Huge blow to my confidence last night

[One on One]

The more I think about tonight, the more I realize how damaging it was for me. Basically, I'm out with like 6 people and I say hardly anything at the dinner. So, in the car ride back, one of the girls who I'm friends with is being nice and asks me if I had fun. It was a situation where I could show enthusiasm and it would be seen as fake or be unenthusiastic as I was. I unenthusiastically said, "yeah it was cool."

So, people in the car are laughing since they can tell I obviously didn't have that great of a time. I didn't care about this.

Then, my friend says I sounded like Max from the Conan O'Brien show. OK, no problem yet.

Then, the girl next to me who I'm friends with (and who had a few drinks) says, "you're like Max to [friend's name] Conan". She was referring to how I was so quiet tonight and my friend is all outgoing and charismatic all the time, like I'm his sidekick or some ****, **** that. OUCH! Then, the other girl said something to show how she realized how damaging that comment was and then the girl who said it finally got it and shut up about it.

Now, I'm terribly depressed because, as far as I've come, I am still seen this way in the presence of my friend. I don't know what to do...I don't have any other friends.

 

[squirrels]

Let me share a quote with you:

"Don't take life too seriously. You'll never get out alive."

 

[Drex]

Sometimes the truth hurts. If there were 6 of you socializing together over dinner and you just sat there all quiet, of course someone is going to say something. Next time you go out, try and be more talkative.

 

[187EazyE]

<<try and be more talkative>>

Eazyer said than done, home boy.

 

[Mr. Latte]

Dude, don't sweat it. You're gonna get owned every now and again. Laugh it off, and come back with something witty. A true man doesn't let others (especially women) ruffle his feathers.

 

[Ded_Skin_Mask13]

What you need is to buy the Pantera 3 Vulgar Videos From Hell DVD, watch what those guys do, and do **** like they do, just not as illegal or dangerous, HAVE FUN, GO CRAZY, AND DON'T GIVE A F*CK!!!!!!

Last month, my mother made me and my bro be escorts for some girl's(about a 7)sweet 16 b-day party. All the other escorts(a bunch of rap listening thug wannabe pricks) were enthusiastic and trying to get me and my bro to lighten up and do the sh*t the instructor was telling us to do. I was just like you, not very enthusiastic about doing this, simply because it was the last saturday before school started and just wanted to chill, and plus I had to wear a tux, and had to escort a **** who has always been an obnoxious wh*re to me since I was 12.

I could smell that the rest of the escorts were only being nice and being slaves for this b*tch because they wanted to get in her panties. The instructor kept telling me and my brother to listen and cooperate and stop being rude, F*CK YOU YOU DRIED UP C*NT!!!!! F*ck them, if they had fun great, but I wasn't having fun so it's not my fault they're party was a borefest from the yawning pits of hell, I didn't have fun, and so why should I keep a f*cking fake smile on my face when I was truly pissed off...same goes with you...F*CK THEM!!!!!!!!!! You had no fun, if they did..great, but it doesn't mean that one c*nt had to indirectly point it out for you. You should by no means regret or be pissed off or low on confidence because you wasted an evening with a bunch of boring f*cks!


AND MOST OF ALL,....DON'T TAKE ANY SH*T FROM ANYONE!!! ESPECIALLY A SLUT FEMALE!! BE LIKE A PIRATE AND THE VIKINGS AND UNFORGIVINGLY KICK ASS AND LEAVE PEOPLE'S SH*T IN RUINS IF THEY ATTEMPT TO HURT YOUR PRIDE! DON'T BE A B*TCH AND LET PEOPLE HAVE CRACKS AT YOUR EGO OR HOW YOU'RE FEELING AT THE TIME....

 

[Mr. Latte]

ummm....WOW. lol That was really something. Rather than beating children and the elderly, I suggest you just learn to take things in the spirit they're intended, or learn to laugh a bit. Stop taking yourself so seriously. The chick was having a bit of fun with you...you were lame, and she called you on it. End of story. Relax, and have some fun.

 

[Julian]

Why werent you talkative at the dinner?

I like red skins point and Latte's point. If people try and sh1t on you litter their world with verbal destruction. However, if its just a girl making a joke then just laugh, diss on her back, or better yet if i were you i would have been like, "HES CONAN? FUCC THAT! Check it!" Then i would have done one of those crazy dances that conan does when he gets excited. That sh1t is funny.


And if a situation is boring, make it fun.

 

[Gonzalo]

I don't know if it's necessary to verbally destroy anyone. I used to hang out with some "friends" who were the only people I hang out with back then, and they were boring as hell so I never felt it when we went out or did stuff, so it was more depressing at then end. Then I just stopped hanging out with them and spent more time in my hobbies. New friends came, and I was better at playing the guitar, and no more having to worry about putting a fake smile to make a dumb cvnt happy. G

 

[One on One]

Thanks for the feedback...you guys are right, especially Mr. Latte. I just had a bad night and that comment got to me because it reminded me of myself when I was a depressed loser 3 years ago. I'm going to keep plugging away.

I made a self improvement plan for myself in January with 10 long term goals on it...I have accomplished each of them and they weren't all easy. Well, now it is time for self improvement plan deuce. I won't wallow in my own pity ever again...that **** got me nowhere.

 

[Ded_Skin_Mask13]

its DED you crack wh*re.

 

[Julian]

gotya Ded_skin_flask

 

[Ded_Skin_Mask13]

you wanna suck my c*ck don't you? quit flirting..