Is this Interest?

[Poonani Maker]

Ok, if you've read my posts by now you may know that I have an ongoing 2 year oneitis for a chick, who I'm more and more beginning to see as ugly physically but still see her beauty from within, though she's been quite evil or cruel to me in the past, but she's honest.

Now the chick above has made me a better person and adept emotionally, I'm able to walk the tightrope of emotions because of her, I'm able to feel a chick without physically touching her. As such, while in my presence, chicks get turned on, no matter how old, no matter how young. I adore chicks now. I see them as someone to be loved, to be protected, to be petted like a little bunny rabbit.

Now today, I'm in my usual course of business and I pass this chick's office (who I've been flirting (physically) or bantering with for about a month now; her first name is Ariel - the middle name of my oneitis above). I've neg hit her (she's a hot blond, push/pull - showing no interest when it counts at the right time and showing interest when she doesn't show interest mixing it up to perfection: she's always on her toes when I come around, doesn't know what to expect or how I'll react or guide her).

Anyway I pass her office walking into the adjacent [fat] chick's office bringing her some work they'd been waiting on (we are separate companys - I'm providing a service for the both of them). So the fat chick calls out to Ariel, "Ariel, look what he brought us!" and she comes into her office excited and says, "You just made my Christmas..How does that make you feel?" and as she says this, I'm not looking at her but at the fat chick and Ariel puts her hand on my lower left back at my ribs (as if compelled to touch me and to get me to look at her (she's like 8 years younger than me) but I still do not give her the privilege of seeing me look her in the eyes).

She returns to her office (as if embarrassed), and I let out a belated answer to her question 'how do you feel?' (because she'd kind of interrupted me and fat chick's conversation), "De-lighted" I said, and I could hear her get excited again as she spoke with a new customer.

I know that this is the type of HB7.5 - 8 that would use me for my status, money, and looks, you know USE me up until her mind flips to some other guy, but because her name contains my oneitis' name and she's blond and I like saying that name, and I could see her sucking my d1ck and giving me a great ride (she seems spontaneous passionate and experienced), I'll give her the benefit of the doubt.

I will be seeing her all of December. Should I go forth and ask her out? or should I let this young impressionable fish go? I have her (she's in sales) and she knows I'm interested, but not totally, and I for sure know she's interested after today (the touch from behind took me off-guard - it must have been my show of non-interest the last time that pushed her over the top, plus talking to her gfs etc during the interim of our meeting again).

Young ones are so easy to attract. It's just the hanging on to them that's tough, because They Do Not Know What They Want. "I am responsible for everything a woman feels about me" I keep saying, but sometimes I have to really fight my belief in that mantra, because women are full of surprises.

 

[I.A.F.Y.B.]

Next time you see her say; (An example.) "Hey, i'm going to shoot some hoops and get lunch this saturday. You should come join me." Just ask her something simple like that. Action dates!!! Not, going to movies or dinner. Remember, don't ask if she is available or wants to. Just state what your doing on whatever day and that she "should" (key word) join you.

 

[Poonani Maker]

Next time you see her say; (An example.) "Hey, i'm going to shoot some hoops and get lunch this saturday. You should come join me." Just ask her something simple like that. Action dates!!! Not, going to movies or dinner. Remember, don't ask if she is available or wants to. Just state what your doing on whatever day and that she "should" (key word) join you.

Chute some hoops? In my new Chooz?

Thanks. I bet she likes to ride horses. I've sized her up to be the down n' dirty wrestling type, kinda tomboyish. She's deals with a lot of poor people in her business, the down n' out, the bad credit, the even criminals. She needs a bad boy like me, I think that's how she views me - a bad boy, but I'm not, it's just how I'm seen, due to the way I carry myself I suppose. I walk like I could walk through a wall, not to fight anybody, just with purpose and direction because I know where I'm going and what I gotta do to get there.