thanks lerxst for all that. I've read it all and I will try and apply it. I really want to find some other girls now because I've wasted so much time messing about with this other girl.
I'm trying to get over it all at the minute but it's incredibly hard. In fact I've just realised how much of a ***** she is right now because she's been sleeping with her ex the past 4-5 nights since she said she didn't want to be with me. I really hate her at the moment because she says to me that I'm her best friend and then she sleeps with the one guy who she knows I dislike the most at OUR house and then gets upset when I'm acting weird around her.
I know I probably shouldn't be but at the moment I'm very very torn up inside. I mean I know a lot of you will say don't be that way - she's a worthless ***** etc but it's hard when I've liked this girl for so long. I am DEFINATELY not going to let anything like this happen again and I'm trying to keep busy to keep her off my mind it's just hard when she's basically flaunting her ex in front of me and screwing him - it's like kicking a man when he's down.
I'm trying to get over it all at the minute but it's incredibly hard. In fact I've just realised how much of a ***** she is right now because she's been sleeping with her ex the past 4-5 nights since she said she didn't want to be with me. I really hate her at the moment because she says to me that I'm her best friend and then she sleeps with the one guy who she knows I dislike the most at OUR house and then gets upset when I'm acting weird around her.
I know I probably shouldn't be but at the moment I'm very very torn up inside. I mean I know a lot of you will say don't be that way - she's a worthless ***** etc but it's hard when I've liked this girl for so long. I am DEFINATELY not going to let anything like this happen again and I'm trying to keep busy to keep her off my mind it's just hard when she's basically flaunting her ex in front of me and screwing him - it's like kicking a man when he's down.
