I missed the bus...

[drZaius09]

...And that is something that I'll never ever ever do again.


Ok, I'll admit it. First of all, I'm drunk. Second of all, I botched the close. I let her give me the dreaded hug substitute!!!

"Damn! Dang! Darn!" <bangs fists on locker in classic Principal Skinner fashion>

In all honesty, despite my inebriated state of mind, I can confidently say that the entirety of the evening was pure magic! But seriously, I know what the f*ck is up, and I know I had her. It was like Art Monk bobblin the pass in the corner of the endzone-- a touchdown for sure... until.... one foot out of bounds. I have to pay better attention next time. Now I fear she will LJBF just for the hell of it. I deserve it for being a total f*ck-up. Oh well, I had fun and I'm still laughing. I will take this as a lesson: YOU CAN STILL HAVE FUN AND ENJOY LIFE. Don't let any woman take that away from you, even if it's your fault. You are entitled to make mistakes. Let me apologize in advance for wasting your time.

 

[violator]

Can you please be more specific on where you think you fycked up with this girl so that we may draw our own conclusions/lessons?

 

[Legend]

Yea how did you fvck it up? You need to give us some more information. I doubt you messed things up if you had fun still. Thats all that matters man.....I messed things up with the girl i was interested in WEdnesday night. But you reach a point where you dont care anymore, i'm at that point. I'd be better off without her in my life.

Do you believe things happen for reasons? I always hear this line when it comes to girls. I dont really believe that line or quote.

 

[drZaius09]

Now that I'm sober I can explain. Basically, it's pretty simple. I botched the close. I had my chance to move in on her and I pissed it away and got a wussy hug instead. As I said, the night went great beside that. My only concern is she will file me into the friends folder for not taking charge LIKE A MAN SHOULD. Oh well, like Legend said, I had fun and that's all that matters. I'm with you man, I'm at the point where I just don't give a sh1t anymore and my mentality is to have a good time and not worry about the score. But I still get mildly upset when I fumble on an oppurtunity. Whatever. If this doesn't work out (and I could be blowing things out of proportion) there are plenty plenty plenty more.