Oh brothers
It caught me so off guard, so unprepared,cuz she changed in just a second, though I was supposed to know every thing about the f.. test women do to us constantly having read through these forums for some years now, apparently I passed every one of them to the final test, to the moment that I was kissing her fingers,I was doing that for 6 times to the point I think I overdid it, to that moment in a bar only the two of us, lacking some experience with hunting girls cuz I m used to being hunt by them, though and she apparently had more experience than me with confrontation, godam, she says to me in a really serious and firightining tone,
- Where is this going?
I am like - I was thinking we go out together a couple of times and figure it out, then she's like,- I m sorry I dont think so, there can be nothing in between us, but just friends.
Then she says that she's is still in love with some dude, not with him right now but still misses him. She even cried when I asked some questions about him.
And what did I do after hearing all these stuff, Instead of acting like I should have acted- offended and with some nerve,as my friend advised me, I was like giving her right, and being a chicken. Now that I think of it I just want to smash my head against the wall. Damn she is really sexy, and I failed the last question of the test. Goddddddddddddd I hate myself. My fasade cracked.
I ve known her two days ago, at work, we sat together, kino the whole time,I had her jeloaus,while other girls were jealaus of her sitting with me,and showing it out loud,holding her hand all the time, she giving me signs etc etc. Everything worked out perfectly. Till the moment I should have shown the balls, I didn't. Arghhhhhhhhhhh. I could be in bed with her right now. The worst part of this pathetic story, was that not also she showed more balls than me, and at the right time, but I was more than happy to snatch a friendship between us at the last moment. Cuz she was like:
- I am sure that you are going to try again, but just don't cuz were going to lose our friendship.
While we were talking like this I was still holding her hand,and kinoing her all the time like really her best friend, and saying is not a problem, I dont want to insist, if you dont want to. (I have trouble even writing this). Ok I don't want to bore you more with these stuff, cuz the more I think of it the more I boil, specially after telling this to my friend and he was like you showed yourself a real wuss. (wusses in my country just die, yes after this I prp should)
He in fact told me that women will never give that so easily to you even if they want to,You have to take it,(In fact now that I m thinking I was waiting for her to give it to me ARghhhhhhhhhh),I should have been more agressive dammmm it, he told me that his brother when he takes a girl to a motel she's acting like she doesn't want to, he calls her ***** and stuff, meaning I should have acted a lot more ready for confrontation and scareless to lose that ass, and even fight for that ass. I have failed miserably, I have dishonored all Albanian men. And now I am even crying in here.
I just have a question, tomorrow I am supposed to meet her again at work, How should I act, cuz I figure she has lost all respect she has for me as a possible matting material
I think I will talk to her but acting as really mad at her, will that work? Even though I fear that that would let out the fact to all coworkers that I have screwed up with her, consequences not a single girl will give herself to me.
Cuz I still want that ass, and I m really sorry to lose all the work I did to get her to the point where I got her and fail like Hannibal not taking Rome, that's how I feel. Is there any chance after failing miserably and showing her that I am not a man, but just a little baby who throws all the weapons at the minimum confrontation, to show her that I am infact a MAN and possibly get her to bed? Or should I just forget about it, after learning a very big lesson, and be cold to her?
Sorry for the English, and hello to everybody from Albania ( I also love these forums )
@Hover sorry I ll try my best ( third language though )
It caught me so off guard, so unprepared,cuz she changed in just a second, though I was supposed to know every thing about the f.. test women do to us constantly having read through these forums for some years now, apparently I passed every one of them to the final test, to the moment that I was kissing her fingers,I was doing that for 6 times to the point I think I overdid it, to that moment in a bar only the two of us, lacking some experience with hunting girls cuz I m used to being hunt by them, though and she apparently had more experience than me with confrontation, godam, she says to me in a really serious and firightining tone,
- Where is this going?
I am like - I was thinking we go out together a couple of times and figure it out, then she's like,- I m sorry I dont think so, there can be nothing in between us, but just friends.
Then she says that she's is still in love with some dude, not with him right now but still misses him. She even cried when I asked some questions about him.
And what did I do after hearing all these stuff, Instead of acting like I should have acted- offended and with some nerve,as my friend advised me, I was like giving her right, and being a chicken. Now that I think of it I just want to smash my head against the wall. Damn she is really sexy, and I failed the last question of the test. Goddddddddddddd I hate myself. My fasade cracked.
I ve known her two days ago, at work, we sat together, kino the whole time,I had her jeloaus,while other girls were jealaus of her sitting with me,and showing it out loud,holding her hand all the time, she giving me signs etc etc. Everything worked out perfectly. Till the moment I should have shown the balls, I didn't. Arghhhhhhhhhhh. I could be in bed with her right now. The worst part of this pathetic story, was that not also she showed more balls than me, and at the right time, but I was more than happy to snatch a friendship between us at the last moment. Cuz she was like:
- I am sure that you are going to try again, but just don't cuz were going to lose our friendship.
While we were talking like this I was still holding her hand,and kinoing her all the time like really her best friend, and saying is not a problem, I dont want to insist, if you dont want to. (I have trouble even writing this). Ok I don't want to bore you more with these stuff, cuz the more I think of it the more I boil, specially after telling this to my friend and he was like you showed yourself a real wuss. (wusses in my country just die, yes after this I prp should)
He in fact told me that women will never give that so easily to you even if they want to,You have to take it,(In fact now that I m thinking I was waiting for her to give it to me ARghhhhhhhhhh),I should have been more agressive dammmm it, he told me that his brother when he takes a girl to a motel she's acting like she doesn't want to, he calls her ***** and stuff, meaning I should have acted a lot more ready for confrontation and scareless to lose that ass, and even fight for that ass. I have failed miserably, I have dishonored all Albanian men. And now I am even crying in here.
I just have a question, tomorrow I am supposed to meet her again at work, How should I act, cuz I figure she has lost all respect she has for me as a possible matting material
I think I will talk to her but acting as really mad at her, will that work? Even though I fear that that would let out the fact to all coworkers that I have screwed up with her, consequences not a single girl will give herself to me.
Cuz I still want that ass, and I m really sorry to lose all the work I did to get her to the point where I got her and fail like Hannibal not taking Rome, that's how I feel. Is there any chance after failing miserably and showing her that I am not a man, but just a little baby who throws all the weapons at the minimum confrontation, to show her that I am infact a MAN and possibly get her to bed? Or should I just forget about it, after learning a very big lesson, and be cold to her?
Sorry for the English, and hello to everybody from Albania ( I also love these forums )
@Hover sorry I ll try my best ( third language though )
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