Just got back from pm class and i am exhausted...and i think i need a drink.
But anyways, a couple days ago, this girl from the same class as today's hit on me and introduced herself...which really stroked my ego. so yesterday she called me to ask about the project due today. I explained to her what was due, and she asked if i was busy, i said yea...so got off fone. Then today somehow her boytoy or friend was able to get into the same class as ours, and he sat next to her mostly, and chatted. Today there were still small signs of interest, but not as much as the first day. and i reciprocated the same also.
And in the same class there was a girl who was in front of me. was all uptight and uncomfortable being next to me. kept looking to the side and once in awhile checking in on me. any time i spoke to my friend she looked back. left the room for a bit and came back with her hair down and wavy.
Girl #A (hb5/6) - maybe i dont care enough to show signs of interest, or i am the way i am so i dont appear needy or too interested. I admit i dont have super IL in this girl, maybe i just wanna settle with what i can get. I know i could do better but im tired of being lonely. I thought thats how it works? show minimal IL to girl and receive high IL = challenge. If we both showed high IL in each other, either one gets bored eventually no?
Girl #B (hb6/7) - walked by me a few times in class. And even walked by her in the staircase after class. didnt say hi. I'm not really interested in her. But it kills my ego knowing i cant say hi (guess i suck at ice breakers), but then i know im also lying to myself to have a facade of being interested when in fact im not.
Only on days where i feel really good or not give a crap, does my personality go wacky and humorous.But it also appears to me i have a boring personality in general with new girls. and occasionally with friends.
But anyways, a couple days ago, this girl from the same class as today's hit on me and introduced herself...which really stroked my ego. so yesterday she called me to ask about the project due today. I explained to her what was due, and she asked if i was busy, i said yea...so got off fone. Then today somehow her boytoy or friend was able to get into the same class as ours, and he sat next to her mostly, and chatted. Today there were still small signs of interest, but not as much as the first day. and i reciprocated the same also.
And in the same class there was a girl who was in front of me. was all uptight and uncomfortable being next to me. kept looking to the side and once in awhile checking in on me. any time i spoke to my friend she looked back. left the room for a bit and came back with her hair down and wavy.
Girl #A (hb5/6) - maybe i dont care enough to show signs of interest, or i am the way i am so i dont appear needy or too interested. I admit i dont have super IL in this girl, maybe i just wanna settle with what i can get. I know i could do better but im tired of being lonely. I thought thats how it works? show minimal IL to girl and receive high IL = challenge. If we both showed high IL in each other, either one gets bored eventually no?
Girl #B (hb6/7) - walked by me a few times in class. And even walked by her in the staircase after class. didnt say hi. I'm not really interested in her. But it kills my ego knowing i cant say hi (guess i suck at ice breakers), but then i know im also lying to myself to have a facade of being interested when in fact im not.
Only on days where i feel really good or not give a crap, does my personality go wacky and humorous.But it also appears to me i have a boring personality in general with new girls. and occasionally with friends.