this girl thats how hot she. i am just trying to build comfort via phone call 2, i started off well i tell her i only have a few minutes can you chat for a few minutes and we talk for 10 minutes and then i dlv myself when i mention what else is new? she tells shes going to me in my town , I GET excited, and she tells me shes going to call me later but never does. I dont know if i lost this one or not, but i plan on calling her all next week. Anyway, I will say , i dont konw if you called back or not because my phone was off next time I call her. but she might have sensed deperation and it might be over, this was my prime a1 steak target but i think its close to be over , unless i can win on monday morning . I have no choice now, i called every single number in my list to get a number today, but i falied so i m going to just spend time taking care of paper work the rest of the day until i can go back to sarging on monday . Very depressing, i thought i had so many numbers , that i finally got some game.

2# black girl from club , i ask her if shes got a few minutes. , she says no, but to call her around 5

3# black girl from school. i call her, she says shes with her boyfriend. I tell her, i m going to call her at 8 or 9, if its shes free pick up or forget it.

4# columbian stripper- gave me a fake number

5# Russian girl, i tried to call it, but the number didnt' work, i wonder if its fake or I missed a digit or whatever i might leave a email and leave it

6#Stripper no2 - I called her, she says shes shopping and shes be back around 8 or 9 which i 'll give her a call at that time

7#Roberta - voicemail didn't sound like her at all. probably a flake, but i m not that interested in her anyway

8#morocian girl - i left a voicemail and told her to cal me when shes free

9# indian girl - I left a voicemail and told her to call me when shes free

My only way today is to try to for the black gril from ubs after 5pm and if shes willing to met for
coffee, then bingo else i've got other things i need to do today. I couldn't get hold of any girls on the phone when i called around 2 pm today maybe theyre all busy, some might back me back or i might try around 8 or 9 or **** it. I feel good that i was able to be confident when getting a number and ringing it up that part is easier so i m happy about it. I am glad i emptied out my phone list, because starting monday i know i m starting from zero agian and nothing was fruited out so i can go back to sarging and know exactly where i stand now. and I will know on monday if this thing with the tonya what the status is.

 

[cordoncordon]

May we have a pic please so that we may critique and offer some suggestions?

Thanks