Well most of my recent posts where about what I thought was my friends with benifits girl, now inched her way up to the gf catagory. I don't want her there, I can do better. Worst of all, I feel like I have oneitis for her, yes, oneitis for a girl I don't even like.
So yes laugh all you want, without her I feel like shi+. Its a mind thing, I don't get oneitis if its friends with benifits but a gf, forget it im a mess. This girl is a female dj, she knew damn to well how to sink me in, first being really good friends with me and now this. I really dont know what i'm asking. Maybe I just needed to get that out.
I know what I need to do, go after other girls. Its not as easy during the summer, but schools gonna start in about a week, where itl be easier. I have compleatley changed over the summer, I hope some *****es will notice that so I can drop this gf and move on, but what if its the same old same old?, I don't know, whatever. Thanks for reading that mess.
So yes laugh all you want, without her I feel like shi+. Its a mind thing, I don't get oneitis if its friends with benifits but a gf, forget it im a mess. This girl is a female dj, she knew damn to well how to sink me in, first being really good friends with me and now this. I really dont know what i'm asking. Maybe I just needed to get that out.
I know what I need to do, go after other girls. Its not as easy during the summer, but schools gonna start in about a week, where itl be easier. I have compleatley changed over the summer, I hope some *****es will notice that so I can drop this gf and move on, but what if its the same old same old?, I don't know, whatever. Thanks for reading that mess.