bukowski_merit
Master Don Juan
I used to work with this dime 10/10 piece of artwork girl. When we worked together she had just meant her man and was in the early butterflies stage, but we still had a connection. She moved to the other side of the country to be a fashion designer, but we made it a point to stay in touch through email.
In the back of my head - i wanted to fuk her. But I also enjoyed talking to her (which is rare because i enjoy talking to very few people). So for about 8 months we talk maybe 4-5 times a week through email. Then her fiance finds out she's still talking to me and gets jealous and tells her to stop.
Wrong move... this had the opposite effect and with my coaching, within a week i had her telling me all her dirty secrets. telling me she always thought she'd never want to cheat and that she's around male models all day and they disgust her when they try and come on to her, but for some reason she couldn't stop thinking about me... you know... basic basic basic blah blah...
So a few months of this go by and suddenly she's found a job back around this area and she's coming home... she can't wait to see me.
She comes home, we hang out... she's acting weird, making no eye contact with me, acting restless, talking short, looking nervous... sending me all kinds of negative signals that i wasn't expecting... walks far away from me... etc etc... i did my best to make her feel comfrotable... nothing works...
We part... i go back out... a little confused, but have my fun regardless...
I get home and have 2 emails telling me that she knew she was acting strange and that she just felt bad because of what she was doing to her fiance. what? lol... i didn't know we were doing anything, but ok?
fast forward a week or two and we hung out again and she was looser, let me feel her up, did some freaky kissing in the parking lot and then made plans to get a room...
We got a room... i actually got nervous because i had wanted to fuk this girl for about a year and a half and i was like 'can i last long with her?'...
didn't matter... girl came over and over almost non-stop for 20 minutes... we took a break... did it again for about another 30 minutes she did the same thing... never in my life have i seen a girl react like this... both our bodies were aching the next day, and that's very rare for me...
she tells me that it's not unusual for her to climax like that, but she's never climaxed like that that much...
so we go back out on friday... she's on a limited schedule, we can only do limited stuff in her car... she gets a lil drunk though.... starts talking... starts telling me that she thinks she wants to leave her man for me... telling me that all of her thoughts are of me... (and here's the curve) she says, "i know you love your girl, but is there any chance you'd leave her to be with me?"
no no no no no no no.... whoa.... don't worry about me cheating on my girl, she doesn't care (yes i'm serious).... but yooo... why? why does this happen? why do i find this girl who out fuks and out looks any girl i've ever seen, and best of all she 'can't possibly become clingy when she's engaged'... and now all the sudden she's acting clingy?
I get home and email her basically trying to figure out if it's the alcohol talking... She responds back the next day sober and in to paraphrase says 'no it was not the alcohol talking; i feel that way'.....
I've been keeping the communication on the low since... but i'm wondering if there is any way i can keep fuking this girl while still keeping her at arms length? still keeping her with her fiance and not trying to be my new lover? i would already have dropped her if she was just a normal lay... but there was nothing normal about it...
In the back of my head - i wanted to fuk her. But I also enjoyed talking to her (which is rare because i enjoy talking to very few people). So for about 8 months we talk maybe 4-5 times a week through email. Then her fiance finds out she's still talking to me and gets jealous and tells her to stop.
Wrong move... this had the opposite effect and with my coaching, within a week i had her telling me all her dirty secrets. telling me she always thought she'd never want to cheat and that she's around male models all day and they disgust her when they try and come on to her, but for some reason she couldn't stop thinking about me... you know... basic basic basic blah blah...
So a few months of this go by and suddenly she's found a job back around this area and she's coming home... she can't wait to see me.
She comes home, we hang out... she's acting weird, making no eye contact with me, acting restless, talking short, looking nervous... sending me all kinds of negative signals that i wasn't expecting... walks far away from me... etc etc... i did my best to make her feel comfrotable... nothing works...
We part... i go back out... a little confused, but have my fun regardless...
I get home and have 2 emails telling me that she knew she was acting strange and that she just felt bad because of what she was doing to her fiance. what? lol... i didn't know we were doing anything, but ok?
fast forward a week or two and we hung out again and she was looser, let me feel her up, did some freaky kissing in the parking lot and then made plans to get a room...
We got a room... i actually got nervous because i had wanted to fuk this girl for about a year and a half and i was like 'can i last long with her?'...
didn't matter... girl came over and over almost non-stop for 20 minutes... we took a break... did it again for about another 30 minutes she did the same thing... never in my life have i seen a girl react like this... both our bodies were aching the next day, and that's very rare for me...
she tells me that it's not unusual for her to climax like that, but she's never climaxed like that that much...
so we go back out on friday... she's on a limited schedule, we can only do limited stuff in her car... she gets a lil drunk though.... starts talking... starts telling me that she thinks she wants to leave her man for me... telling me that all of her thoughts are of me... (and here's the curve) she says, "i know you love your girl, but is there any chance you'd leave her to be with me?"
no no no no no no no.... whoa.... don't worry about me cheating on my girl, she doesn't care (yes i'm serious).... but yooo... why? why does this happen? why do i find this girl who out fuks and out looks any girl i've ever seen, and best of all she 'can't possibly become clingy when she's engaged'... and now all the sudden she's acting clingy?
I get home and email her basically trying to figure out if it's the alcohol talking... She responds back the next day sober and in to paraphrase says 'no it was not the alcohol talking; i feel that way'.....
I've been keeping the communication on the low since... but i'm wondering if there is any way i can keep fuking this girl while still keeping her at arms length? still keeping her with her fiance and not trying to be my new lover? i would already have dropped her if she was just a normal lay... but there was nothing normal about it...
