krasnyiLion
Don Juan
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there is this girl who i went out with like 2 months ago
and the relationship didn't really work out, i dumped her.
but i have been thinking about her, and i have been missing her.
now i know she is not worth my time, she didn't treat me the way i deserved to be treated, and she doesnt really give a ****.
but still i really miss her, i feel weird things when i see her, and well i haven't really felt like this before so, i threw out the all that WORKS and i went head first into a concrete wall.
no surprise, the wall was not the one that ended up bleeding.
i went out with another girl, who is also cute and she is 19 but i decided, she was not worth my time.
then i went out with a 23 year old girl that is not really what i am looking for.
then this 21 year old that didnt meet my standards
then i had a girlfriend, who is 20 and she is cute, she is smart, and she appears to be really into me.
our schedules didnt work out, so we broke up and she wanted to stay as "friends with benefits", i'm still giving her a hard time about this.
even though in the end is working out for me, she is convicing me and persuing me.
and i met this cute 18 year old, who is kinda childish and doesnt really show such high IL but we are going out tomorrow and i know i can get her hooked.
but i really feel like i feel something for my ex, the original girl i broke up with 2 months ago, i have called her 3 times and she hasn't picked up.
so i sent her the most P U S S Y e-mail, i knew it was a horrible sign of weakness, and i will probably never get together with her, but i felt like i needed to tell her this. i just havent felt like that before. o well what is done is done.
this is the email i sent, if you guys have any advice or words of wisdom i really apreciate them
"Hi -----, I tried calling you, but obviously you don't want to answer your phone.
That is ok, I understand, and I won't bug you anymore.
I just think I have to tell you something, regardless of what you might think, or how it might seem.
When I met you, I really didn't think you were anything special.
I didn't even think you were THAT pretty, but as We started going out, I realized that you were.
even though it wasn't that long, and our relationship (if you can even call it that) was not really good.
I was annoyed most of the time, and I wondered why I was even trying.
You seemed, like you didn't really care and that kinda hurt me a little. I am not used to that, usually I'm the one that acts like that hehehehe.
anyway I don't want to make this longer than it has to be. I have realized though that although after we broke up I have gone out with different girls, and I even had a girlfriend and all, THEY ARE NOT YOU.
Everytime I see you, you make me feel weird.
I feel happy that you are there, and i feel scared
My heart seems like it's going to jump out of my chest
and i wish ..........................i wish we were together again.
it probably will never happened, because it seems you have moved on, a long time ago. I......really didn't want to admit how much i cared for you, but now that i actually have it might be too late.
Even though I might be JUST ANOTHER flavor of the month to you, not really that important (as you made me aware, the last time we went out) TO ME YOU ARE VERY IMPORTANT AND I MISS YOU. If we got back together, i think i would do things very differently, but alas..........it is all up to you.
bye -----
PS i probably wont be talking to your family as much anymore, because even though they are really really cool. And i love your mom dearly, she is a very good friend and a nice lady. They tease me and talk about you too much, it's all in good fun, but i think
I SHOULD MOVE ON TOO.
yeah very long, and i wish i could tell you this in person.
but just one favor -----.
read it all and just let me know that you did.
bye, "
and the relationship didn't really work out, i dumped her.
but i have been thinking about her, and i have been missing her.
now i know she is not worth my time, she didn't treat me the way i deserved to be treated, and she doesnt really give a ****.
but still i really miss her, i feel weird things when i see her, and well i haven't really felt like this before so, i threw out the all that WORKS and i went head first into a concrete wall.
no surprise, the wall was not the one that ended up bleeding.
i went out with another girl, who is also cute and she is 19 but i decided, she was not worth my time.
then i went out with a 23 year old girl that is not really what i am looking for.
then this 21 year old that didnt meet my standards
then i had a girlfriend, who is 20 and she is cute, she is smart, and she appears to be really into me.
our schedules didnt work out, so we broke up and she wanted to stay as "friends with benefits", i'm still giving her a hard time about this.
even though in the end is working out for me, she is convicing me and persuing me.
and i met this cute 18 year old, who is kinda childish and doesnt really show such high IL but we are going out tomorrow and i know i can get her hooked.
but i really feel like i feel something for my ex, the original girl i broke up with 2 months ago, i have called her 3 times and she hasn't picked up.
so i sent her the most P U S S Y e-mail, i knew it was a horrible sign of weakness, and i will probably never get together with her, but i felt like i needed to tell her this. i just havent felt like that before. o well what is done is done.
this is the email i sent, if you guys have any advice or words of wisdom i really apreciate them
"Hi -----, I tried calling you, but obviously you don't want to answer your phone.
That is ok, I understand, and I won't bug you anymore.
I just think I have to tell you something, regardless of what you might think, or how it might seem.
When I met you, I really didn't think you were anything special.
I didn't even think you were THAT pretty, but as We started going out, I realized that you were.
even though it wasn't that long, and our relationship (if you can even call it that) was not really good.
I was annoyed most of the time, and I wondered why I was even trying.
You seemed, like you didn't really care and that kinda hurt me a little. I am not used to that, usually I'm the one that acts like that hehehehe.
anyway I don't want to make this longer than it has to be. I have realized though that although after we broke up I have gone out with different girls, and I even had a girlfriend and all, THEY ARE NOT YOU.
Everytime I see you, you make me feel weird.
I feel happy that you are there, and i feel scared
My heart seems like it's going to jump out of my chest
and i wish ..........................i wish we were together again.
it probably will never happened, because it seems you have moved on, a long time ago. I......really didn't want to admit how much i cared for you, but now that i actually have it might be too late.
Even though I might be JUST ANOTHER flavor of the month to you, not really that important (as you made me aware, the last time we went out) TO ME YOU ARE VERY IMPORTANT AND I MISS YOU. If we got back together, i think i would do things very differently, but alas..........it is all up to you.
bye -----
PS i probably wont be talking to your family as much anymore, because even though they are really really cool. And i love your mom dearly, she is a very good friend and a nice lady. They tease me and talk about you too much, it's all in good fun, but i think
I SHOULD MOVE ON TOO.
yeah very long, and i wish i could tell you this in person.
but just one favor -----.
read it all and just let me know that you did.
bye, "
