Decided to open a journal on my way of becoming a true Don Juan!
A little about myself:
I am 16,
178
weigh 77kg.
I am in the Pickup field for a while, reading stuff and other peoples success stories. Thats why I've decided to open a journal on my future success story.
I workout 5 times a week for about 9 months now, when I've started I was 58kg so you can imagine I am not a skinny guy. I am physically attractive(that's what I am being said by people), I am relatively tall and not very unpopular.
Since starting high school and other important stuff in my life, I've suddenly become nervous, tense and anxious most of the time. I have a problem of nervous puking for a while now, and lately I am starting to understand it is because I am not happy with my life. I am not happy with myself.
Another problem is I rarely go out, lately it became so rare that I feel that all I do is go to school, home, gym and that is it.
An addiction I have is sitting on the computer, and especially on skype. I have about 3-4 friends with whom I talk on skype for at least several hours a day(which is a waste of time), and can even get up to 14 hours on a holiday.
About 3 days ago I've decided I want to get back into pickup again, I've decided it would help me, get back to my happy self(I wasn't always like that).
Goals for the future to come:
1. Train in the gym 5 times a week and eat enough to get to 85 kilos and doing at least 80 bench press.
2. Stop using skype completely, talk to my friends in real life.
3. Find new friends to hang out with.
4. Work on my pickup skills, and have FUN doing it!
5. Of course, to get laid.
6. Stop being nervous and be happy about myself, my decisions, my life and who I am.
7. Be more social.
8. Stick with it!
Update (11/02/11):
Decided to delete skype from my hard drive. And also, while at it, decided to stop masturbating too, it's about time. I won't be doing it until I'll find a girl that will help me with it.
Was at the gym today, heavy lifting, and again as always, saw the secretary. I want to talk to her, know more about her(she is quite hot), but I've stopped myself. Maybe for a good reason, maybe I should not involve pickup in my gym life, or maybe it is my mind stopping me, like it has been stopping me for the last years of my life. I think I'll talk to her someday.
Wish me good luck, and any tips will be helpful!
1... 2... 3... GO!
A little about myself:
I am 16,
178
weigh 77kg.
I am in the Pickup field for a while, reading stuff and other peoples success stories. Thats why I've decided to open a journal on my future success story.
I workout 5 times a week for about 9 months now, when I've started I was 58kg so you can imagine I am not a skinny guy. I am physically attractive(that's what I am being said by people), I am relatively tall and not very unpopular.
Since starting high school and other important stuff in my life, I've suddenly become nervous, tense and anxious most of the time. I have a problem of nervous puking for a while now, and lately I am starting to understand it is because I am not happy with my life. I am not happy with myself.
Another problem is I rarely go out, lately it became so rare that I feel that all I do is go to school, home, gym and that is it.
An addiction I have is sitting on the computer, and especially on skype. I have about 3-4 friends with whom I talk on skype for at least several hours a day(which is a waste of time), and can even get up to 14 hours on a holiday.
About 3 days ago I've decided I want to get back into pickup again, I've decided it would help me, get back to my happy self(I wasn't always like that).
Goals for the future to come:
1. Train in the gym 5 times a week and eat enough to get to 85 kilos and doing at least 80 bench press.
2. Stop using skype completely, talk to my friends in real life.
3. Find new friends to hang out with.
4. Work on my pickup skills, and have FUN doing it!
5. Of course, to get laid.
6. Stop being nervous and be happy about myself, my decisions, my life and who I am.
7. Be more social.
8. Stick with it!
Update (11/02/11):
Decided to delete skype from my hard drive. And also, while at it, decided to stop masturbating too, it's about time. I won't be doing it until I'll find a girl that will help me with it.
Was at the gym today, heavy lifting, and again as always, saw the secretary. I want to talk to her, know more about her(she is quite hot
), but I've stopped myself. Maybe for a good reason, maybe I should not involve pickup in my gym life, or maybe it is my mind stopping me, like it has been stopping me for the last years of my life. I think I'll talk to her someday.Wish me good luck, and any tips will be helpful!
1... 2... 3... GO!