I might have a problem

[backseatjuan]

I have no brakes after I drink hard liquor. I dont drink alone (only beer) I usually drink with my buddy maybe once a week or once in 2 weeks. Lately it has become a problem, as it moved away from drink and go sleep, to drink and then drink more and thats where the problems arise. I get loud when Im drunk. This last time I called my neighbor a faggit so that everyone could hear because he refused to help my drunk friend who fell into some bushes. Then I myself fell into bushes.

It wasnt always like this. It started half a year ago. For some reason I lost my brakes.

Now even when I drink just beer I end up wanting more.

 

[ubercat]

Mate. If you are an ugly drunk you have to get off it. Sometimes it's a chemical thing in the brain based on what you drink. I am a happy drunk on everything else and an angry drunk on gin which I don't touch.

It's a slow patient path but meditation and yoga can help with the demons