Designer Man
Don Juan
- Joined
- Apr 7, 2018
- Messages
- 170
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- Age
- 38
Today was my birthday and it's almost midnight where I am. I realised something today. All we have in this world is ourselves. Nobody apart from ourselves cares about us.
I got a text this morning from my ex wishing me happy birthday to which I replied thanks. Didn't hear from her for the rest of the day which is fine, we are split up but it made me realise that she doesn't give a crap about me or my wellbeing and even today of all days genuinely didn't want to know and I've realised she wants nothing to do with me.
I got a text from my brother. That was it. Nothing from my friends. I've spent the whole day with my mind ha. I think back to birthdays gone by and had everything around me. I had girlfriends, family, friends. People wanting to spend time with me. Now just a year or two later, I'm on my own, I have nobody except the only person who I know the best - myself.
What I realised today is that nobody will care about you enough as they have their own lives and they don't need your hassle or your drama. My ex says there could be a chance we can work things out, she tells me she's very busy with work at the minute. No, if you want to be with Someone you make that time and you tell that person you want them in your life. If she wanted anything to do with me she would've suggested we done something for my birthday. It's funny isn't it? I think back a few months ago, Christmas for example and I had a family and I was happy. Two months later I have lost all that and I only have myself. Nobody knows what is around the corner and it happens so fast.
I don't have time for people who don't have time for me. I didn't get one card today.
I feel sorry for the next girl I meet because she is gonna meet a man who has a brick for a heart. A man that once used to love so freely and wore his heart on his sleeve. I put it all on the line and got treated like crap.
The next girl, I will tell her this, I won't get close to you because in two years you will leave me anyway. I won't fall in love with you and I will always be reserved. You know why? Because all you care about is you and all he cares about his him and all she cares about is her and all I care about is me.
Peace out.
I got a text this morning from my ex wishing me happy birthday to which I replied thanks. Didn't hear from her for the rest of the day which is fine, we are split up but it made me realise that she doesn't give a crap about me or my wellbeing and even today of all days genuinely didn't want to know and I've realised she wants nothing to do with me.
I got a text from my brother. That was it. Nothing from my friends. I've spent the whole day with my mind ha. I think back to birthdays gone by and had everything around me. I had girlfriends, family, friends. People wanting to spend time with me. Now just a year or two later, I'm on my own, I have nobody except the only person who I know the best - myself.
What I realised today is that nobody will care about you enough as they have their own lives and they don't need your hassle or your drama. My ex says there could be a chance we can work things out, she tells me she's very busy with work at the minute. No, if you want to be with Someone you make that time and you tell that person you want them in your life. If she wanted anything to do with me she would've suggested we done something for my birthday. It's funny isn't it? I think back a few months ago, Christmas for example and I had a family and I was happy. Two months later I have lost all that and I only have myself. Nobody knows what is around the corner and it happens so fast.
I don't have time for people who don't have time for me. I didn't get one card today.
I feel sorry for the next girl I meet because she is gonna meet a man who has a brick for a heart. A man that once used to love so freely and wore his heart on his sleeve. I put it all on the line and got treated like crap.
The next girl, I will tell her this, I won't get close to you because in two years you will leave me anyway. I won't fall in love with you and I will always be reserved. You know why? Because all you care about is you and all he cares about his him and all she cares about is her and all I care about is me.
Peace out.