I've smoked pot daily for 10+ years and honestly I feel good health wise but sometimes when I'm really blazed I stop caring about all the superficial bull****. I think if you are looking to go alpha it out you are going to hit some hurdles with marijuana. Marijuana is going to stifle your ego down a bit and make you look at yourself and maybe even bring you down a notch or two in your head. I don't know if this means self-hate or anything, but I know in myself its a lot harder to be a pompous ass when I'm really blazed -- I feel less aggression, less defense of my "self".
At the same time going out and spitting a bunch of game requires some healthy ego in there--and "vodka and redbull" I am certain probably help beef the ego up and take away the self-reflection. Alcohol definitely can enhance the ego and increase our view of our "self".
All things in proper moderation and proper circumstances eh? Maybe there are times for weed and times not for weed? If it's a problem for you and its dragging you down--lay off--fortunately compared to most other substances its not as hard to quit. Honestly overall its really rather benign and most contemporary research actually shows 1-toke a day can be a preventive tool for tumor and cancer suppression.
Here's a study by the Oxford University Press
Just keep following what works and is good for you man. Don't let your ego become too bloated remember earth gives us tools and relationships to plants are natural and normal and in some ways psychologically beneficial and necessary.
You know what's really bad for game? A mushroom trip. Go take 1g of mushroom tea and sit by a fire and suddenly chasing pu$$y around seems so extrinsically wasteful in terms of true happiness and accomplishment. The fruits of life reach beyond the vaginal lips and most of the treasures are found in the crevasses of your cerebral organ. (but maybe you'll find a nice lady for your other organ as well).
I have a buddy who smokes a lot with me and still spits pretty good game. I think it's a personal thing. I've always been a self-conscious rather humble guy anyways. I don't know -- it's hard to force yourself to be something that maybe you aren't anyhow, eh?
