I'm an insecure son of a b****

[Bigg Boss]

Nah I know I look good. I know I dress good and smell good. I got a dime ass girlfriend and all. But for some f***in reason, I always think she's cheating on me. I don't see her THAT often but we do talk on the phone ALOT.

I made a surprise visit to her house after work today and she was really happy that I actually came out of my way to come see her (I snuck over there with the car after work. I'm only 16 lol it was almost midnight). We were kissin and all, and then her phone went off. Some dude named Anthony. Ah sh*t you know I start thinkin. She's talkin to this kat and it seems he was asking for a floppy disk. I dunno if she tried to make it seem like that, and actually got him to play along or not. But that's what I felt. I didn't say nothin bout it though. I never act jealous, I always keep that sh*t hidden well.

And last week, I f*cked her for the first time (we be goin out since November-December). It was my first time. She didn't feel at all tight. I couldn't really tell that I was in there. Maybe it was the condom being so damn tight, Iuno. I just assumed that ***** was suppose to be tight if she ain't f*ckin around.

Sh*t I dunno whats wrong with me. It's not that she's my world or anything. I'd give 2 sh*ts if we broke up (well, I prolly would a little bit). But it's the fact that I don't like that kind of disrespect. I'd have to kill a mothaf*cka for playin me like dat.

So basically, I'm just trying to figure out how to get my head straight. She goes to another school. I don't really know her friends like that. Maybe I need to make friends with them. Would yall suggest this?

EDIT: Another thing that makes me insecure is the fact that I know there are men out there that are like myself. They can get any girl to do some sh*t.

 

[OfficeSpace]

Nah I know I look good.

Yeah, that's what millions of ugly guys say and think (not saying you're one of them.. I'd need proof... like a pic)...

If you think she's cheating on you, then you're probably not doing a good job, and she probably is. She's getting calls from other guys? Who knows, you might have some competition.

If you don't trust her, then forget her. I wouldn't stay in a relationship with a person I couldn't trust to be faithful to me.

 

[Bigg Boss]

Yeah well I'm not one of those ugly guys

http://mie.bpcdn.us/Pusha910/26-11-05_1030.jpg

 

[scribblec]

maybe you dont follow the black stereotype and have a big wang... infact maybe its so small thats why she felt so loose?

 

[flippinfreak]

lol, look at that fvcking nose!!!

I always assume loose b!tches are sticking pop bottles up themselves if they are that loose. I wouldn't take it too bad if I were you. Just spend more time with her Walk the let's be friends line, and see how long she can hide her infedility from you.

Myself, I'd tell her to hit the road. I have no clue what your relationship is like, but you don't sound like a little wussy who needs 6 months to get laid. Well unless the girl is like 15... I don't know how flirty she is, or how horny she makes herself seem around other people... sometimes she likes the feel of her own hand so much that 4 fingers just isn't good enough for a tw@t like hers.

Invite guys to come over and talk to her. Always keep your cool, you show that your ready to lose it and she'll be afraid that your going to find out. Keep an eye on her face, BUT not so much that she gets suspicious about you being suspicious... if you want to catch her in a lie, know that she is trying not to let anything slip. Every guy a girl cheats with KNOWS that he's got to play it cool.

Do what I used to do around my girl to punk other guys into tripping over my girl. You see a guy who seems like he wants to talk to your girl, see if your girl is checking him as well. Wait a few seconds than call the guy over, than put your girl on the spot. Tell him all the beautiful things about her to his face and see how he reacts. Ask him loaded questions and see if you can make him crack... WATCH how much eye contact they keep with eachother.

I hope I put enough ideas into your head to mess with you.

It's all in your head.

 

[Fender]

lmao, scribblec, you're quite the jerk aren't ya

BigBoss, about the tightness thing...I doubt its because she's been f*ckin' around. You'd be surprised how elastic those things are...goes back to original size in no time She'd seriously need to **** like 50 men with huge wangs to make a difference to her tightness.

Man, don't underestimate your ability to care. Your heart/**** doesn't "think" logically like your brain does.

On a side note, I myself have had these jealousy pangs myself. I can't say this is "normal," but rest assured that almost every single man who's ever had a girl has felt the exact same feelings as you. A few of my friends have had jealousy problems as well.

I'm not you, so take this with a grain of salt, but I'd say 80% of the time, when someone has the "is she cheating on me" syndrome, the problems with you, not the girl. But heck, you could be in that 20%. Who knows?

Anyways, g'luck man and hope everything works out for ya

 

[WhAcKeD!]

Yeah well I'm not one of those ugly guys

http://mie.bpcdn.us/Pusha910/26-11-05_1030.jpg

..............

:crackup:

Thug Fo Lyfe My Nizzle!!!

 

[Bvbidd]

Yeah well I'm not one of those ugly guys

http://mie.bpcdn.us/Pusha910/26-11-05_1030.jpg

Your actually quite ugly.

 

[Bigg Boss]

maybe you dont follow the black stereotype and have a big wang... infact maybe its so small thats why she felt so loose?

No I always get the reaction from women like "Damn that sh*ts huge".

Yallz trippin on the real. I didn't mean to come off like I was braggin or nothin. Yall just tried to put me down so I had to tell yall how it really was.

But whatever, I got the picture now.

 

[scribblec]

yallz trippin? ahahhahahahhahaha lmao

 

[mrRuckus]

Yallz trippin on the real.

You look like a freakin joke. Ooo another insecure guy trying to look tough.

Try talking like a normal person. I can't wait for another 10-15 years when everyone looks back on that type of talk and is embarrassed by it.

 

[WhAcKeD!]

Anyone mind translating "Yallz trippin on the real" for me?

I think that means, "I am hungry so I think I may go down to my local mcdonalds and get a big mac."

I don't have my gangsta translator on me, so I could be wrong.

 

[Charm]

Instead of fronting Big Boss, why not address the real issues you got so you can grow as a person rather then trying to put on some image that really means nothing to anybody here. We're here as a community to support one another, not try to one-up eachother with machismo and how badass tough we tink' we be.

 

[Mac_Laaarry]

lol. Maybe he is a badass......... but i don't know any thugs that were vigins till 16. That wasn t a good pic, u got a durag and hoody on. You need a straight shot with all that stuff off. From what i can tell i'll give u bout a 6,7.

 

[DanelMadr]

Your penis is too small, sorry or she has loosen vagina muscles....easy surgery needed Make her day oraly or get inside

Its not about being jealous....just be cool....if you are good she wont cheat on you.

 

[flippinfreak]

Wow, I didn't know there were so many rascists on this board.

 

[i am me]

/\really. its called slang, maybe u guys would use it if u werent so stuck up n ****.

anyway, jus try to stay focused on wut u know and not on wut she COULD be doing. stay in the moment, dont daydream too much about negative things like that. good luck man

 

[chippendale]

its not rascicm when no one is talking about him being black. Learn to differentiate.

I hate now a days when person A says something bad to person B and person B just so happens to be black and everyone's yelling rasicm. I say it's bull****.

 

[spaceman2001]

Big Boss is probably going to be involved in some bank robbery shootout from smoking too much crack.

 

[OfficeSpace]

Yeah well I'm not one of those ugly guys

http://mie.bpcdn.us/Pusha910/26-11-05_1030.jpg

Yeah, that's what millions of ugly guys say and think (not saying you're one of them.. I'd need proof... like a pic)...

I see my statement holds true... I think most women would find you quite ugly... Just be grateful you got laid!