amazingswayze
Master Don Juan
Let me tell you about how my life has been this past month.
It has been my first break off of college as I am in my freshman year.
While school was in session, I was positive, studying, keeping up my grades, hitting the gym, losing weight, dieting keeping hygiene on point, using time efficiently, etc... etc.
After all my hard work I was very pleased to find my first semester GPA is a 3.8
It made me very happy but I soon realized that all the work I did amounted to nothing more than a number.
Anyways let me explain why I have completely gone off course.
The last time I worked out was New Year's Eve. It's been 2 weeks already. I stopped counting calories, watching what I ate, I don't even go outside every day so I haven't showered in a couple days, I barely see my friends (somewhat by choice), and I haven't talked to any girls since. I am fresh off of an 8+ hour Madden 16 marathon on PS4.
What I have finally realized is that I have too much time, which is why I'm playing too many games for example, and wasting too much time in general.
I gave up on all the positive stuff I was working on just to sit inside and get baked.
I could say a lot more but right now I am posting this just to hold myself accountable and receive feedback from anybody who can contribute insight.
On the bright side, the spring semester starts next week, and I'm getting a job at my school as an ambassador. I absolutely must get back to work with Diet & Exercise, play less games, smoke less weed, and get my sh*t together. I'm just amazed at how I've spent the last month.
Sedentary.
tldr;
I've been a lazy P.O.S. since winter break started and I'm trying to get back on track.
It has been my first break off of college as I am in my freshman year.
While school was in session, I was positive, studying, keeping up my grades, hitting the gym, losing weight, dieting keeping hygiene on point, using time efficiently, etc... etc.
After all my hard work I was very pleased to find my first semester GPA is a 3.8
It made me very happy but I soon realized that all the work I did amounted to nothing more than a number.
Anyways let me explain why I have completely gone off course.
The last time I worked out was New Year's Eve. It's been 2 weeks already. I stopped counting calories, watching what I ate, I don't even go outside every day so I haven't showered in a couple days, I barely see my friends (somewhat by choice), and I haven't talked to any girls since. I am fresh off of an 8+ hour Madden 16 marathon on PS4.
What I have finally realized is that I have too much time, which is why I'm playing too many games for example, and wasting too much time in general.
I gave up on all the positive stuff I was working on just to sit inside and get baked.
I could say a lot more but right now I am posting this just to hold myself accountable and receive feedback from anybody who can contribute insight.
On the bright side, the spring semester starts next week, and I'm getting a job at my school as an ambassador. I absolutely must get back to work with Diet & Exercise, play less games, smoke less weed, and get my sh*t together. I'm just amazed at how I've spent the last month.
Sedentary.
tldr;
I've been a lazy P.O.S. since winter break started and I'm trying to get back on track.