In need of some guidance.

[DoItAgain]

I was a late bloomer. I didn't even know what masturbation entailed until the age of 18 (I knew about penetration in sex, but I had no idea about what semen was until I started having wet dreams at age 18 and my brother explained the whole thing to me.)

I'd say up until age 24 or so, my only reason for wanting women was for validation and also an obsession with big boobs. I wanted to have sex with "hot girls" that I didn't even necessarily like, just to compensate for my low self-esteem and how I was treated by girls in high school (passive-aggressive revenge.)

I went through a changing process at age 25...started liking myself, inside and out, and not surprisingly, even though it was on facebook, met an HB8 who found me physically attractive and also interesting. We dated for a month (did everything but sex...I got attached and she just wanted a fling) and hung out a few times the next few months.

Now I'm at a stage where I want to lose my virginity...not due to shame, but because I'm intensely curious. My ex and I were in bed once (she was on her period, so even if my game had been better, sex wasn't happening that day) and I enjoyed over anything the closeness and bonding of two naked people...the passionate kissing, the touching, the body contact...etc. We did oral both ways, and I wasn't crazy about either (and no she wasn't one of those women that scraps her teeth when she gives oral)...my thing just isn't sensitive.

So I want a certain type of sex, and also, after being with an 8 (that to me was better than an 8)...I find it hard to settle. I've had NSA sex offers with understanding women (that knew about the V-Card) but they were all at least an hour away, and on top of that, one of them looked and sounded like Petty or Selma from the Simpsons...another one was a 5 or 6 but had huge, huge nipples in the picture she sent me. I mean I've never seen anything like that...they looked unhealthy and took up most of the breast.

I guess I'm kind of afraid that if I'm more active offline, I'll end up settling with some UG3 or 4 that "makes things really easy for me" is easy to talk to, no games, etc., and just puts out easy since I'm of higher value than her (I'm at least a 6-7 in looks, I get checked out occasionally by pretty women.)

So I'm not sure how to meet a girl that's my type (keep in mind my type isn't models or conventionally hot women...I don't like the snobby club girl or model type even physically) whether as a friend, FWB, or girlfriend, and better yet, in the meantime, I'm not sure how to stop the hormone overload and my body's desire to fornicate with anything. Masturbation doesn't seem to help.

 

[L B]

Why do you start with the DJ Bible. Do the bootcamp and learn as you go. Stop the online thing if you're not even good with meeting women in real life.

 

[DoItAgain]

I've read the bible. I know the game. I've been reading this stuff for 7 or 8 years now. I just wasn't confident until the past couple years.

I can also cold approach when the woman has looked at me (I've found that approaching a woman who hasn't noticed you is low-percentage and she's usually not interested.)

I just live in a target-poor area, which is why I resort to online. You have to even search for a 7 here (7 by anyone's standards unless you like fat women/white trash/or Cape Verdean women.)

Also, dating my ex proved that I can hold my own with a HB. I felt extremely comfortable with her in public...HBs checked me out when I was with her.

I'm just hellbent on not settling whether a hook-up or a girlfriend. And I'm not looking to have a gucci girl GF so that shouldn't be a problem.

 

[DoItAgain]

They put this in the main forum, not sure why, I'm 26 and not a newbie. Virgin doesn't equal newbie as I've had a hot girlfriend, did everything else but sex with her, and have been on a few dates with cute girls. Moreover, I'm not afraid to talk to women...I just don't see the point in appraoching women who don't know you exist. Everytime I've made a successful approach (regardless of the woman's ranking on the scale) the woman has made mutual eye contact with me. Everytime I've got rejected, I had to find a way to draw the eye contract.

Women are interested in being approached or not interested, depending on the situation/logistics and how much they're into your appearance/demeanor.

 

[Die Hard]

Hey Kelly, here's my dilemma: I want you to suck my d!ck! Can you solve my dilemma?

 

[Naughty Ninja]

I want to give you a big hug right now but can't so i'll just hug my moniter and pretend its you!

While you're at it Kinky Kelly, wipe the puddle of drool from your keyboard before you electrocute yourself. On second thought. Nevermind. Get back to us when you've stopped breathing.