TheTurtle
Don Juan
Hello Don Juans;
After a divorce from a 10 year marriage and a lifetime of being an AFC and an occasional, clueless and ignorant, Alpha I stumbled on Game, the Red Pill and all of it.
I was fascinated by how much of my life had been directed by the Old Rules and expectations: Several relationships that didn't last, one breakup that threw me into a deep long-term depression and a divorce that ended a marriage well after it stopped being real. I had hit rock bottom numerous times and was finally zeroed out. I was going to do it differently and be the best version of myself that I could be. I would work out, get my finances in order, and start living for me. Then I was betrayed by my immune system...
After experiencing problems (balance, left leg not working correctly), an MRI and a spinal tap led to a diagnosis of Primary Progressive Multiple Sclerosis. As the name suggests, it is progressive. Every day is at least a little worse than the one before it. In 4 years, I have gone from a pretty healthy, active person to having poor balance, weakening muscles, and heat sensitivity that makes summer pretty awful. I have a halting gait, get tired easily, and frequently lose balance. I fall or nearly so at least once per day. Nerve damage has rendered my d$&ck all but useless. Oh, yeah I damn near piss myself somewhat regularly. There is no cure and medication/treatment at best alleviates and slows progression.
I am, for now, able to work full-time and support myself and my finances are in good shape. I am working to improve them and to develop some passive income streams but am limited by my own ignorance in that pursuit.
I am concerned that my condition will relegate my options for sex and companionship to tatted up 4's and less who have 3 kids from different fathers. You know the type.
So what are my options? Is there a way to play the hand I've been dealt in such a way that my life won't necessarily be devoid of a companion and someone to literally help me off the floor when I fall?
Thanks for your thoughts and insight.
(For reference, below is a recent picture.)
After a divorce from a 10 year marriage and a lifetime of being an AFC and an occasional, clueless and ignorant, Alpha I stumbled on Game, the Red Pill and all of it.
I was fascinated by how much of my life had been directed by the Old Rules and expectations: Several relationships that didn't last, one breakup that threw me into a deep long-term depression and a divorce that ended a marriage well after it stopped being real. I had hit rock bottom numerous times and was finally zeroed out. I was going to do it differently and be the best version of myself that I could be. I would work out, get my finances in order, and start living for me. Then I was betrayed by my immune system...
After experiencing problems (balance, left leg not working correctly), an MRI and a spinal tap led to a diagnosis of Primary Progressive Multiple Sclerosis. As the name suggests, it is progressive. Every day is at least a little worse than the one before it. In 4 years, I have gone from a pretty healthy, active person to having poor balance, weakening muscles, and heat sensitivity that makes summer pretty awful. I have a halting gait, get tired easily, and frequently lose balance. I fall or nearly so at least once per day. Nerve damage has rendered my d$&ck all but useless. Oh, yeah I damn near piss myself somewhat regularly. There is no cure and medication/treatment at best alleviates and slows progression.
I am, for now, able to work full-time and support myself and my finances are in good shape. I am working to improve them and to develop some passive income streams but am limited by my own ignorance in that pursuit.
I am concerned that my condition will relegate my options for sex and companionship to tatted up 4's and less who have 3 kids from different fathers. You know the type.
So what are my options? Is there a way to play the hand I've been dealt in such a way that my life won't necessarily be devoid of a companion and someone to literally help me off the floor when I fall?
Thanks for your thoughts and insight.
(For reference, below is a recent picture.)