Yesterday, I was going through some of SMS messages I had stored in my cellphone.
I met this chick online (picture below). This was 10 months ago, so I was a total newbie to all of this. Powered with David DeAngelo's C&F I created a huge attraction in her. She was damn sharp, intelligent and very playful. I mean I've been hardcore C&F and she could keep it up! She's 165cm, 49kg, brunnete just the way I like it
Here's the pic (that's her brother) http://img384.imageshack.us/my.php?image=f6593474540983bfb8ba661dfb423a.png
Basically, I blew it by not moving forward fast enough. Actually, I wanted to but she fed me with "I'm shy" and other BS and I didn't call her on it. I texted her a lot, and I mean a lot. I wanted to *****slap myself when I was reading all those texts yesterday Jesus, I've even sent her a poem!!!
What's the point of writing all this? Well, back then I couldn't understand why she (her own words) "changed her mind" about me. She was clearly attracted and maybe even in love with me (she hinted on this).
Now, being A LOT more experienced I can identify each and every mistake I made (being needy, talking to her too much, using C&F all the time = no connection, and not being able to call her on her BS). This was my first (real) and last ONEITIS in my life!
I was so mad at her only to realize I am the one who ****ed up. (OK, she could have been more honest with me and tell me to **** off - not only hinting on this but hey, that's the way girls are and now I know)
I am quite thankful for the experience because it changed me to better. Back then my confidence was low but now I know I can attract hot women - something I thought was not possible just a few months ago. I no longer focus on one woman only, I no longer rely on online dating, I am working on MY life and I no longer NEED women.
The point is, use your bad experiences and learn from it.
I met this chick online (picture below). This was 10 months ago, so I was a total newbie to all of this. Powered with David DeAngelo's C&F I created a huge attraction in her. She was damn sharp, intelligent and very playful. I mean I've been hardcore C&F and she could keep it up! She's 165cm, 49kg, brunnete just the way I like it
Here's the pic (that's her brother) http://img384.imageshack.us/my.php?image=f6593474540983bfb8ba661dfb423a.png
Basically, I blew it by not moving forward fast enough. Actually, I wanted to but she fed me with "I'm shy" and other BS and I didn't call her on it. I texted her a lot, and I mean a lot. I wanted to *****slap myself when I was reading all those texts yesterday
Jesus, I've even sent her a poem!!!What's the point of writing all this? Well, back then I couldn't understand why she (her own words) "changed her mind" about me. She was clearly attracted and maybe even in love with me (she hinted on this).
Now, being A LOT more experienced I can identify each and every mistake I made (being needy, talking to her too much, using C&F all the time = no connection, and not being able to call her on her BS). This was my first (real) and last ONEITIS in my life!
I was so mad at her only to realize I am the one who ****ed up. (OK, she could have been more honest with me and tell me to **** off - not only hinting on this but hey, that's the way girls are and now I know)
I am quite thankful for the experience because it changed me to better. Back then my confidence was low but now I know I can attract hot women - something I thought was not possible just a few months ago. I no longer focus on one woman only, I no longer rely on online dating, I am working on MY life and I no longer NEED women.
The point is, use your bad experiences and learn from it.
