jtrain 289
Senior Don Juan
Im so mad this hasnt happened to me for a long time theirs this girl that i odnt even talk to thats not that hot that doesnt even get with alot of guys , That like at the beginning of the school year i woud check her out i woulod think this girl is not bad if she got a bgger ass she would be ****ing hot I only had a few convos with her and then i just stopped then her friend was trying to hook me up with her thats when i knew she liked me after that the only times i talked to her was when i wanted a pen or something but like after a while i like grew on her i have no idea why now i dream about her like almost every night , remember she's not even hot she like above average she's cute thats what she is. I want her badly but their so many things that are holding me back first of all im really shy of her even though i know she would like me for who iam but for some reason when i see her i just freeze im usually not like this 2nd if she did end up with me i dont know how she wouldfeel about her never going to my house because my parents will not tolerate me having a girlfriend. I just dont know . This is so wierd I dont like her for her body i like her for her like I want her I want to be with her. Usually im like this girl is hot just **** her and get it over with never talk to them again after that but I want to be with this girl everysecond of the day. And the thing is i barely talk to her. What should i do guys? how should i deal with this girl ?
