okay my life doesnt suck that much because i know a few girls that like me but arent so good looking and but my ex dared her sister to pinch my ass and she did it... and someone wrote a letter to my mom and the only person who they asked about was me... so i have a few things that make me feel good.
but i have problems. problems like worrying about how i walk, if my voice sounds weak, if people see that i'm acting in a fake persona etc. When i'm trying to have a conversaion with someone we talk for maybe 10 seconds straight and then its silent and sometimes i dont even hear what the person says so i'm always asking " Say What?"... i always have nuthing to say when people are talking... I dont know what i should i do....
When i want to fake something it feels so damn weird!!! cuz i always wonder how dumb i must have looked for even trying to be something different. When i'm in good mood i start to act stupid and then i know i acted dumb. but how can i just relax and be me? and how can i be me if i dont know myself?
another problem is my life is so damn boring!!! Yea i got to the mall and all but it doesnt help.I dont have fun while i;m there. Life i so bland!!!! is it my mindset or what????
HELP ME OUT PLEASE!!!!!!
but i have problems. problems like worrying about how i walk, if my voice sounds weak, if people see that i'm acting in a fake persona etc. When i'm trying to have a conversaion with someone we talk for maybe 10 seconds straight and then its silent and sometimes i dont even hear what the person says so i'm always asking " Say What?"... i always have nuthing to say when people are talking... I dont know what i should i do....
When i want to fake something it feels so damn weird!!! cuz i always wonder how dumb i must have looked for even trying to be something different. When i'm in good mood i start to act stupid and then i know i acted dumb. but how can i just relax and be me? and how can i be me if i dont know myself?
another problem is my life is so damn boring!!! Yea i got to the mall and all but it doesnt help.I dont have fun while i;m there. Life i so bland!!!! is it my mindset or what????
HELP ME OUT PLEASE!!!!!!