Yea, last night was a good night in the midst of my miserable existance. Tonight was ehhhh okay.
So I chilled at the frat house drank some beer, got to know the guys etc, that was fun. Kicked some a$$ at beerpong. Then 2 strippers came.
First thing I noticed is that while I felt like a turned on beast, I felt the afc vibes for 3/4 other guys in the room. They were mostly really shy and stiff, and i literally had to pull some off their chairs to let the stripper dance on them lol. Needless to say, I took advantage of this scenario, and got like 4-5 lap dances for free.
I was just in that primal, sexual state and everyone could tell, looked at me like Im a porn star, because I felt extremely comfortable, dominant, and sexual. Girls let me touch them, and did some stuff like finger their pvssy 1 inch from my face lol.
With other guys - the strippers would slap them, spit on them, and whip their butt. HAHA that was fun to look at, because when they were dancing on me - they would not dare do any "dominatrix" BS to me, because they could see it in my eyes and body language that id bend them right over, and do them in front of everyone else.
When one of them told me to lick cream off her nipple, and I did it, she turned to someone and was like "oh my, he really knows what hes doing".
Kinda sad to say - yea, this hour or 2 hours gave me a confidence booster. I thought to my self, holy cheesecake - why the bloody hell am "I" the one that's a total chump in real life, and to everyone I looked like an alpha pimp. I even felt like one. I mean i knew at that moment, that if girls around college or around the city even gave me a chance, they'll forget other guys even exist because ill do it to them and tear it up like they've never experienced. I'm not a bad person either I can have conversations. I just don't know, fellas.
Tonight I just chilled with some old friends, and before that had a frat interview, which made me a bit anxious and tense because I was led into a dark room, with 30 guys staring at me and asking questions. lol, but thats a different story. Whether I got in or not i dont even know, ill know by tomorrow.
So I chilled at the frat house drank some beer, got to know the guys etc, that was fun. Kicked some a$$ at beerpong. Then 2 strippers came.
First thing I noticed is that while I felt like a turned on beast, I felt the afc vibes for 3/4 other guys in the room. They were mostly really shy and stiff, and i literally had to pull some off their chairs to let the stripper dance on them lol. Needless to say, I took advantage of this scenario, and got like 4-5 lap dances for free.
I was just in that primal, sexual state and everyone could tell, looked at me like Im a porn star, because I felt extremely comfortable, dominant, and sexual. Girls let me touch them, and did some stuff like finger their pvssy 1 inch from my face lol.
With other guys - the strippers would slap them, spit on them, and whip their butt. HAHA that was fun to look at, because when they were dancing on me - they would not dare do any "dominatrix" BS to me, because they could see it in my eyes and body language that id bend them right over, and do them in front of everyone else.
When one of them told me to lick cream off her nipple, and I did it, she turned to someone and was like "oh my, he really knows what hes doing".
Kinda sad to say - yea, this hour or 2 hours gave me a confidence booster. I thought to my self, holy cheesecake - why the bloody hell am "I" the one that's a total chump in real life, and to everyone I looked like an alpha pimp. I even felt like one. I mean i knew at that moment, that if girls around college or around the city even gave me a chance, they'll forget other guys even exist because ill do it to them and tear it up like they've never experienced. I'm not a bad person either I can have conversations. I just don't know, fellas.
Tonight I just chilled with some old friends, and before that had a frat interview, which made me a bit anxious and tense because I was led into a dark room, with 30 guys staring at me and asking questions. lol, but thats a different story. Whether I got in or not i dont even know, ill know by tomorrow.
