I really shouldn't even be on this site

[Microphone Fiend]

I keep coming back, but I know it is only hindering my progress. There have many post which have illustrated what Im about to say, but based on the current newbies status, they probably don't read anything past the first three post of the HS section.

THIS SITE CAN ONLY SHOW YOU THE WAY

It's up to you to pave a path. When illegal immigrants from all over the world come to America, do you think that they stop and ask the guy on the sardine boat where they were hiding "What do I do know?" NO. They are estatic at the chance they have been given which they KNOW there are much less fortunate people stuck in the same light. They have access to something people in their old reality could only dream about. They have been granted the one thing in life that everyone wants and should attain at least once in life. Not an orgasm )) or love, but the ability to start over. No matter what situation you are in, you always get to a point where you want to start from scratch again. That is what this site offers. A chance to start over your social life with a chance, or at least a better way. Why is it then that whenever I come back to this site I see hoardes of questions and people flaming new ideas?

I want you to stop and actual let this sink in...THERE ARE VERY FEW TACTICS OR SITUATIONS THAT HAVEN'T BEEN POSTED ON HERE. That situation with that gurl who keeps looking at you? Happened 3 months ago. The gurl who kisses you and then won't return your call? Happened last week. The gurl who you can't keep away and you just wanna be friends? Happened last year. Please do a ****ing search before you tell us about your gawd awful lives. You guys really look pathetic here. Constantly babbling about useless topics. I may not be the best seduction person in the world, on the board or even online at this moment, but AT LEAST I'M TRYING!

 

[WesCottII]

Heh. Another recruit to the "get out there" mentality. Good job.

 

[RawkinKaoticStyle]

Sawp brother... !

its wierd....... i was thinking about this.

Sometimes its just so simple though. Ive come to the realization now .. that if i have a question, for example...

WHAT DO I DO IF I SEE THE GIRL WALKING TOWARDS ME?

I just need to work through it and find MY answers.

The real reasion behind posting that question is because im basically scared, and if somebody will give me an answer, ill have a set thing to say , and now im secured . If i make a mistake , its not MY fault its the methods fault.

If their answer works , ill just get into the habit of looking to other peoples answers. And i bet some of the time the answers i want are right under my ass.

Thats why i like post that pook do ... have you noticed he doesent really give direct answers, i seen some but not really. He gives an overall answer that isnt really an answer but more of a guiding hand.

then again people have very interesting opinions on here and being open to then can help ALOT

SO SHYT

tell me more about what you think Mic Fiend, tell me more about the Immagrants, i like that metaphor

 

[Microphone Fiend]

Yo, Rawkin, thought you were dead man, lol. Member that personal DJ bootcamp, that thing was the ****, ha!

Anyways man, fvck me writing about the immigrant thing some more, fvck other people's opinons fvck all that sh!t cuz when we get back to it, we are still procrastinating. Why do I need you or anyone elses opinion to get laid? I'll I need is a chick, my ****, and a condom. I used to have that whole mindset of "If my sh!t fails it will hurt more and if I use the methods it won't hurt as much" thing too, NOT because I had tried both, but because I read someone who said that online. We are a community that focuses on making men by telling boys what to do. It is too much detail given here, information overload. Half the struggle is the journey, you don't become a man by gettin pvssy, if anything, you become a man by journeying of getting some. If you just read some kinda sex-plan and get some don't think you are better than anyone.

Rawkin, I'm pretty sure I saw your picture in one of dem old picture threads or something, you are at least a 7-8 outta 10 man, you can easily pull a ton of pvssy, you just gotta push yourself. This goes for everyone on the site, out of all the people I've seen here, only about two or three people made me say "I didn't expect him to get laid" but it didn't blow my mind or anything cuz lets face it, there are tons of uglyier people gettin mad poon cuz they have tweaked their game all their life. I started boxing late last year, cuz my boy got me to come trainin, I had nothing better to do, and I had just read Sammo's self improvement thread or something like that I go there Monday Wednesday and Friday and I just exercise non-stop. Hit the bag, skip, sit-ups, I didn't fight thom cuz Im the smallest dude in the gym so I "KNEW" I'd get torn apart. So sometimes I'd just sit back and watch niggas, get their footwork down and listened to everything my coach said to me, cuz if you can't be doing it, you can learn from someone else right? Then about two months later, I sparred against the best dude in the country, and guess what happened
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I got my ass handed to me! He took it easy and I was scared as hell because I had trained so hard but never gotten in the ring before, so now I am testing my skills against the best person on the island. But halfway through the sparring I was laughing like some kind of delirious fool. It isn't because he had knocked me retarded, but because I was going against the best person in the ring, and I wasn't dead, I never lost consciousness and the next morning all I had was a busted lip and a headache. It finally sunk into me... this is what I’ve been fearing all these weeks. If I had gone up and fought in week one, Id be miles ahead of were I am now. All the techniques and tactics I had learned before were all great ones, but I had to relearn them in context. That's what it is like learning all these things through posts. Yes, they are helpful but they need to be congruent to you. It will NEVER beat good ole fashioned field experience.

The boxing match happened about 5 months ago, and I trained for a lil while longer and then I stopped. Recently the other day, my friends and me bought some gloves (College gets boring quick ) and one said "Let’s throw down." Normally I’d have thought about gettin hurt and just quit, but this time before I even thought I said "Yea", laced up the gloves on and got into the ring and guess what happened this time?
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I got my ass beat down, AGAIN! I got smacked around like 20-30 times, and I got maybe two/three good shots in. I don’t mean shots where I grazed his chin, I mean shots where I ducked under one of his punches and damn near dislocate his jaw. In order for me to get my shots in I had to get hit a couple times. It sucks, but I realize that there is no getting around it if you wanna win in the long run. I'm not gonna lie either, those shots had me dazed, but when I am just chilling reminiscing all I remember is those sweet shots I got in. That’s what PUA is like. You have to take shots that may hurt in order to get yours in, but at the end, after all the rejection; all you’ll remember is that time you had that sweet approach that nabbed you some sweet, tight, cute virgin pvssy.


All this post does is proves two things…
One: I cannot box
Two: PU is similar to boxing or another or hobby you have. You have to do it repeatedly and you may get hurt, but in the end it will be well worth it. If you do it day in day out, you will no doubt become very good at it. However if you conquer your fear or reach a plateau, quit or get content...and expect to restart the exact same position you are sadly mistaken. You gotta just keep pushing yourself. The saying isn’t “Man of Action Til you get good” , it’s “Man of Action Forever.” Seducing is a hobby you are gonna make a career out of.

Read Sammo's latest post ( The Perfect Time ) and think about what he's saying, really think about it. You may not think so, but it change starts with the smallest little thing. For example, Steve (an imaginary character ) would tell myself er…. himself "Okay today's gonna be different" and then a fat chick will open me and he will think "Damn, Im fine, she's not up 2 my level tho, so he’d wait for a fine chick to come along and mack the hell outta her" and leave the fattie. Then a supafine hunney would walk by and he'd go "H-h-h-h....Uh.....H-h-h-ello" in a super quiet voice. That **** don't cut it with ANYONE. You gotta push on every single person, talk to everyone, because your conversation skills are never as good as they could be. Halfway thru this post, I went with my roomie and got a pizza right quick, and I saw this hottie, and I did nothing and in return, I got nothing. I know she’s feeling me, but because I doubted myself for that split second I end up right back here on my computer, talking to people I will never see. Granted this post should motivate someone to get up off their ass and change themselves, but fvck I’d rather get laid

Aight, Im done ranting for now, This post is for the people ready to make a change or are caught up in between being ok and being good. Fvck off all you people who agree yet stay the same boring guy who jacks off to porn when he could be out getting some.

 

[Heizen]

Nice post.

But for someone who seems to have disliked the forums so much, you sure put alot of effort into both posts.

I liked the story though, fun to read.

 

[RawkinKaoticStyle]

That guy that messed you up in the ring wasent an Immigrant was he ? haha i shur hope so!

But yeah mic fiend... its like amazing how much can be accomplished if we just step in the ring.

Hey mic fiend what make you come to this mind set , Did you like force your self to come or did it just happen to you.

Because im starting to think change not only starts with the smallest thing like sammo said but also " you cant change , you can only be changed "

haha its funny, i make a goal last summer, that by this time i would have adleast 2 rotations of 90's ( a bboy move that consist of spinning on one hand in the air ) and i see now that i havent progressed at all because i never took that small step like what sammo was talking about, but its funny how i can always dream about it , and tell myself that i will get it.


now that i think about it, this one song by aesop rock states this clearly, it goes something like this.............

" Dreams are something people want but never get , so i know what i want and i did it until it was done, so ive been the person in my dreams since day one"

but anyway im rambling, and im getting ready to step in that ring right now .



oh yeah i remember the old personal DJ camp days, its amazing how posts fade away, haaa

 

[Microphone Fiend]

Yo Heizen I like the site, it's just that I waste too much time here, and like they teach you in science, after you reach that optimum level, (where skill is correlated to reading) the only way to go is down.

Rawkin you like my brother from another mother, I started bboying about a month ago, I tried to start off with headspins cuz it looked easy enuff, but after about a days worth of falling on my ass, almost breaking my neck and a lack of convenient places to practice I decided that popping would be a better way to start, so I've been popping, gliding and moonwalking everywhere I go, and now I am good at it. When I hit the club I no longer hold up the walls 24/7, I get on the floor and do my thing.

As for mindset, it happens once you say "I am going to change" It doesn't end there but that is where it begins. Right now I can say "By the end of the year I will be able to do headspins with ease" that is my mindset because I know my power and skills, and that accomplishing this isn't out of the ordinary. However if I am in the same position 3 weeks from now, I will start to doubt myself and lose the mindset. As long as you are constantly reinforcing the mindset from affirmations AND field experience you will be doing it in no time. I used to always watch for something in my life that I can look back and say "That moment in my life was the turning-point" but the turning point is usually soo small that you don't even know what it is. Even then, it is impossible to find your turning point until you have actually succeeded. Looking back at when I started popping I just did it privately in my room with kinda hiding behind m desk so my roomate wouldn't see. I'd be working on hitting my arms mostly. (freezing and unfreezing for those unfamiliar) I remember popping my chest out at the public bathroom mirror and somebody would walk in and i'd just freeze and play it off . Then after a while I just hit randomly whenever and wherever I wanted to, not really to show off, but because I don't care about anyone elses opinion. And if anyone came up to me to say anything, it would be asking me how I got so good or confident. That's how it is in PU gurls and DJ'ing. You won't get laughed at, and if someone tries to diss you, you know that you are pushing to become BETTER, so what he thinks of you know isn't important. When he sees you down the road you will steal his gf, let her suck you off and then she'll go kiss him or something, lol

People always see the end result but never the effort put in, that's the way it is. I've also seen people that can dance better than me when I go out. I don't say "damn someone is better that sucks" I see them and think "Oh! Competition huh? Well I'll strive not to be as good as him, but better."

Concering the "You can't change, you can only be changed" Where did you hear that to? I disagree with that. That makes it sounds like
a) Someone else changes you
b) Change happening in the past tense

I really doubt you mean the latter, because change is all about you, not someone else. They may play a part in your different attitude, but it is still your internal mind that makes the decision whether to listen to them and all that stuff. And looking at B, I remember watching Fight Club, and something Tyler Duerden said prior to the car crash scene like "Look at you, you're pathetic, stop trying to be perfect and evolve." Being perfect means you can't get any better (which will never happen) but evolving means constantly adapting.

Rawkin, saying "I'm goin into the ring" aint enuff man. You have no many ideas how many threads I've read, agreed wholeheartedly and then go right back into my old procrastinating, self-doubting ways. Whenever an opportunity comes now, take it. Whether it be saying that joke which is ****y but could be construed as rude, answering a question which you aren't sure is correct in class, or even saying Hi to a random person, every single situation will either build you up or bring you down.


This is turning into a good thread. I think it would've got more attention from the more established forum posters if I had a different thread title OH well, this post is better than your average down with SoSuave post. Aight it's Friday, so I'm pulling ut the network cable to my laptop so I won't be tempted to come back online, if you got something to say, post, cuz i mite be back on later on...

 

[Heizen]

You bboy? Cool. I am a bboy of almost 2 years

 

[RawkinKaoticStyle]

Ay fiend, come to soulseek if you would like ....

www.slsknet.org

i can give you ill popping/bboying videos!

 

[Microphone Fiend]

just bumping this one cuz i liked it...if u dun like it...i dun give a fvck, lol.
Peace

 

[logan]

hey guys, i just read through the post, and noticed a few words that i at first didnt understand but after having googled a bit found to be words used about dif. dance moves, looked kinda interresting, any good links to learn sites? or books about it you can recomend, (and yep u guessed it, im tired of being the guy that stares at the dance floor in horror )

 

[logan]

hey guys, i just read through the post, and noticed a few words that i at first didnt understand but after having googled a bit found to be words used about dif. dance moves, looked kinda interresting, any good links to learn sites? or books about it you can recomend, (and yep u guessed it, im tired of being the guy that stares at the dance floor in horror )