Jenova's Journal wk 1 day 1

[the_great_gaia]

Friday night was my old high school's homecoming night

I arrived to the game remembering the rule "never Just Be Yourself; But be BETTER" so I looked like a prettyboy, a very PRETTY boy. As I went into the game, there were people I saw that I graduated with, they didn't recognize me at first, but when they did, I got madd hugs, which wasn't too important. As I looked around, all I really saw were 9th graders, so I didn't think much of the night.. until, I saw HER. It was this girl that graduated with my class, Amber, though, in the high school days, I never spoke to her, she's what you would call "intimidating", she was a HB9.9 at the least. This would be a chance to prove something to myself: "Could I talk to her now?" As I looked over at her, she looked the exact same way she did on her internet profile, so I came up with an opening and I went up to her.

Me: "Excuse me.."
Amber: "Yea?"
Me: "I saw your profile on the internet and I had to come over and make myself familiar.."
Amber: "Oh wow, you really saw my profile online? Cool!"
Me: "Yea, so what's your name?" (pretending as if I only seen her online)
Amber: "my name's Amber"
Me: "Ok, and my name is Mike.." *shakes hand or whatever*

When I approached her, she was already talking to a (male) friend that she hung out with in high school. But when they came across a quiet moment, I would speak.. Me and Amber where having a conversation about stuff, and the more she spoke; the more upset I was in myself, I could feel those ole' AFC tendencies kicking it. In my mind, I somehow convinced myself that getting her number or anything from her was a bad idea and that making an empty close was the best to do.

Me: "So, do you get online often?"
Amber: "Yeah, all the time"
Me: "Do you have AIM/AOL?"
Amber: "Yeah."
Me: "What's Your Screen Name?"
Amber: "It's [censored for privacy]"
Me: "Ok, maybe I'll message you whenever i have time.."
Amber: "Ok."

A friend of mine had spotted me out and came over to hug me, and I hugged her, but when I turned around, Amber was gone. I had already changed my mind about not getting her number, I was after it, how was i gonna get it now? I was kinda disappointed that I only asked for her SCREEN NAME- which is some punk a$$ shyt. I deserved to wear 3 shoes that night... 2 on my feet and one up my a$$. I asked that guy-friend of hers where she went...

Guy: "Oh, she went off somewhere"
Me: "Damn.."
Guy: "HAHAHA, yeah, I know what you mean, just go find her and talk to her"
Me: "Is She Hard To Get?"
Guy: "The Only Way To Find Out Is By Talking To Her"
Me: "Ok"

I decided to look for her but, no good, I couldn't find her, and all I had of her was her screen name, I'm an idiot... not a good 1st day, but i'll learn.

 

[the_great_gaia]

Jenova's Journal II

The next night (Saturday), around 11pm, I got online and I saw her Screen Name online, but it had an away message up. I decided to leave her a message so she could recognize me by my screen name. So I left this Message:

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Auto response from Amber (12:01:42 AM): PFHS.....Homecomming Football game......be back tonite or 2marow.....Holla!
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the great jenova (12:12:20 AM): yea, this is Mike, I'm the one guy who asked you for your screen name at the HomeComing Pine Forest Football Game. Juss holla back when you get in, and add me to ur buddylist. Out.
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Session concluded at 12:14:27 AM

After leaving that message, I kinda regretted it, I hate leaving messages, i think that makes you out to be desperate, but hey, it's too late by now. I've already lost this one, but I learn from my mistakes, it's not like I do this ALL THE TIME, it only happens with girls that I actually have real interests in.

2 Days Later, I got online again and her screen name was on, this time it said that she was available, so i decided to try my luck again:

the great jenova (4:18:37 PM): are you there?
the great jenova (4:19:04 PM): perhaps another time
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Session concluded at 4:19:07 PM
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Amber (4:20:12 PM): sup
the great jenova (4:20:18 PM): hi
the great jenova (4:20:25 PM): do you remember who this is?
Amber (4:20:28 PM): hey
Amber (4:20:43 PM): from the game right
the great jenova (4:20:50 PM): yea
the great jenova (4:21:00 PM): i like how you're out going
Amber (4:21:05 PM): yeah sup
the great jenova (4:21:06 PM): reminds me of myself
the great jenova (4:21:10 PM): i'm juss chillen
Amber (4:21:16 PM): haha
Amber (4:21:19 PM): me too
the great jenova (4:21:40 PM): did u add me to ur buddylist yet?
Amber (4:22:02 PM): i got you now
the great jenova (4:22:06 PM): iight
the great jenova (4:22:22 PM): well, hey, you're at State and i'm in Fayettevile..
Amber (4:22:27 PM): yeah
the great jenova (4:22:31 PM): maybe we can keep in touch somehow
Amber (4:22:34 PM): aight
the great jenova (4:22:38 PM): i think ur a cool person
the great jenova (4:23:05 PM): my name is Mike
the great jenova (4:23:13 PM): or did u remember?
the great jenova (4:24:00 PM): i also have pics online, and you can see em whenever
Amber (4:24:10 PM): yeah send em to me
the great jenova (4:24:23 PM): wanna connect
the great jenova wants to directly connect (4:24:25 PM).
Amber is now directly connected (4:24:27 PM).
*sends her my pic online*
the great jenova (4:25:27 PM): that's a long time ago
the great jenova (4:25:32 PM): i need to update on myself
Amber (4:26:04 PM): when didyou graduate with me or b4
the great jenova (4:26:16 PM): with you..
Amber (4:28:30 PM): whats your last name
the great jenova (4:28:41 PM): Jones
the great jenova (4:29:04 PM): looking in the yearbook?
Amber (4:29:36 PM): nah i dont have it
Amber (4:29:38 PM): hahaha
the great jenova (4:29:42 PM): haha
Amber (4:29:42 PM): i was just wonderin
the great jenova (4:29:43 PM): ok
the great jenova (4:29:57 PM): yea, so what did u think of homecoming?
Amber (4:30:32 PM): haha wack
the great jenova (4:30:43 PM): yea
Amber (4:30:49 PM): so you saw my profile on blackplanet.com?
Amber (4:30:52 PM): ?? thas funny
the great jenova (4:31:00 PM): it was something like that
the great jenova (4:31:16 PM): it was the thing where they ask what you're looking for in a guy and whatnot
Amber (4:31:18 PM): forreal
the great jenova (4:31:49 PM): but what's ur s/n there?
Amber (4:32:00 PM): on bp
the great jenova (4:32:29 PM): yea
Amber (4:33:14 PM): it's.. [censored for privacy]
the great jenova (4:33:42 PM): cool
the great jenova (4:33:51 PM): i'll have to check that out sometime
Amber (4:34:10 PM): yeah do that whats yours
Amber (4:34:14 PM): well just email me
the great jenova (4:34:30 PM): what's ur e-mail address (the one you check ALL the time)?
Amber (4:35:02 PM): either or........[censored] or [censored]
the great jenova (4:35:21 PM): oh alright
the great jenova (4:35:28 PM): and you DO e-mail back, right?
Amber (4:35:39 PM): yeah
the great jenova (4:35:55 PM): cool
the great jenova (4:36:07 PM): i'll e-mail you whenever i have a free schedule
Amber (4:36:20 PM): aight do that
the great jenova (4:36:21 PM): i'm bout to go to Cross Creek in like 30
the great jenova (4:36:31 PM): so what's the love life like?
Amber (4:37:00 PM): for real
Amber (4:37:05 PM): yeah i got a boyfriend
the great jenova (4:37:19 PM): das cool
the great jenova (4:37:24 PM): he keeping u happy?
Amber (4:37:25 PM): yeah
the great jenova (4:39:29 PM): so when are you coming back to town
Amber (4:39:38 PM): hmm good question
the great jenova (4:39:58 PM): u know u gotta come back to see me.. lol
the great jenova (4:41:18 PM): do you give out ur dorm number?
*end of conversation*

So now, just when I thought the chips were down, they have come up, and that's a good thing, because now I can get her number, too bad she left before I could get my last word in. But now she wants me to e-mail her, I must refer to the DJ Bible on this.. even though I started off half-assed...

 

[Revlis]

dude, she has a boyfriend

 

[the_great_gaia]

Jenova's Journal III

The Next Day...

I'm busy with things, so I don't get online until later around 9 pm. I get on with the thought in mind that Amber wants me to e-mail her, but do I have to do it when SHE expects it? Hell no. I'll do it when I feel like it. I just have to come up with something to "wooo" her somewhat. I really don't wanna come off as an AFC, even though I am on that path, but I must get the hell off. I'm very surprized at my odds of not being rejected: I don't have her phone number, she has a boyfriend, yet, she wants me to e-mail her. I must be missing something. Maybe she's still that "Miss Captain of the Cheerleading team that only ****s the Top Jocks in High School" still.. i know I didn't have a damn chance in hell then, or would i have? No need thinking on the past, I'm not exactly CRAZY about this chick, I just wanna get in her G-String, and maybe she'll invite me in. This e-mail, how should I come off? I need to be confident (since i am "Mr. Friday Night"), Charming, and etc. Can words do this for me? Probably not, maybe I'll just say enough to convince her to give me her number. I dunno, I have a lot of reading to do on sosuave.com.