How to interpret this or am I over analyzing.

[Sprayarc]

Dude she'd get a hotel room for us every night and take me to dinner and I'd Fcck her senseless.

I mean one time she was sitting on my lap kinda bouncing and sexually teasing me and I don't remember what I said exactly but I basically said look we've been seeing each other for about a week, I need sex. She agreed that night we would.

We were driving around in her Benz and she basically changed her mind about fvcking. I said "****ing waste of my time, drive be home don't contact me again" she was silent for a moment, then quickly said "ok, I'll give you sex". Who the fvck does she think she is to bounce on my lap in a sexual manner and tease me like that?

Prior to this I did make moves but she would kind of resist, and say "why you moving so fast, I'm not going anywhere" (in her Japanese accent). So I mean I'd stop because she seemed like she didn't want to go further. Keep in mind she's 45.

Once I did **** her in her car in the driveway of my halfway house, after that she'd pay for a hotel room every Friday.

She always wanted to spend the entire weekend with me.

I was always very affectionate with her prior to us having sex. She really enjoyed that.

When I say I was affectionate prior to us having sex, I meant prior to the first time we had sex, not prior to every time we had sex.

 

[Sprayarc]

I bang a lot of Asian women of the fob type.
Generally when they say you are a good man or good heart they have self confidence issues and don't think they are good enough for you. They prefer the players and guys that use them because then they don't feel guilty if they use them back. When you have a relationship with one like this it is a constant battle with their self confidence problems and they never feel good enough or are scared you will leave them. Becomes a major headache. If you do not have a very solid frame you will be toast.

she was ridiculously insecure. to the point where it made me enjoy her less.