I've quit OnlyFans.

[Xenom0rph]

I really have to ask: what is the allure of OnlyFans?

Why would anyone pay for pron when it's so readily available for free?

 

[corrector]

I really have to ask: what is the allure of OnlyFans?

Why would anyone pay for pron when it's so readily available for free?

It feels more real than porn. For example, an OnlyFans escort (ie that means the woman is working as an escort and has as OnlyFans page) wanted to see my dic pic and said she would be happy to see it if I felt comfortable doing that. The fact they are also working as escorts means I could set up an arrangement with any one of them and already know their body, voice, or aspects or the whole process is short-circuited. They also have some limited interaction with me and I know they are not the racist sort of escort, etc.... so I feel way more comfortable dealing with them before actually booking the appointment (if I ever do). Some of these escorts are expensive (ie $ 500/hour - but their OnlyFans is $10/month)

I haven't subscribed to any civvie OnlyFans during that trial-run. There can be no argument there is more way content with an OnlyFans escort site than the few pics she might be advertising on her page.

 

[corrector]

I assume you know they're escorts with OF pages because you're finding them on escort sites where they list their OF page. Am I right? If so, do you deal with OF girls that you haven't found on escort pages?

Yes, all OF girls were located on online escort pages. I have not deal with OF girls that I have not found on escort pages, when I was on OF.

 

[corrector]

One week has passed with no-porn, no fap and, of course, no OF. Is it because of the connection I felt with OF content that maybe I lose interest in porn and fapping now. Let us see if another week or two passes by without any relapse. It's like I miss those girls rather than want to watch any porn with strangers? It's just not the same anymore. I really want to see if this thing has made me lose interest in porn, escort pics, and fapping in general. If so then that is really something.

 

[corrector]

Are you sure you're not just trying to build an emotional connection with these hookers/OF models to feel less sinful for eventually paying for their services?

I have not been on OF for the past week, and counting. I can't try something I've quit.

 

[9-3enthusiast]

I don't interact with the public outside of the internet. I'm either at home, inside my car, or walking in a park. My father goes into stores (he got vaxxed). All interaction is mediated through the internet. That includes work, or any activity that's there. I even have a VR headset. There is a 6th wave in Ontario and I didn't get vaxxed/waiting for Novax, etc... I'm trying to remember the last in-person interaction in public that was not a distant hand gesture....probably a cashier about a month or two ago from one store. Lets face it, anyone could have covid right?

Wait!
Are you saying you still avoid contact with people because of Covid??
Do you have a reason for this?... Some condition that makes it particularly dangerous for you..??

Because if you don't - If you're otherwise healthy, and not all that old, then the Covid-lurgy won't do you much harm now that we're into the later variants.
The BA.2 omicron variant that's doing the rounds now isn't serious unless you have some co-morbidity or other.

I actually have Covid right now.
I was giving a presentation at an event on Tuesday night, where I'm pretty sure I picked it up - Developed a bit of a chesty cough, and a croaky voice on Thursday, tested positive on Friday.
Friday had a mildly blocked nose, I felt generally washed-out (tired), a very vague headache and my sense of taste was poor.
Friday night I had chills (shivering) for about 5 mins when I went to bed... though no high temp.
Yesterday (Saturday) I've started to improve.... and today I'm better still. A bit of a cough is hanging on, but otherwise almost back to normal.
Honestly, I've had worse colds.
I'm 58, with no underlying health problems.

So... seriously... If you're my age or younger, with no underlying health problems... Catching the BA.2 version of the lurgy is no big deal.... and would give a very good natural immunity going forward, towards any future variants that might come around.

 

[corrector]

Wait!
Are you saying you still avoid contact with people because of Covid??
Do you have a reason for this?... Some condition that makes it particularly dangerous for you..??

Because if you don't - If you're otherwise healthy, and not all that old, then the Covid-lurgy won't do you much harm now that we're into the later variants.
The BA.2 omicron variant that's doing the rounds now isn't serious unless you have some co-morbidity or other.

I actually have Covid right now.
I was giving a presentation at an event on Tuesday night, where I'm pretty sure I picked it up - Developed a bit of a chesty cough, and a croaky voice on Thursday, tested positive on Friday.
Friday had a mildly blocked nose, I felt generally washed-out (tired), a very vague headache and my sense of taste was poor.
Friday night I had chills (shivering) for about 5 mins when I went to bed... though no high temp.
Yesterday (Saturday) I've started to improve.... and today I'm better still. A bit of a cough is hanging on, but otherwise almost back to normal.
Honestly, I've had worse colds.
I'm 58, with no underlying health problems.

So... seriously... If you're my age or younger, with no underlying health problems... Catching the BA.2 version of the lurgy is no big deal.... and would give a very good natural immunity going forward, towards any future variants that might come around.

I am unvaccinated and live with two elderly (77 & 83) parents, one of whom is also unvaccinated and solely responsible for paying the mortgage and has no insurance. I am still 46 years old and obese (started an interval diet and lost some weight). Therefore we can not afford risk catching covid. I am phobic towards pfizer and moderna but would be willing to give Novovax or Modicare a shot.

 

[9-3enthusiast]

I am unvaccinated and live with two elderly (77 & 83) parents, one of whom is also unvaccinated and solely responsible for paying the mortgage and has no insurance. I am still 46 years old and obese (started an interval diet and lost some weight). Therefore we can not afford risk catching covid. I am phobic towards pfizer and moderna but would be willing to give Novovax or Modicare a shot.

Ah, I see.
That explains why you're so wary of catching it.
Your weight.... and living with people over 75.... Yes,it's understandable that you're so careful.

I'm unvacced, but it's taken me until now to catch it.

Those two vaccines (Novovac and Modicare)... Are they developed for the newer variants?
I know that Pfizer, Moderna, (and the Astrazeneca that was given in Europe) were all developed for the original strains, and do almost nothing against the current omicron variations.

 

[corrector]

Ah, I see.
That explains why you're so wary of catching it.
Your weight.... and living with people over 75.... Yes,it's understandable that you're so careful.

I'm unvacced, but it's taken me until now to catch it.

Those two vaccines (Novovac and Modicare)... Are they developed for the newer variants?
I know that Pfizer, Moderna, (and the Astrazeneca that was given in Europe) were all developed for the original strains, and do almost nothing against the current omicron variations.

I dont think so. But effectiveness does not just mean you wont symptomatically catch the virus, but also that severe outcomes like long-covid, needing intubation, death, etc... are avoided. However even if I did get vaccinated but I have an elder parent who refuses to be vaxxed, even if I get a mild outcome she might not so its still a problem unless everyone gets vaxxed.

I have increased my serum vitamin D levels to over 200 nMols which is way above the norm. My folks get 5000 IU vitamin D per day too. That should help.

 

[corrector]

It's now about two months from quitting OF. I've noticed that I've lost interest in watching escort pics/porn on my Tablet while being a passenger in transit. It looks like I've still watched escort pics during intense movements of temptation on the desktop and while in bed on Tablet. However, it's usually very specific and tornadic (ie if there is a fetish sexual interest that is gnawing at me and I'm feeling stressed out at the moment and need a release) when it does happen. I've reduced the frequency to under twice or three times in a month so I haven't seen the desire for that eliminated.

I'm also noticing less of a public interest in oogling women and even wanting to smartphone photo anyone. I'm mildly disappointed that the past exposure to OF has not totally eliminated the interest or cravings, but seeing a reduction in some areas is encouraging. We'll see how this progresses over time. I feel there is simply more soul/heart on the past OF interactions that it's making simple escort pics or porn seem pale in comparison....like stale chicken. Perhaps, with stale chicken, if you are super hungry there is a craving for food you'll eat anything, but under a normal state of mind, it's "I'm good, don't need it".

 

[corrector]

Quitting OF again after resuming from September 25th. Looks like I gave myself some type of pass over the past month but upon reflection today, I've determined that I'm not showing enough evidence I'm motivated to finding a woman, and have not really been recently rejected or fell really flat on my face after really trying. I'm expecting to see a commitment to lose weight and bodyfat, double-down with website OLD on Christian sites, and just seeing more effort in that direction.

 

[corrector]

Went back on this site again, and the breakdown of cost is $185.10 between Sept-Dec/22, and $ 54 Jan-current date.

At least it's better than before, and I'm seeing a better discipline where I only spent $ 54 within 3 mo.

What has changed?

Something scared me this time around and didn't want to continue going on that site. I'm surpized I even spent $ 54 this time around as I thought I was really scared out of going on it (ie the fear of God, 'thou shalt not commit adultery (ie whosoever looks at a woman lustfully committeth adultery in her heart, therefore I'm a fornicator in heart if I go on this site and I'm in trouble and on my way to hell if I go on OF, etc...).

When I'm feeling stressed out, it's like something gushes out and I dive back into this thing and then come right back out.

Anyway, the trend so far is its getting lower and lower so lets see how that holds out. I'm not going on this site again (hopefully for good this time rather than back into it in September?) since it's too tempting to spend a dollar here or a dollar there if there is a creatively nice pic or video.

This past autumn was rough as my mother was really acting up and I felt my boundaries of normal were just coming loose all around and I got banned from a Christian-forum because they hate incels like myself too. Allot of things happened and I felt drawn back into OF which I think accounts for the higher than anticipated spending during the past autumn.