Internet contact closes - lots of them, no counting, but I'd say the numbers as follows:
Indian/Indian descent - 4.
Black - 3.
Mixed - 2.
I have yet to buy more lavalife money/credits.
Phone number/friend/client referral closes:
- Indian - 1
- Black - 2
DIRTY INTERNET (Adult site number and contact closes)
- Black - 1 (flaked out)
- White - 4. (ready and willing)
That's right, when it came for no strings attached sex, White girls win. Two of them gave me their cell number right away. Most of the time they want to see my picture but would have done me anyway.
In terms of turn-over to dates:
- Indian - 3.
- Black - 4.
- Mixed - 1.
Comments of exploits:
1) One Indian girl travelled a 2 hour drive to see me based on the online chemistry alone. However, it was one of the worst crash and burn dates on record, but the sence of conquest was seeing her travel a crazy distance to see me although NOTHING HAPPENED.
2) Two girls this month have been KISS-CLOSED. That's right, first time in life I'm starting to kiss women in their lips after the first dates.
3) Potential sex - deflowerments: potential of 6 clear opportunities to have sex as follows in these divisions:
- Black: 2
- White: 4
Defeats:
1) Oneitis on one Indian-mixed girl for the most part of the year (late March to December). While I was infatuated with her, she friendzoned me and I was an AFC, while some other guy got into her pants and got her virginity.
I got angry with her (obvious she being lied and dumped or whatever didn't fill that 'vengence') and bragged about my potential conquests that I was going to have from adultfriendfinder (with exception of my dad) and then sarcastically asked her out after bragging in her face about potential conquests that I couldn't access because of my dad.
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The only criticism of the defeat is that I was not likely to have sex with her in terms of intent or motivation since I've evaded clear shots of having sex in general, and have had likely 6 chances this year to lose my virginity if I wanted to excluding her due to parental influence/intervention and values/beliefs making it an absurd rationalisation that I 'lost' something since I was not actually a competitor.
Defeats are also a good motivator. Again due to negative motivations, I went on adultfriendfinder, and have meet many more women from the internet with a vengence to get that 'kiss' experience and have been rather on the aggressive lately with new rules and procedures to prevent that from happening again.
GOALS FOR 2007: At least one further kiss close prior to February 3, 2007.
Visiting girls in their apartments (assuming they live by themselves) and watching movies, cooking, and cuddling or exercises in isolation with a girl would be proposed test cases for 2007.
Meeting more people online - strengthening areas that are already strong.
In terms of sex or losing virginity, that goal is suspended until further notice. If milder goals (kissing, dancing (lessons or no lessons), touching, isolation, kino/touch, sexual touching etc...) are achieved, that can always come whenever I'm ready.
