Ok so its been ALONG LONG while since i posted here last.
Since then ive moved up, gotten a much better job, penthouse apartment overlooking the city on the north shore and lost an extra 5 pounds of body fat.
I was dating a gorgeous italian girl, decided to take time off the game and settle with one.
Prior to this girl and while i dated her, i was super confident, excited and was happy with my self.
One day, im heading to the airport, 4 months through dating, im about to fly overseas for a week on business and she tells me she has a fiance. Always had him, hes overseas with his family and waiting for her to fly over to get married.
Im not sure why but i lost my cool then, i broke it off clean, BUT since then ive had self confidence problems, i feel like every chic on the street is potential but i cant seem to get myself to approach. I feel like im not attractive anymore to women. I dont even know why! Im healthy, make good money and drive a mice car.
The problem stems from :
1. All my friends are married/fathers:its adding pressure on me to find one and get married
2. That break up made me lose all faith in women so every girl i see i can feel the drama.
I know my friends hate being married but something inside me wants me to get married.
Am I being too picky with who i date now? Coz i feel like the next one should be wifey so i want one thats hot and decent. So ive totally lost focus by adding pressure on myself to find a hot chic
I know, i know, i can see it!! But i cant believe it. Is this normal?
How to fix?!!
Since then ive moved up, gotten a much better job, penthouse apartment overlooking the city on the north shore and lost an extra 5 pounds of body fat.
I was dating a gorgeous italian girl, decided to take time off the game and settle with one.
Prior to this girl and while i dated her, i was super confident, excited and was happy with my self.
One day, im heading to the airport, 4 months through dating, im about to fly overseas for a week on business and she tells me she has a fiance. Always had him, hes overseas with his family and waiting for her to fly over to get married.
Im not sure why but i lost my cool then, i broke it off clean, BUT since then ive had self confidence problems, i feel like every chic on the street is potential but i cant seem to get myself to approach. I feel like im not attractive anymore to women. I dont even know why! Im healthy, make good money and drive a mice car.
The problem stems from :
1. All my friends are married/fathers:its adding pressure on me to find one and get married
2. That break up made me lose all faith in women so every girl i see i can feel the drama.
I know my friends hate being married but something inside me wants me to get married.
Am I being too picky with who i date now? Coz i feel like the next one should be wifey so i want one thats hot and decent. So ive totally lost focus by adding pressure on myself to find a hot chic
I know, i know, i can see it!! But i cant believe it. Is this normal?
How to fix?!!