Guys broke up with my girlfriend of 5 years( we have a kid together).I broke up just over a week ago.Because I new it was only getting worse,and could tell she was looking for the next guy.So I tell her no contact or friendly visits ,unless it was to drop off or pick up my son.
Well it starts off with her messaging me more in a day then she had in the previous 6 months.All this crap about why didnt you love me and other bull****(I found out she had cheated on me in the begining but by then we had a child together).Then with phone calls.You know the ones with the sadness in their voice and the i miss you bull**** in the end.
All this started to chip away at my guard.I'm not going to lie i miss her alot.But shes going back to her club $lut stage.And we did the sex for the last time thing.Which was so dumb on my part.It put the ball in her court and now im trying hard not to lose it.About 12 hours later she gets with some other guy in the club. Takes him back to her friends house and the most she will admit is to kissing him(She ****ed him i know what shes like).
I feel on the back foot Ive got that ache in the gut and having a hard time with the lot of it.I went out and hit the clubs to get back in with the girls.But hitting them up just seemed empty.Im doing my best to stop thinking of her.I still love her but my dignity has had enough damage.Im stuck in this town for the moment due to financial commitments but will be outa here first chance.But till then I need some pointers from other war vets
Well it starts off with her messaging me more in a day then she had in the previous 6 months.All this crap about why didnt you love me and other bull****(I found out she had cheated on me in the begining but by then we had a child together).Then with phone calls.You know the ones with the sadness in their voice and the i miss you bull**** in the end.
All this started to chip away at my guard.I'm not going to lie i miss her alot.But shes going back to her club $lut stage.And we did the sex for the last time thing.Which was so dumb on my part.It put the ball in her court and now im trying hard not to lose it.About 12 hours later she gets with some other guy in the club. Takes him back to her friends house and the most she will admit is to kissing him(She ****ed him i know what shes like).
I feel on the back foot Ive got that ache in the gut and having a hard time with the lot of it.I went out and hit the clubs to get back in with the girls.But hitting them up just seemed empty.Im doing my best to stop thinking of her.I still love her but my dignity has had enough damage.Im stuck in this town for the moment due to financial commitments but will be outa here first chance.But till then I need some pointers from other war vets