Hey, guys
Long time lurker here. My biggest flaw is that I don't have very much sexual confidence. I'm in college, I go to a big school, and I have a ton of friends there. Meeting and making friends has never been an issue for me, and honestly, getting numbers and meetings girls isn't a problem for me either. I'm very confident in myself academically, socially, and even though I'm not the best looking guy in the world, I'm still a good looking guy. I meet these girls, and they're interested for a while, but I don't push the envelope. The first impression of me is always of that of a confident guy, but as they get to know me they notice I don't know how to have anything other than a platonic relationship with them. I was raised in a very conservative environment where I wasn't taught to talk about sex with women, I wasn't taught to touch women, and if I did any of that I was taking advantage of them because they were innocent beings who were so appalled by those acts. Honestly, from being in college, I know that is not the case, and some of these girls want it more than I do...
I have an image of a good guy, and it holds me back. I want people to think about me in that way, but I want to break out of the limitations it's placed on me. One thing I won't budge on is drinking. I won't do it, because of certain circumstances, and I don't believe in it, and I see all of these guys at bars who can just get alcohol in their systems and out of nowhere become players. I've noticed a ton of those guys while sober aren't nearly as confident as me, but the moment alcohol enters the equation it doens't matter... What it comes down to is that I want to be more aggressive and confident sexually. I just struggle to subtly bring it up, and I hardly ever let myself have physical contact with girls. I've only ever been with one girl, and even though we did everything, she's still the only girl I've ever kissed. So what do you guys think?
Long time lurker here. My biggest flaw is that I don't have very much sexual confidence. I'm in college, I go to a big school, and I have a ton of friends there. Meeting and making friends has never been an issue for me, and honestly, getting numbers and meetings girls isn't a problem for me either. I'm very confident in myself academically, socially, and even though I'm not the best looking guy in the world, I'm still a good looking guy. I meet these girls, and they're interested for a while, but I don't push the envelope. The first impression of me is always of that of a confident guy, but as they get to know me they notice I don't know how to have anything other than a platonic relationship with them. I was raised in a very conservative environment where I wasn't taught to talk about sex with women, I wasn't taught to touch women, and if I did any of that I was taking advantage of them because they were innocent beings who were so appalled by those acts. Honestly, from being in college, I know that is not the case, and some of these girls want it more than I do...
I have an image of a good guy, and it holds me back. I want people to think about me in that way, but I want to break out of the limitations it's placed on me. One thing I won't budge on is drinking. I won't do it, because of certain circumstances, and I don't believe in it, and I see all of these guys at bars who can just get alcohol in their systems and out of nowhere become players. I've noticed a ton of those guys while sober aren't nearly as confident as me, but the moment alcohol enters the equation it doens't matter... What it comes down to is that I want to be more aggressive and confident sexually. I just struggle to subtly bring it up, and I hardly ever let myself have physical contact with girls. I've only ever been with one girl, and even though we did everything, she's still the only girl I've ever kissed. So what do you guys think?