Jaded

[SgtSplacker]

I feel so jaded right now. Bangin my X so that keeps me satisfied and inside the house but produces nothing positive for me. I feel like asking who's banging who sometimes! Kinda depresses me what a slut she is, looked at her FB today and it's full of sexual innuendos. Waiting for parts for my bike so I can't ride. Work has me jaded too my managers have no experience, so there's the typical CYA culture in overdrive here. Worked 8 hours Saturday to bring our servers back up and was asked not to tell anyone! Like as if we were somehow at fault! Not buying bud for a little while to clean up a bit. My cars on the fritz because I let it overheat from being lazy. Trying to save money for some home upgrades so I can't go out and ball. Been listening to the 48 laws of power and I suspect it's vitriol is depressing me somehow. I need to lighten things up. My XBOX is my last bastion of sanity...

What do you guys do to get things going again?

 

[Peaks&Valleys]

I feel ya OP.

You gotta find some escape. For you it may be XBOX. For me it's reading, Fiction.

 

[GotED?]

Self Empowerment, dude....

We are both 41 - you should know by now that each of us really create our own reality and most of the time nothing comes to us on a golden platter.

If you don't like your woman - find a new one
If you don't like your job - find a new one
If you don't like your car - find a new one
If you don't like your life - find a new one

Sometimes I think being stuck at home is one of the worst place to be if you are down. Go to a coffee shop and spend $2 on a cup of coffee and bring your laptop computer. Just being out and around people (who knows, you may practice some DJ-hood magic as well) will indirectly help you feel better instead of being alone.

Exercise is another thing - I shouldn't be talking but a little bit goes a long way to clear up your mind a bit.

Be well.

Exodus

 

[SgtSplacker]

I feel ya OP.

You gotta find some escape. For you it may be XBOX. For me it's reading, Fiction.

I used to read tons of the Forgotten Realms books, not a bad idea to pick one up and read a bit...

 

[MOTU]

What Exodus said. It's spring, get outside. Go for long walks or hikes. "Change the scenery, change the mood, change the behavior."

 

[SgtSplacker]

I just checked package tracking my part is being delivered today, i'm totally going riding tonight if I can!

 

[VikingKing]

You know what I really enjoy? Getting drunk as I cook a huge meal, and share it with my neighbors. In return, they smoke blunts with me, do blow, drink, what ever.

We eat, watch sports. talk about women, are families, our problems.

I also like to drink and watch fight club.

Fight club is the epitome of the battle of the insane jerk, and nice guy in ourselves that is constant battle.

Who will win?

Balance is key.

and finally I will leave you with this quote, do it what with it you will my brother.

"You went for line drawings and you fvcked up you fckinin' idiot.
You brain-washed yourself you mother fvckin' stupid c0ck suckers, because
you never studied your Holy Homework. That's two capital H's there, all
the rest are lower case in any fckin' case. Supreme Court, you are not
the fckining Supreme Court of anything, except Hell! For the next ten
thousand years you will shovel your sh!t* and eat it, because your on
repeat mother fvcker. It just started backwards and you can't do a
fvckin' thing about it. The public are gonna take back every fvckin'
thing that you took away from them you mother fvcker.

[Security Guard:] Raleigh.
[Raleigh:] Yes.
[Guard:] This is the deal.
[Raleigh:] Yes, what is the deal?
[Guard:] You either cool it down right now...
[Raleigh:] Or your gonna fvckin die!
[Guard:] ...your outta here.
[Raleigh:] Oh, your gonna put me out? Well I ain't leavin' mother
fvcker. Now what are you gonna do, what are you gonna do to this little kid? Eh?
[Guard:] Your gonna go to the psyche ward.
[Raleigh:] Well good, that's where I wanna go.
[Guard:] Yea, your gonna be right there. So you better cool it down. You better cool it down right now, I don't want to hear anything else out of this room or you are gonna go to the psyche ward. This is your last opportunity.
[Raleigh:] Yea, OK, get it. Let's go.
[Guard:] Shut your fvckin' mouth.
[Raleigh:] all right .
[Guard:] And don't make anymore waves in the house. Otherwise you'r going to the psyche ward.
[Raleigh:] Well, thats exactly what I'm gonna do, I'm gonna go to the psyke ward and so I'm gonna shoot my fvckin' mouth off, so get out of here. Your cutting into my commercial.
[Guard:] You understand?
[Raleigh:] I'm making a fvckin' commercial, I'm a businessman! Get out of here! Your trying to get in on this fvckin' thing, you ain't no star a$$hole, your just a fvckin' errand boy.
[Guard:] Your the craziest son of a son of a b!tch I ever...
[Raleigh:] Exactly...I'm an American!
[Guard:] This is the last warning Raleigh.
[Raleigh:] Good, Shut Up!
[background laughter]
[Guard:] Anymore out of you and your going to the psyche ward.
[Raleigh:] See, you lie. You don't eat your feedback.
[Guard:] You need to understand that, as long as you understand that, that's the rules Raleigh.
[Raleigh:]Whoever comes in this fvckin' room, I'm gonna fckinin' kill em! That's what I gonna do.
[Guard:] Oh are ya? I'm in your room Raleigh.
[Raleigh:] Well you've come in against...this is my room.
[Guard:] I'm in your room, I'm in you room, I'm in your room.
[Raleigh:] Back out, back out, back out. Words don't bother me man, actions do.
[Guard:] Let's do it, go for it dude.
[Raleigh:] Well if you come at me your gonna fvckin' die!
[Guard:] Go for it.
[Raleigh:] I ain't going for nothing, you fvckin' reach for me and I'm gonna take your arm off.
[Guard:] Come on. Come on! [Raleigh:] I ain't comin, you come.
[Guard:] Cool it Raleigh. You understand that? You got it? Either you cool it or your out of here, that's the only choice you have.
[Raleigh:] Try it.
[Guard:] Your gone dude.
[Raleigh:] Who's gonna enforce it? Call the cops muther****er! Call the cops.
[Guard:] You got witnesses right now?
[Raleigh:] No witnesses, call the fvckining cops! I'll call the fvckin' cops on you, you motherfvcker, right now.
[Guard:] Good.
[Raleigh:] 911 - Just like that, and you will never get out of this. [Guard:] Good. Come on.

[Raleigh:] I would like an emergency call please, there's a psychopathic
trying to kill me in my fvckinin' room, now get them cops over here to
1-2-3-O-9 Ventura Street please. He is standing in my door, I told him to
get out of here, and he tells me he's gonna put me in the psycho-tank, for
making my production here. Which is a science fiction magazine! And he's
trying to scare me 'cause he thinks he's big, but he's just a big pile of
f!sht! 'Cause I'll splatter him all over the fvckin' wall. I hope you
record all that. That's a pre-programming for the police department! And
send 'em over here, 'cause I'm about to kill him in two seconds. Now get
'em over here as fast as you can please. I hope your recording this.

"

 

[MtnMan]

I rode my bike to work today, felt nice. It was 30 degrees going over the mountain! Chilly.

 

[dasein]

Find a community thing to do. something you believe in that's active, not sitting around teaching people to read, but playing with kids, construction, etc. It sounds cliche' but helping other people will fix you right up every time. Never know what kind of women will be around either. Fringe benefit is that when certain types of women -find out- the guy they have been hanging out with/banging does that kind of thing (don't you tell them or let on), it will inflate those vulva right up to red, angry "come in ten seconds" proportions... at least for a little while lawlz. Never a bad thing, win-win for all.