Ok... It's damn late, and I'm half asleep. Although, I was feeling down because of my current situation, and decided to do somekind to keep me focus/motivated on my new objectives.
1. First of all, when the 3rd semester begins, I'll be the one who'll have the best grades in classe. Not nerdy. One of the best DJ's (a natural) I ever saw, is in my classe, and is a damn good student. No matter what, I'l have the grades I really want. It's not so hard, because I'm a good student, I have just being lazy till this moment. =/
2. I'm gonna learn the fvcking guitar. I just borrowed one of a friend of mine. The damn thing hates me. I've spent the last 6 days fighting with it. It's my first time with a guitar, so I just suck at it, because I know nothing, besides reading basic tablature. I know it's normal to suck at it when I'm a begginer, but I swear... Today, I was on the edge of giving the guitar back to my friend. I can't play sh*it, my dad tells me I'm never gonna learn anything, I search websites and everything and I just keep more and more confused...
I was just... really damn frustrated. Then I said: "Fvck it." I went to the computer, watched some videoclips from my favorite bands, listened to my favorite music, and said "I'm going to play just as this guys do. No matter what it takes..."
So, I'm going to learn the theory, and do my best with it. And I will suceed.
Any suggestion on how I should learn would be good too.
2. I'm going to start writing my fvcking book. Yeah, I write. I'm not a pro at it, and I don't meant to flatter myself, but I think I have good skills at it (I write in Portuguese, if some smartass wants to know...). I excused myself of doing it saying I have no time, or ideas, but I'm going to sit my as* down and , as soon as an idea strikes, I'll write the damn thing down. I always wished to be a writer, and I believe I have the skills to do so, so I'm not gonna wast my time anymore on useless things and I'll start to do what matters.
3. I'm going to learn Japanese.
Well... I just like it. And besides, my favorite bands are Japanese, so... I'll devot this language some time of my days too. I also with to travel to Japan, so this is kinda of a must. And I find it kinda easy and amusing too, so it would be a easy thing to do. The only problem that may appear is my lack of time, but I'll work things out.
4. I'll start to do more exercice and begin to have a healthy diet.
I've just been a lazy bump, excusing myself to do nothing. Sorry, but it's time for me to work out and get in shape. I'm neither too fat or too thin. I just want to get in shape, and start to eat healthy stuff, and stop eating bad sh*t, a thing that isn't doing any good to me.
5. I'm going to built my social life and DJ status.
Time to rethink my way of living. Last months, have been very good, because I evolved a lot from my AFC deplorable status. Although, it's time to evolve even more. Become friends with the cool dudes (not the guys eveyone thinks are cool but are not... the guys I think are cool, and other people do too).
And it's time to get the chicks. Oh my... This is a great part. My relation with chicks is... just... well, I can't compare it to even a month ago! It's being awesome. I've improved a lot, but it's time to go a step further. My confidence is really up with the ladies, and I'm truly confident I can have a lot of them now... So, get them is what I'm going to do.
Well, this were my concrete points to do. In a more indirect phase, I'm keepin' my cool at home, with my parent's, getting a cool wardrobe, and builting my personality... I plan to begin to listen to more music, and really get into the bands stuff, because I guess this can be a passion to me. I'm improving more and more, in a lot of areas, but this were some topics I should focus in a more direct way.
Well, just a post to keep me motivated. I was feeling kinda down, so I needed to write all this down.
Has this have any morale? I dunno. But, when everything seems to fail, and everything seems to be bad, just look back. Damn! You must have improved something! You just have to keep your faith, your cool, and your confidence. You're gonna do it. You're able to do whatever you want. Never, never give up.
If you haven't improved nothing, and feel down too... Well, it's your fault. It's impossible to not improve when you want too. Maybe you just don't really want that badly to improve. If that's not your case, set your mind on, shut the computer off, and fight for it, whatever it is.
I'm going to bed... Fvck, I must be nuts to write all this crazy sh*t like this at this time of the night. Rock on, dudes.
1. First of all, when the 3rd semester begins, I'll be the one who'll have the best grades in classe. Not nerdy. One of the best DJ's (a natural) I ever saw, is in my classe, and is a damn good student. No matter what, I'l have the grades I really want. It's not so hard, because I'm a good student, I have just being lazy till this moment. =/
2. I'm gonna learn the fvcking guitar. I just borrowed one of a friend of mine. The damn thing hates me. I've spent the last 6 days fighting with it. It's my first time with a guitar, so I just suck at it, because I know nothing, besides reading basic tablature. I know it's normal to suck at it when I'm a begginer, but I swear... Today, I was on the edge of giving the guitar back to my friend. I can't play sh*it, my dad tells me I'm never gonna learn anything, I search websites and everything and I just keep more and more confused...
I was just... really damn frustrated. Then I said: "Fvck it." I went to the computer, watched some videoclips from my favorite bands, listened to my favorite music, and said "I'm going to play just as this guys do. No matter what it takes..."
So, I'm going to learn the theory, and do my best with it. And I will suceed.
Any suggestion on how I should learn would be good too.
2. I'm going to start writing my fvcking book. Yeah, I write. I'm not a pro at it, and I don't meant to flatter myself, but I think I have good skills at it (I write in Portuguese, if some smartass wants to know...). I excused myself of doing it saying I have no time, or ideas, but I'm going to sit my as* down and , as soon as an idea strikes, I'll write the damn thing down. I always wished to be a writer, and I believe I have the skills to do so, so I'm not gonna wast my time anymore on useless things and I'll start to do what matters.
3. I'm going to learn Japanese.
Well... I just like it. And besides, my favorite bands are Japanese, so... I'll devot this language some time of my days too. I also with to travel to Japan, so this is kinda of a must. And I find it kinda easy and amusing too, so it would be a easy thing to do. The only problem that may appear is my lack of time, but I'll work things out.
4. I'll start to do more exercice and begin to have a healthy diet.
I've just been a lazy bump, excusing myself to do nothing. Sorry, but it's time for me to work out and get in shape. I'm neither too fat or too thin. I just want to get in shape, and start to eat healthy stuff, and stop eating bad sh*t, a thing that isn't doing any good to me.
5. I'm going to built my social life and DJ status.
Time to rethink my way of living. Last months, have been very good, because I evolved a lot from my AFC deplorable status. Although, it's time to evolve even more. Become friends with the cool dudes (not the guys eveyone thinks are cool but are not... the guys I think are cool, and other people do too).
And it's time to get the chicks. Oh my... This is a great part. My relation with chicks is... just... well, I can't compare it to even a month ago! It's being awesome. I've improved a lot, but it's time to go a step further. My confidence is really up with the ladies, and I'm truly confident I can have a lot of them now... So, get them is what I'm going to do.
Well, this were my concrete points to do. In a more indirect phase, I'm keepin' my cool at home, with my parent's, getting a cool wardrobe, and builting my personality... I plan to begin to listen to more music, and really get into the bands stuff, because I guess this can be a passion to me. I'm improving more and more, in a lot of areas, but this were some topics I should focus in a more direct way.
Well, just a post to keep me motivated. I was feeling kinda down, so I needed to write all this down.
Has this have any morale? I dunno. But, when everything seems to fail, and everything seems to be bad, just look back. Damn! You must have improved something! You just have to keep your faith, your cool, and your confidence. You're gonna do it. You're able to do whatever you want. Never, never give up.
If you haven't improved nothing, and feel down too... Well, it's your fault. It's impossible to not improve when you want too. Maybe you just don't really want that badly to improve. If that's not your case, set your mind on, shut the computer off, and fight for it, whatever it is.
I'm going to bed... Fvck, I must be nuts to write all this crazy sh*t like this at this time of the night. Rock on, dudes.